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Just wake up from the afternoon nap. Went to school for DB paper early in the morning. I am the earliest of all. Muahahaha. Finally make it on time. I am so tired today that I don't feel like waking up. Aiks. DB paper was okay. Except that the ER-diagram is tough and last question is a bit tricky. Was feeling unwell during the paper, luckily got a nice invigilator sponsor me tissue. Haha. After that paper, we went to find our OOP teacher. I am disappointed again. Sigh. Got back my assignment result. And it wasn't good at all. I was thinking if I get a B, at least a B then tomorrow paper if I got a D, at least I will still got a C grade for average. Soobbbbb! Tomorrow is going to be a tough day for me. And I am not feeling well. Feel like I am going to have sore throat. Maybe I am hoping that I will be sick? haha.
From young I have been worrying what future I will be having.
When I am in primary school, I worry about PSLE. Worry about what secondary school I will be going to.
When I get into a secondary school, I worrying about what class I will be going into, what friends I will be meeting, how will my class be like.
During O level, I worry about whether I can get into Poly or not. Wondering if I could really make it into poly. I aimed to get into accountancy course. But end up I got into IT. My hope clashed.
Then I start to worry about my future again. What can I be in the future in order to use what I learnt in the IT? The answer is still unknown.
Here again, I am worrying about tomorrow exams and the future exams. How will it be like?
For the past 18 years i have been worrying about this and that. When will this worrying be stopped?
Feel the stress of future unsecure.
Aiks.
Hate the feeling of worrying.

Worrying about tomorrow OOP paper.