HOOO!

My pictures are cool?

Put your head against my life
What do you hear
A million words just trying to make
The love song of the year
Close your eyes but don't forget
What you have heard
A man who's trying to say three words
The words that make me scared

A million love songs later
And here I am trying to tell you that I care
A million love songs later
And here I am
Looking to the future now
This is what I see
A million chances pass me by
A million chances to hold you
Take me back, take me back
To where I used to be
To hide away from all my truth
Through the light I see

A million love songs later
And here I am trying to tell you that I care
A million love songs later
And here I am.

Random post:

Halah milk

Happy meal

The big head

I did something stupid today.

I am so so so sorry to the woman that I hurt. I really didn't mean it.

And I am so annoyed with the stupid bus driver!

I hate my face now! So many pimples!

Hug.

:'(

We're so different now.

I am confused.

如果 爱能轻易忘记
还需要说 我爱你？

Heavy Image! Beware!

Ahh.. I am not having young kid fetish. LOL!

Okay, I took it when I am having webcam session with him yesterday. Can't help it, he looks so girly and extremely vain plus act cute. I like his features! Damn u for having such nice features. =X

Please watch this when u're free:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GPOy8oiFYHM
I am amazed by it.

Good night.

Party tomorrow.

It seems to be like I really have NO life.
I can't seem to accept that I am actually working in an IT company. Seriously, it's workaholic! Imagine working in the office at 11.30pm. Yes, I mean PM. And that's the time I left the office on monday. Sigh. Ya, took cab home without company.
That's the life of a working adult. So lonely and hectic.
There is no good looking people at all. Except during morning hours, I can see some smart guys in suit. AWWW! What's more can you expect?

Anyway, we went to nus for lunch today. Well, I must say.. there are really ALOT of china people! More than what you can imagine. What has singapore turn into? Whereas local people can't get in at all? So sad lah.

I shouldn't expect too much from life. Some time it's just so disappointing.

I am really depressed.
Working 9.30pm today. Extremely busy for the day, I feel like sleeping when I did the test scenarios. It makes my eyes feel so tired staring at the computer screen for like more than 12 hours?
I really can't finish the test scenarios at all.
I counted. I still have 14 left.
This 3 days, I only manage to complete 5? HAHA.
I still can't figure out the website as well as who are the users. Well, it keep on changing.. It's tough to figure out with just 2 days left!
If I can't finish, I will need to go back on labour day. Which is so sad!
It's not the matter of earning OT or not, it's the matter of handling my work on time.
And I am really lacking of time. Reason is I am slow. I can't really process fast with not enough sleep. :(

And today I have to walk all the way out from the carpark to the bus stop outside Science Park2. My gosh.. It's so damn scary. Seriously, I bet most people will call for cab. But I didn't, because I might need to go back on sunday to work. I am saving for sunday. Well, I walk so fast, 2 times faster than usual pace. Reached the bus stop, and the stupid buses just won't come. Opposite me, the constuction site is releasing the workers, I am so afraid that they might rob me or something. Just happened there is 3 guys waiting for the buses at the bus stop too, I feel quite safe. as long as I don't have to stay at the bus stop with those workers! I don't care whether the bus goes to interchange or stop outside the mrt station, as long as I board the bus with them, I feel safe. And I really did that. HAHA!

I complain almost everything.
Work, I whine. Don't work, I also whine.
It's just my normal reaction.
And I feel I am being left out now.
Please do something about it.

Today is really busy after 5pm.
Last minute the person in charge of the project come and find me.
Well.. I have maybe more than 15 test plans on hand that I need to do.
Me and my friend have been slacking for the past two days and basically doing scanning.
Oh ya.. And eating company biscuits. WHAHAHAHAH! They have different biscuits everyday! I love them a lot! Cool surprise for staffs. I love free food. Told ya.
=X
Now I am afraid that I can't make it on friday as I might need to do overtime just for the dead line of everything which is on 2nd of May.
And if I can't finish everything by friday, I might need to come back on the labour day just to work finish!
Can you imagine it?


I need to breathe.

HO!
How poor can I be?
Check out linnyberry and you will know.
I bought 1 set of office wear and it's less than $40. =X
I am seriously left with $2 in my wallet, and a single digit in my bank.
And my parents are not giving me any allowance at all.
Damn.
I am so dead. I don't know how am I going to survive next week when I will be working.
And the transport is so EXPENSIVE.

I wish I got load of moolah.
Poor poor poor.

I need to think carefully before I can decide..
One is nearer to me, other is quite far and require more money.
But is 50cents per hour for the 3months more sound good to you or 50cent less for the first month, but a basic pay for the next 2months sound better to you?
Plus one is nearer to foods, other is quite deserted.
One is related to IT, other is related to sales.
One is more exposure to youngster, more easy to talk to. The other is more adult-like, and lots of indians. LOL But they're smart in programming.

Well..
Which one should I really choose?


I never say no to money and free food. LOL
See how cheapo I am.

彷佛你就在我身边
等待了一年 又一年
对你的思念
三百六十五天
我只等 这一天
勇敢地把从前
情人节快乐
变成
祝你生日快乐

I LOVE YOU
说不出口的倾诉
I MISS YOU
让挂念 代替了 相处
瞬间是永远 谈情变祝福
可惜 甜言也带苦

I LOVE YOU
是最完美的结束
I MISS YOU
一辈子 靠今天 接触
瞬间是永远 谈情变祝福
可惜 都於事无补
今夜 有人陪你庆祝
不枉 我一年的孤独
请你 原谅我 不多写一个字
像 普通人糢糊
多一字 多份痛
今夜 我不想哭

Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You
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For more information, please refer to shufen's blog for pics and details. HOHO!
Thanks f3 and T11 guys for the presentsssss!
Thanks alottttttttt!
:)

T11, we should have more outing! I really miss the times in school with everyone..
Like mel and minky always picking each other without a reason.
TGL always pretend that he knows what other is talking about. =X
Xm is always quiet, except when they start talking about soccer.
Yeesheng is always with XM.
Kian min is T11-1 or maybe T11+1, but.. he's always hanging around with mel, minky and jacky.
Steve is always the quiet one but he loves playing board game or any game.
And for f3, they will always try to eat from the same stall in canteen. LOL. Like malay food? HAHAHA!
Lastly, park! He's always there for us. Yup, no matter what. Old man is the wise one. :)

And for xx, he will wait for me after school and accompany me home! <3

Thanks everyoneeeeeeee!
LOVE YAAA!

I can see..
But cannot touch..
I can see..
But cannot try on..
I can see..
But cannot buy..

Money where are u?

If ur company is hiring for more staff, do let me know. I am in need of job!

And please do not tell other that you have introduce me jobs when you didn't huh. And that 1 number you give me is call ALOT?
HOO!

I HATE MY DAD.
Seriously.
My stupid brother always got me into trouble.
GUYS GO TO HELL.

I hate his nagging of telling me to find a job.
I am poor enough that I don't even have moolah to go out.
ROARRRRRRR
I want moolah moolah moolah!
And a job!

YA!

HOOO!

I have design a new layout for linnyberry.

Yup, it's a BUSY day. I have to look for pictures and do edit.

Heh! I am just using paint and firework, reason is simple, I don't know photoshop at all. Can someone please teach me how to use it? It's really tough! I don't even understand simple icon. :(

But how's my new layout? Nice? Cute? Give me comments!

I am still not sure to put the one with berries or just simply strawberries?

Berries

Just strawberries

Which one better?

There are some days in your life that you will reach a certain highest peak of happiness or a lowest peak of depression.
And what's with me now is the lowest.
I got no idea why.
Linnyberry is not doing well..
I am still waiting for the stupid admin job and my friend said still waiting for ceo to sign.
When can I wait until?
My time is precious. I definately want to work long enough to have moolah to do business. But that's just a unreality thinking of mine.
HA! Opening a business? It's easy than to be done.
I can continue to dream about linnyberry going oversea.
:(

I can dream.

Ahh..
Yes, you can really see how I am feeling now.
:(

I think I hate my phone.

Sometime I really wish that linnyberry sell everything that she posted.
But sad to say, it's difficult. There are just too many online shopping website. With cheap dress!
I really do wish that I could go oversea, buy back tops, dresses, tunics and bags to sell.
But then, I will need a large sum of money!
Yeah, it's the money problem. Sigh.
If only I am as rich as others seller.
I am still not working. Oh no! I forgot that I need to pay for the pillow! =X
I hope that I will be able to have a job, with at least 1.3k per month for the time being.

Oh ya.. My parents ask me to go SIM if I really can't get into any University.
Should I or should I work first for 2 years before study or work until july/august then study?
Sigh.

Why am I stupide.

I am currently very poor. I mean it.
Looking at my bank statement yesterday, it said I left $16. =X
Pathetic amount. Hope F3 will understand hur hur! hugs.


And I realise that I invest a lot of moolah in Linnyberry. ALOT. I think there might be $500? or maybe more. HAHA!


I need to start writing my resume. But.. How do I ever start with?

Okay, how many days to my birthday? Less than a month. sweat. And I haven't even achieve something big. I really hope linnyberry is doing well, so I will at least have a income base on that. And at least if I can't do something big in real life, how about virtually? But looking at linnyberry, I doubt so. BOO!



Is this nice?

Okay, I am so tired now.
I tried to blog just now, but this desktop suddenly hang.
It's not the first time. And it's not going to be the last time too.
:(

I feel so sleepy and having a headache for not sleeping well last night.

Okay, I receive this shit email yesterday in the late night.
I don't understand it at all.
Because they simply have NO reason to do so. I didn't spam their community. They don't have any right to do so. In whatever reason, how well can you define spamming? So does that means that even sending email is being restricted in singapore? Oh well.. I just can't seems to be convince and I am not guilty at all. HA!

Whatever, I can't be bothered.

lost bird.

:(
I can't even get into unsw commerce course now.
Want to know why? Cause I did so badly for this semester that I don't even know what should I do with my life now!
Ya.
Maybe it's really time to find a permanent job and work like cow for rest of my life.
I really hate PI alot.
I hate tourism.
I hate WDD.
This 3 cause me deadly.

Okay, my laptop is send for repair. Cooling fan error.

I am very unhappy with my life now.
Many thoughts and feelings.
I simply can't be bothered with anything now.

Good bye my future.
I won't be online so soon.

:'(

I love this picture. No idea why. Must be because it didn't show my face! LOL.
I love my current job. But bad pay. Really going to find a job soon. Maybe next week okay?
HAHAHA!

Anyone got any job to recomment me? :)

It's beginning of week 2 since the last exam paper.

Yesterday was T11 reunion dinner! LOL. Did you all enjoy yourself throughout the dinner? It's like finally? =X But it's okay, because it was free? hahaha! Forgot to pay minky. Heh!

Today is a busy day as I need to go here and there to search for charms that I need for the remake. Ya, tiring day. Okay, I have order 2 bags from taiwan and they will be arriving in.. ermm.. 1 month time? LOL! Please do support okay, it's going to be an improvement for linnyberry. YA!
:)

I wish I have load of moolah to buy more bags, tops and dresses for linnyberry. I found out that some of the dress can be found in singapore. HAAA! :)

I am feeling very unwell now.
Dizzy, really feel like vomitting and later I still need to go out for 'something'. ROAR!
It's the lunch and the bus journey that made me so sick. I took 7 buses today. I am really having bus sick now. I feel like vomitting.
I am in a bad mood recently. Now I ban secret in closet! WTH. The stupid vest cost me $39 and the material is so so so suck. I really hate thing that sell so expensive and the material suck. I don't mind if I paid so much for a nicer design/better quality. But this is not. LIARS go to hell.
I won't even sell this kind of thing online for such a price. I know you're making a business, but such a material and this kind of design I get, I can get it at the price of less than $20 dollars. I will never let my customer regret for the things they purchased.
And just now I went to town to collect my clothes that I sent for alternation, the stupid auntie told me the dress is still not ready. WTF. You told me that I can get both on wednesday and now it's not ready and it will be ready by tomorrow. Hello, I don't have so much time in the world to travel here and there plus I am not using a bus concession anymore. I wanted to talk back, but I hold on. Bad service plus expensive charge. Bitch.
Okay I need to rest. I hate rainy days when I need to go here and there.

I am extremely bored at home.
I declare that I find life is meaningless, boring and I hate holidays.
I definitely need a job to keep me occupy. Yup. Slacking at home isn't a good idea afterall.
But I do want to continue to update linnyberry.
Okay. If you have any job available, please contact me.
I feel so so so lonely and empty.

什麽是爱？
我好像已经失去了那种感觉。。

不想记的东西，没必要记。

Shufen! Remember I told you I want long leggings?
I want this leggings, the length is until the ankle. WOOO!
People, help me look out for this okay?
Thanks!



I am waiting for my laptop to be back so that I can update linnyberry!
HO!

I am now very inspired by the color grey.
I want a grey color stocking..
I want to create my own fashion!

I simply love colors.

okay. I won't be online this few day. Maybe seldom. So anything sms me okay? About the streamboat thingy. Thanks!
Cya ya(s) soon!

I am worry for the faculty test.
I read through the example given to me..
All so tough.

How am I going to make a 'visual metaphor' of a word or phrase with the given geometic shapes?
And I have to create adventisement of a given product/service so that the audience will know the awareness of it?
I need to draw my left hand if I am a left hander using my right hand.
I need to create three abstract compositions that demostrate emotional states of mind using a set of graphic element.
I need to use pencil to create ten different type of marks.
Then I need to do story boarding!
GOsh! I can't breathe..
I need to write something that happened to me recently!

So much to be finished within 1h30mins.
Can I make it? I am not creative enough! I am worry about the visual metaphor and emotional states of mind.. They are so tough. VERY. Can somebody explain what is visual metaphor to me? Cause I don't really get the meaning of it. I know it's quite similar to simile just that it uses 'is a'. But .. I just don't really get it! And the three abstract compositions, I don't even know how am I suppose to do it!

I need solutions! Just the explaination part will do. Please! :)

HOOOOOO!

More moolah pleaseeee..

This year red packages really shrink a lot. Everyone is preparing for the 7% GST is it?

=X

Well..

Yesterday went to visit relatives's houses. Keep on travelling in bus, I feel very sleepy throughout the journey. Pig year ma!

Okay. Today I have been browsing websites again.

I really loves all this.. I wish I have plenty of moolah to buy everything.

Nice?

Nice nice?

I interacted with my cousins that are all older than me. And it seems that there are still some ways to get a degree.

a) I was told that I could work for 2 years and apply for degree

b) There is alway other opportunity to get into oversea university.

c) S*M

I thought that S*M is so bad? But then my cousin who is doing her radiation therapy course in nanyang might be going to S*M night class for her degree in the coming july.

Hmm..

How man?

And now I got another problem. My stupid laptop is giving me problem, low hard disk space,virus detected, low memory space etc.

WHY man? I didn't download any program at all!

ROAR! I don't want to format!

I hate virus!

I got shoot down everytime I voiced out.
Ya.
That's why I don't want to know about certain thing.
And that's my assumption from what I see.
I told you. You upset. I don't tell you, you also upset.
I really don't know what I should do.
If you will in my shoe, what will you do?
It's tough being the middle man.
VERY TOUGH.
U know that I will still stand by ur side even though my assumption don't support you.
U know that I do try to help u make peace.

Now I doubt you know.
Now I feel that I made a mistake by telling you.

I want peace. I really do.

Today I saw toddler who was sitting in the pram, he was trying to fall to the right side, trying to grabs thing that is on the floor I think.
And the mum/nanny was saying "sit properly, ah ninis come already. ah nini.."
I was O.O who is ah nini?
sweat.
Is this the cause of conflict? The correct way of teaching young children?

Now, I believe sweetheart is wrongly accused for that incident.
Nobody should be treated unfairly definitely not now.

I am so bored!
WDD WDD WDD
Haven't really been studying. Once I am online, I will start browsing website.
WDD is boringggggg!
Oh my gosh!
I need dress. Nice Dress. =X
I need a satin top too! AWWW

Lastly, I need sales. Sian.

I need motivation! ROAR!

What are U all going to wear for shufen birthday? Black or white? Or both? Lets dress like moo moo or zebra? Huh? =X

It's demoralising to know how bad I did for the past 5 semesters.
Now, I can confirm that no university will want me.
First, I didn't do well for my previous 5 semesters, not even a gpa: 3.
Second, I am no gift in music, not even a grade 8 cert.
Third, I got no other special talent nor any CEO of some company. Can Linnyberry be considered as a private company? Even with that, I still can't get into university!

Extremely disappointing. Maybe I should consider becoming a piano teacher after I get my grade 8 cert.

Sad. Demoralising. Depressed.

Some people likes to be alone.
What can I say?
When they don't even reply or don't want to reply?
HA!

I am pissed off. VERY.

When to our secondary school classmate Ting's 21th birthday! She's getting more and more pretty! *drools
I must say, it's very successful and fun! We're enjoying ourselves with foods and cake! U should have see the cake! It's so sexy! LOLOL. Wait until I get the picture, the guys will steam man, quote from ting.



My stupid friend took this picture of me when I was concentrating smsing.
But I don't look that skinny leh. I seem weird in this picture, like my head is so big and my body is tiny. I got big head!
Anyway I did enjoy myself yesterday! So funnn! Heh!
Our stupid friend is always entertaining us! He's more bps than me. Keep on drinking water and eating non stop. Can you imagine? He even joke with ting's mum.. Who knows what is he up to?
After the cake cutting and everything, it's almost 10.30pm and the last shuttle bus has already left.
Shit. And we have to wait for people to drive us to the mrt station, there is so many of her poly friends there! We have to wait for our turn.. By the time we reach the mrt station, the last train is gone as well. Sian. I cannot go to the airport to fetch my dad. And my relatives must be happy too huh? Got free stuff as expected? Bps people.
Anyway, we decided to go for mid night movie. Five of us squeezing into a taxi with extra $3 charge. Heh! Better than splitting into two groups right? Went to The cathay, but don't have any interesting movie. Sian. Our stupid friend calls up his friend to check whether is there any interesting movie in town before we walk to cineleisure. Long way man, and I am already feeling sleepy. HA!
But I found something interesting in cheers!



Look Look! The giant pocky! Giant enough ma? LOL! Don't know why our stupid friend dress so formal for what. Everyone is wearing T shirt with jeans or shorts with shirt. He must be wanted to seduce the birthday girl!
The movie is great. Yup. Seriously great! I give 4 stars out of 5 stars. I will watch it the second time man, didn't really get the beginning. Bleh. Happy Birthday



Okay, this picture is taken from PS. After our movie, at 4.45am. MAN. See how late? And I am getting so high lah! I mean it. HIGH.
We waited for the first bus home. It was so cold in the bus. I thought I might cold to death.
I bathed and went to bed. Yup, it was 7am plus in the morning. I can't sleep at all, wake myself up at 11.30am. GG. I wan deprived of sleep liao!
I am so poor now. Broke. Seriously poor. Two friend birthday in a week. Sian.
After this still got 1 week of holiday and I can foresee that I will spend alot of money during that week!
Oh ya.. Talking about soccer match, I think we're having conflict with the Thai. Die. And now, we won the soccer match. Double insult to them! Holy shit. Good luck singapore.

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The fun time we have in class! Remember mel?


The last day of eating in school canteen. We went canteen 4 to try out the chicken chop. It was months/ year since we last went there.

I will miss the school..

Soon I will graduate.. Too soon for me.

I want my little black heels.

Picture of the day:


Balenciaga Bag







Yesterday is a nightmare.
I walked out on sweetheart. :(
I did feel bad after it. It concluded that the one who walked out may not be feeling good at all too. Sorry! U know I mean it.





I am bored. Games are not good enough to accompany me.


Seriously, I wish I have a shop, I can sell nice dress, vest, skinny jeans, tunics, shorts and bags to match with anything! I am browsing fashion website and I realise that the western country is really VERY good at producing nice dress. Yes! Extreme tempting. WOOHOO!


I need to save for my shop. Heh!


Yep yep. I do have a goal in life now. What about you?



Ho! Here is a cute guy wearing a cute shirt!



I have been loving you for so long..

Oh well..
Blogger had forcused me to change my old blogger into a new one. And now I need to log in using my gmail account. *tsk tsk
I need to be in a optimistic point of view: "Yeah! I moved together with the new blogger technology!"
Lets move on to my PI topic.
I am getting frustrated with PI. I am stuck with how I should write "My philosophy of life".
And there are for god sake, 7 8 Questions! Ya, u didn't see it wrongly, 8 long questions asking you about LIFE.
I am not sure whether should I write it in a philosophy way or should I write it in my point of view?
Any clue?

When a tree fall, and no one is there, does it still make a sound?
Materialism: Yes
Idealism: No

FREAK, give me a break from all this stupid theory of life! Or do u call it belief?!
FUCK U.
Pardon me.

Picture of the day:
Lambertson Truex Tote Matte crocodile “City” tote Measures 13″H x 15″W x 5 1/2″D $9,800.00

WOOHOOO!
I am so interested into bags that I intend to change linnyberry into a bagaholic place!
Should I or should I not?
Dress, heels, sandals, bags and make up!
All the things that I need to enjoy life.
Clubbing, shopping, eating and oversea trips!
I want everything!
If only I have the moolah to open my own shop.
I want to have my own fashion shop!
ROAR!

Pictures tell it all!

Taking in order for these faux balenciaga bags, Large size: $45, medium size: $40

Wasabi color (Large):


Turquoise color (Large):


Camel color (Large):


Brown Color (Large):


Red Color (Medium):


White Color (medium):


Yup! All order end by tomorrow, wed 30th of jan! =X
Please drop me an email or contact me asap if u're interested any.

LOL. U can see that I am not doing scm.
Die.

I shall declare I need more moolah.
I am broke.
And there is still this prom night thingy which costs $60+?
And Shufen's birthday?
And Valentine's Day?
And Chinese New Year?
Money problem leh..

I need a black heels. Just a simple one.
My face is popping pimples like nobody business! I hate them!
Cut down on late night.
I still have my SCM and PI to complete. My PI is like I haven't even start anything.
DAMN.
Will I be able to pass this module?
Maybe I will spend another sem taking it AGAIN.
BOO!
I need to sleep.
SCM gg.

I like this picture..
Like the color and the blur..

Heh!
Okay I need to get back on my scm liao.

Boys are stupid right?
=X


HAHA!
This describe me the best!
=X

I need a break from all this assignments! One after another..
Finally 2 down but still got 1 exam to go!
ROAR
For the time being I have:

• SCM assignment (30/1/2007)
• PI assignment (2/2/2007)
• WDD exam (16/2/2007)

I feel so hopeless.. I am off to my WISP. Tata!

I hate cold breakfast.
It makes me feel unwanted.
Oh well..

I don't feel quite right today.

I am piss off. WDD SUX!
I still can't figure out why I cannot go into the supplierInfo page! FCUK.
I have the almost same coding as gavin but why I can'tttttttt?

And I out of a sudden, I thought of what mel had said "If I teach u how to fish, u can only fish for 1 day. But if u learn how to fish, u can fish for 1 week."

I disagree.
If I don't know how to fish, how will I know how to even start fishing, as I don't even know the basic.
=='
I am in bad mood.

FREAK.

Today is a not so bad day for me.
I got back my theory result and got a merit for that! LOL. But question 4 almost fail. I wonder whats went wrong. Hopefully I can cope grade 7 theory, because it's quite tough. And now that I don't have so much time to spend on my practical, I scare that I might take my practical next year. Which is equal to waste money for 1 more year but of course, I don't want to pay money to get a F too. All depend on my teacher decision. :(
Wanted to go home after lesson, but then decided to reward myself for the hard work I have put into my theory. I went shopping at bugis. =X Bought a leopard maryjanes. Now it looks quite funny to me. HA!
After that, went to Chapter 2 to have a hair cut. Not short, but trim a bit, shorter a bit for now.
Now at home struggling with my WDD. Sian.
It's a disaster for me. ROAR.
When will I be smart for codings?
BOO!

Alright. I chatted with my NPStrings Senior just now about the SMU entry points.
Guess what he got?
If I remember correctly, he got something like this:

sem 1: 3.5
Sem 2: 3.5
Sem 3: 3.2
Sem 4: 3.5
Sem 5: 3.6

GG.
There goes my hope again.

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Some questions to think about:

How to make a guy faithful to you?
Why will a guy flirt around?
Does everlasting love / conditional love really exist?
Will love ever become dry?
HUH HUH?
If u have any of the solution for the above question, please do drop me an email.
Thanks! =X
PS: Please try to entertain me.

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Still waiting for my pinafore dress!
Here are some pinafore dresses that celebrities wore:





Cheery sweet. :)

Today went to NTU talk. I hope to get into Uni. Can I? Even though, I cannot meet the GPA?
I already thought of the course that I want to get into for NTU. HA! What's the point of considering what course when I can't even get into? SAD.
Oh ya.. I saw Alvin at the MRT station. And shufen saw him too! Hi. I don't know how to react. Kinda afraid that he will see me. =/
Talk to my piano teacher and realise that I have been slacking so much. She said that I don't look like those people who is hard working. REALLY?
I really want a degree.
I need to plan my future. It's a headache. If only I have moolah to go oversea. That's my dream.

TNS Final Report: Next Friday (19/1/07)
Tourism Test 2: Next Friday (19/1/07)
WDD Assignment: Next Next Monday (22/1/07)
SCM Assignment 2: Next Next Sunday (28/1/07)

Never ending work to complete..

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It keeps on raining for the past few days.
And I was almost drenched yesterday!
Yesterday was a bad day.
Tourism presentation didn't went well for me. Teacher kept on say "Can u all speed up? No more time." Dots. Just because the first group who presented was so slow that all of the remaining group have to speed up. BOO!
Plus our topic is already lack of attraction and it's our package that is unique, because we're targetting on young working ladies who have the potential to spend their money on relaxing tour. And in the end, we cut short here and there, lead to insufficient convincing points. Will I get a good grade? I think I will get a C. Not again!
The WISP class is fun as usual. We get to watch the video that shown 'Macdonald for 30 days'. Oh my gosh! The fries.. It's still look the same as what it was after 30days. Not even a slight decomposing or fungi growing on it. I wonder will it taste the same too?
After that we went to eat Macdonald. Ya, bring some fries home for experiment. HA! JK.
Oh ya.. Dinner in hougang. BOO! Sweetheart order ban mian for both of us. And I haven't even eat finish, the uncle collect the bowl from me. He took it without asking me whether do I still want it or not. Aiya.. It was okay bah. The pepper steak/pork/ chicken seems delicious to me. Lots of people order that! ROAR. I also want. Yum yum.
When can we really enjoy?

I heart Mr Tan.

I love this.. And I believe you love this too!
WHAHAHAHAH! So are u going to buy for me? =X
I know u do love this mel! LOL!

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It was a busy afternoon for me, as I tried to do some WDD coding in the afternoon!
And I only finish the register page for 3.1, not even completing the question yet. I feel so stressed! When can I start 3.2? >.<
And I got back our TNS report. HA! Luckily it was a C+. BOO!
TNS, C, C+
In the end, still a C. BOOOOOO!
I want As. Can I have some?
Currently, I have 4 projects to complete.

• Tourism powerpoint, this friday
• WDD, next monday
• TNS, next friday
• SCM, next next week

WOOHOO! GG.

WDD is a killer!
ROAR!
I am no gifted in programming.
Can someone please guide me?

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It's not so easy loving me
It gets so complicated
All the things you've gotta be
Everything's changing
But you're the truth
I'm amazed by all your patience
Everything I put you through

When I'm about to fall
Somehow you're always waiting
with your open arms to catch me
You're gonna save me from myself
from myself, yes
You're gonna save me from myself

My love is tainted by your touch
Cause some guys have shown me aces
But you've got that royal flush
I know it's crazy everyday
Well tomorrow may be shaky
But you never turn away

Don't ask me why I'm crying
Cause when I start to crumble
You know how to keep me smiling
You always save me from myself
from myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself

I know it's hard, it's hard
But you've broken all my walls
You've been my strength, so strong
And don't ask me why I love you
It's obvious your tenderness
Is what I need to make me
a better woman to myself
to myself, myself

You're gonna save me from myself

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail makred on your father's map

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Disappointed with everything.

Happy birthday to June!
U're same age as US now. WHAHAHAHA! No longer young. =X
We're oldies. LOL!
Ps: June, please check ur email or my web. Heh!

Stay at home the whole day as usual.
The pain is killing me.
BOO! :(
So many project to do tomorrow, such as WISP, TNS and Tourism. Die liao lah.
Luckily Tourism only left powerpoint. Wonder how's sweetheart project stage liao. U better start doing. Let me see.. Tomorrow I have WISP and Tourism meeting. Hmm.. Should be able to finish. Role Play easy right? LOL. Now it reminds me of PI. Damn. I hate PI. =X
Thursday class will be until 6pm. It's gonna be a long day. Exam will be here in a few weeks time. Again?
Sigh.

Happy new year!
I spend my new year eve at home, infront of the computer.
Eh.. boring loh.
I should have just called my friend and go out with him instead.
I hate my new year eve.
Lousy.
No firework, no nice music, no alcohol and no party.
Worst, I can only be online.
I am having depression now.

Goodbye.