I battle against lazy and ignorance self.

I can't recall what I have been through for the past 9 months, it seems that going to school is just part of my daily routine. In other words, I rarely touch the notes/study guides at all. And now I come to realise it all too late. The blow is definitely has an impact on me, I feel so stressed up and this fear feeling doesn't seem to go away. If I can't even study finish everything before the mock paper, how can I even study finish everything before the actual exam in May?
2 weeks left, do I really have enough time to study everything that the lecturers have covered within the past 9 months?

Sometime I really wonder what turns me into who I am today.
I am neither here nor there.

Depressed soul.