Tuesday, February 22, 2005

+BAD presentation day+

OHhhhhhh~ it was a BAD BAD day. Everything didn't went well for me. Having Oral Communication presentation in the morning. I was... So nervous like hell. Last minute prepare my presentation, of course I don't have any confident at all let alone say I prepare to entertain the class. When I was walking toward the computer, my teacher say, let us enjoy some music now. I said, there won't be any entertainment. "Ohhh.. Then I will be disappointed" was what she replied. The first word of my Violin parts was wrong, it was suppose to be chin rest and I said tail piece. I was still pointing to my violin chin rest and I said tail piece. _ _lll Then I corrected myself. At 3minutes, the teacher ask me why not U just end with a piece of song? I was stunted. I didn't practice any song, just running through a piece yesterday, didn't really went into it. So, I said, I try. This was the WORST part. First three note I played wrongly, then realize that I had a BAD beginning. The whole song was hell lah. A lot of notes went out of tune. Didn't even know what I was playing. Sob sob~ Wanted to get out of the room as soon as possible.
Return home as deadly. Slept for about 3hours. My mummy angry voice wake me up. I realize that she was screaming at my brother for the phone. _ _lll She bought stocks again. Ohh welll.. Few minute later come into my room and say, "everytime, U're the one who get me into trouble." I was...... Speechless. What the hell did I do?! I didn't force u to buy stocks, I didn't force U to cook for me. I just say I am eating dinner at home before I go to school for cca. Okay. Got to eat my dinner now, before she shouts at me again.

+I don't see any hope from anywhere+

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