Kill me.

I could no longer smile. No longer think. No longer see.
Every emotion in me is dead.
Just like those trees in the lonely winter.
The street is deserted. Everyone is hiding in their warm cozy home. The cemetery is filled with bitterness snow.
Tears could no longer be felt. For they turned into ice.
I feel like a fool belonging to no where. Walking pass every tomb stone send a chill up my spine. I feel lonely. But those loneliness eventually add up, turning them into emptiness.
How is heaven like? A white place fills with smiling angels? Or is it a place fills with emptiness?
Once someone told me, every emotion will fade off when you're dead. So what if a human no longer have any emotion? They are call living dead?
I am blind. I ignored every signs that you made. I took them for granted.
Today is a bad day. Walking on the streets alone, I see myself being too dependent on others. I... Don't know what is right and what is wrong. I am weakling.
Screammmm! Yep yep. I can't control my emotions.
Stupid me.

I am closing my eyes.