Introspection: Dayss

Monday:
My Birthday! Went out with family to 'The French Stall' located at Sturdee Rd North somewhere near upper serangoon. As it was our first time eating there, we're not sure of what are the restuarant best dish. So I ordered steamed dory filet with mixed vegetable and mussel and my family ordered 3-course set meals(soup of the day, main course and dessert). We ate until we felt our stomach is going to explode anytime. The bus ride home was scary. As they are many people crowded at the exit, my mum and bro were having difficulty getting down the bus. As I know, adults normally were afraid of the double charge of bus fare, so they will be conscious of tapping their e-zine card on the machine before alighting, so my mum was one of those adults, she tapped my bro and her e-zine card and when they are alighting, the bus moved out of a sudden. Gosh. And the exit is not closed at all. Bloody driver. Luckily nothing happened to them.
Introducing the dory filet.

Tuesday:
I was late for my work today.
This is the latest timing that I was late so far. I left the house late. To most of the people, when they know that they are going to be late for work, they will choose to hire a cab. But for me is different. I guess so. I was cheapo. I don't want to waste money on cab when I didn't even get my previous month pay after working for about 2 months. And I have other money problem to worry about. So I thought to myself, since I was late, it will be the matter of late and later. late will be I hire a cab, reached my company and give excuse of being late. But definitely not late for 30mins. Later will be.. Wait for the bus that is taking its 'own sweet time' to come. Reached the company, seeing people start work at their desk and I have to sneak into the company after feeling so embarrassed being late. But either both choice, I will also be late. So I chose the 'later' choice. I want to save cab fare. Sigh. Therefore, half an hour pay will be gone.. And we have about 2bucks for 1hour? So half an hour late, means.. 2bucks/2 = 1buck left. LOL. Good game.
When to attend internal meeting in the noon. We're helpers for the meeting, our job is to pass mic to people who intend to ask questions, give out presentation document and etc.
I want to shop. Very in need of shopping. Deprived shopping-hood. I want GG5 clothes. Nice office lady wear. I want nice pants. 3/4 white pants with nice top. I want a rich boyfriend, good looking, love me more than I love him, etc. LOL. The man of many women's dream. Be it black, white or other race. I am not racist. And I don't mind. No offence. =X

Wednesday:
Went out with xx. Bought a shirt from flesh imp. It was on the 50% category. But that's not the reason why I bought it okay. I am not so cheapo. Reason simple, because I only eyed that shirt. I am going to save 55bucks to get that 'Skinny Bitch' or maybe 'Don't hate me because I'm skinny' shirt at Queen Couture. whahaha! It was so interesting. Imagine I wear it out, people will be staring at me. Giving me face, giving me attitude. Just because I AM SKINNY and PRETTY in the fact. whahahahaaa! =X just kidding. First time eating yoshinoya, tried the sliced beef with rice. It was nice. Really.
Pretty me. Without my face. LOL.

My stm is getting worst. Now when I am feeling tired, I can't even think of what I did 1hour ago. Not only deprived of shopping, I am deprived of sleeping.

Thursday:
Today, feeling restless and tired. Of course, I was hoping for some work to keep me awake. But there seems to be nothing to do, I got no microsoft office access which means I can't continue on my web forms. I am feeling sleepy now..
Let me see.. If I manage to get my previous month salary, I will be able to carry out plans. Hopefully it's calculated by monthly and not daily/weekly? So if it's by daily/weekly, I think I will get about 381bucks. Gosh. That's LESS. Sigh. Life is miserable. Then 100bucks to parents, I will be left with 381-100=281bucks. I need to pay for my phone bill and save some for my next month bill, 281-120-50=111bucks. I got to treat T11 ice cream.. 111-(10x8) = 31bucks. Freakk. 31bucks for? Can't even shop. Can't even buy my skinny bitch shirt. F5. Maybe I will just take that stack of 50dollars notes from park and use. Can I? Will I be able to use successfully? Will I not end up in jail? Will I will I? =X
But.. I think too fast. Things normally don't go well for me. What if.. What if I didn't have my pay credit into my account? *faint. Then all the above things I had mentioned will be.. Going down the drain. Then I will be bring lunch box to work everyday, wake up early for work so that I won't be late, go home straight after work everyday and weekend will be staying at home and stone. No more good food, no more shopping spee, no more ice cream, no more outing. My life will be deprived from being free labour. I will be loitering around the neighbourhood during weekend, see if I managed to find anything worth of money, then I will be taking extra job, earning extra money, working myself like a cow. My life.. will be ruined. I will be Haggard and ugly, with dark eye rings, yellow and dehydrated skin. Ahhhhh.. I better pray hard that I will be able to get my pay by tomorrow. I am in need of my pay.
Today Lunch is free. Weee! As we helped out during the meeting, the organiser decided to treat us lunch at kallang. It's a malay food outlet. He ordered about 5 delicious dishes. There is fish, sumba chicken, curry vegetable, non spicy vegetable and fried eggs. Yum yum. Enjoyed eating there. Thank you for the lunch! =)

Friday:
@#@$#!#!%$
I checked my bank account during lunch. The company haven't even pay me my first month salary! Hell. We need money to survive. And that means.. All my plans will be ... Washed away into the drain. Money money. My partner said I am quite money minded. Hello. I am not as rich as him, he got parents to help him pay for this and that, I pay everything by myself. Maybe that's the reason he looks down on poor people. As if I care. He mentioned something interesting today. He put on make up and lip gloss when taking neoprints. LOL. Erm.. So gay? =X I was shocked when I heard that.
My partner = E
E: If I put on make up when taking neoprints, people will say I look like korean.
Me: Make up... ?
E: Ya. Cos most korean actor have fair skin and very red lips.
Me: ....

Do you really think you look like any korean actor or are u 'acting' to be like an actor? Dots. No comment. Maybe lots of guy love to beauty themselves too much.
When out with darling and wan jun today. Met them at city hall and.. Both of them are standing at the same area yet they didn't notice each other. So funny. We went to marina sq to eat. Wanted to try the Japanese ice cream. Is that a Jap or Korean restaurant? But wan jun cannot eat plus I haven't get pay. So we dropped the idea. We ate Long John silver instead. Cheap and filling. whahaha. Cheapo. I am getting more and more calculative. Because pay is little, and I spend money like pouring water. With a partner that love to eat good food and hate the desserted markets near our work place, I was growing poorer each day. I really got so sick of fast food, especially mac. The fries there are SALTY. Very. I am hating french fries each time I eat them. =X Once in a while is really okay. But definitely not twice in a week. Be it I am cheapo or what, it's my mindset. Plus eating too much fries will lead to cancer. S o unhealthy. I know wan jun primary school secret now. Whahahaha. =X
We went to 'Candy Empire' after our meal. Sweets.. Chocolates.. Biscuits.. Oh my.. Make me think of australia. I miss the place. Feel like going there for further studies. But money issues again. I bought some chocolate with different flavour inside, there is mango choco, orange choco, cookie and cream, strawberry and more. LOL. I love flavour choco lots. =) Darling never buy anything as she already bought a lot of choco previous time she visited 'Candy Empire'. She wanted to get candies from mini toon instead. Because the candy there was cheaper. Haha. So we went mini toon after that. I bought rainbow color mashmallow. Yum. I love rainbow color things. After that we switch to photo taking mode. We began taking pictures, the changing color light or decoration items above sweet recipe.
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