I got shoot down everytime I voiced out.
Ya.
That's why I don't want to know about certain thing.
And that's my assumption from what I see.
I told you. You upset. I don't tell you, you also upset.
I really don't know what I should do.
If you will in my shoe, what will you do?
It's tough being the middle man.
VERY TOUGH.
U know that I will still stand by ur side even though my assumption don't support you.
U know that I do try to help u make peace.

Now I doubt you know.
Now I feel that I made a mistake by telling you.

I want peace. I really do.

Today I saw toddler who was sitting in the pram, he was trying to fall to the right side, trying to grabs thing that is on the floor I think.
And the mum/nanny was saying "sit properly, ah ninis come already. ah nini.."
I was O.O who is ah nini?
sweat.
Is this the cause of conflict? The correct way of teaching young children?

Now, I believe sweetheart is wrongly accused for that incident.
Nobody should be treated unfairly definitely not now.

I am so bored!
WDD WDD WDD
Haven't really been studying. Once I am online, I will start browsing website.
WDD is boringggggg!
Oh my gosh!
I need dress. Nice Dress. =X
I need a satin top too! AWWW

Lastly, I need sales. Sian.

I need motivation! ROAR!

What are U all going to wear for shufen birthday? Black or white? Or both? Lets dress like moo moo or zebra? Huh? =X

It's demoralising to know how bad I did for the past 5 semesters.
Now, I can confirm that no university will want me.
First, I didn't do well for my previous 5 semesters, not even a gpa: 3.
Second, I am no gift in music, not even a grade 8 cert.
Third, I got no other special talent nor any CEO of some company. Can Linnyberry be considered as a private company? Even with that, I still can't get into university!

Extremely disappointing. Maybe I should consider becoming a piano teacher after I get my grade 8 cert.

Sad. Demoralising. Depressed.

Some people likes to be alone.
What can I say?
When they don't even reply or don't want to reply?
HA!

I am pissed off. VERY.

When to our secondary school classmate Ting's 21th birthday! She's getting more and more pretty! *drools
I must say, it's very successful and fun! We're enjoying ourselves with foods and cake! U should have see the cake! It's so sexy! LOLOL. Wait until I get the picture, the guys will steam man, quote from ting.



My stupid friend took this picture of me when I was concentrating smsing.
But I don't look that skinny leh. I seem weird in this picture, like my head is so big and my body is tiny. I got big head!
Anyway I did enjoy myself yesterday! So funnn! Heh!
Our stupid friend is always entertaining us! He's more bps than me. Keep on drinking water and eating non stop. Can you imagine? He even joke with ting's mum.. Who knows what is he up to?
After the cake cutting and everything, it's almost 10.30pm and the last shuttle bus has already left.
Shit. And we have to wait for people to drive us to the mrt station, there is so many of her poly friends there! We have to wait for our turn.. By the time we reach the mrt station, the last train is gone as well. Sian. I cannot go to the airport to fetch my dad. And my relatives must be happy too huh? Got free stuff as expected? Bps people.
Anyway, we decided to go for mid night movie. Five of us squeezing into a taxi with extra $3 charge. Heh! Better than splitting into two groups right? Went to The cathay, but don't have any interesting movie. Sian. Our stupid friend calls up his friend to check whether is there any interesting movie in town before we walk to cineleisure. Long way man, and I am already feeling sleepy. HA!
But I found something interesting in cheers!



Look Look! The giant pocky! Giant enough ma? LOL! Don't know why our stupid friend dress so formal for what. Everyone is wearing T shirt with jeans or shorts with shirt. He must be wanted to seduce the birthday girl!
The movie is great. Yup. Seriously great! I give 4 stars out of 5 stars. I will watch it the second time man, didn't really get the beginning. Bleh. Happy Birthday



Okay, this picture is taken from PS. After our movie, at 4.45am. MAN. See how late? And I am getting so high lah! I mean it. HIGH.
We waited for the first bus home. It was so cold in the bus. I thought I might cold to death.
I bathed and went to bed. Yup, it was 7am plus in the morning. I can't sleep at all, wake myself up at 11.30am. GG. I wan deprived of sleep liao!
I am so poor now. Broke. Seriously poor. Two friend birthday in a week. Sian.
After this still got 1 week of holiday and I can foresee that I will spend alot of money during that week!
Oh ya.. Talking about soccer match, I think we're having conflict with the Thai. Die. And now, we won the soccer match. Double insult to them! Holy shit. Good luck singapore.

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The fun time we have in class! Remember mel?


The last day of eating in school canteen. We went canteen 4 to try out the chicken chop. It was months/ year since we last went there.

I will miss the school..

Soon I will graduate.. Too soon for me.

I want my little black heels.

Picture of the day:


Balenciaga Bag







Yesterday is a nightmare.
I walked out on sweetheart. :(
I did feel bad after it. It concluded that the one who walked out may not be feeling good at all too. Sorry! U know I mean it.





I am bored. Games are not good enough to accompany me.


Seriously, I wish I have a shop, I can sell nice dress, vest, skinny jeans, tunics, shorts and bags to match with anything! I am browsing fashion website and I realise that the western country is really VERY good at producing nice dress. Yes! Extreme tempting. WOOHOO!


I need to save for my shop. Heh!


Yep yep. I do have a goal in life now. What about you?



Ho! Here is a cute guy wearing a cute shirt!



I have been loving you for so long..

Oh well..
Blogger had forcused me to change my old blogger into a new one. And now I need to log in using my gmail account. *tsk tsk
I need to be in a optimistic point of view: "Yeah! I moved together with the new blogger technology!"
Lets move on to my PI topic.
I am getting frustrated with PI. I am stuck with how I should write "My philosophy of life".
And there are for god sake, 7 8 Questions! Ya, u didn't see it wrongly, 8 long questions asking you about LIFE.
I am not sure whether should I write it in a philosophy way or should I write it in my point of view?
Any clue?

When a tree fall, and no one is there, does it still make a sound?
Materialism: Yes
Idealism: No

FREAK, give me a break from all this stupid theory of life! Or do u call it belief?!
FUCK U.
Pardon me.

Picture of the day:
Lambertson Truex Tote Matte crocodile “City” tote Measures 13″H x 15″W x 5 1/2″D $9,800.00

WOOHOOO!
I am so interested into bags that I intend to change linnyberry into a bagaholic place!
Should I or should I not?
Dress, heels, sandals, bags and make up!
All the things that I need to enjoy life.
Clubbing, shopping, eating and oversea trips!
I want everything!
If only I have the moolah to open my own shop.
I want to have my own fashion shop!
ROAR!

Pictures tell it all!

Taking in order for these faux balenciaga bags, Large size: $45, medium size: $40

Wasabi color (Large):


Turquoise color (Large):


Camel color (Large):


Brown Color (Large):


Red Color (Medium):


White Color (medium):


Yup! All order end by tomorrow, wed 30th of jan! =X
Please drop me an email or contact me asap if u're interested any.

LOL. U can see that I am not doing scm.
Die.

I shall declare I need more moolah.
I am broke.
And there is still this prom night thingy which costs $60+?
And Shufen's birthday?
And Valentine's Day?
And Chinese New Year?
Money problem leh..

I need a black heels. Just a simple one.
My face is popping pimples like nobody business! I hate them!
Cut down on late night.
I still have my SCM and PI to complete. My PI is like I haven't even start anything.
DAMN.
Will I be able to pass this module?
Maybe I will spend another sem taking it AGAIN.
BOO!
I need to sleep.
SCM gg.

I like this picture..
Like the color and the blur..

Heh!
Okay I need to get back on my scm liao.

Boys are stupid right?
=X


HAHA!
This describe me the best!
=X

I need a break from all this assignments! One after another..
Finally 2 down but still got 1 exam to go!
ROAR
For the time being I have:

• SCM assignment (30/1/2007)
• PI assignment (2/2/2007)
• WDD exam (16/2/2007)

I feel so hopeless.. I am off to my WISP. Tata!

I hate cold breakfast.
It makes me feel unwanted.
Oh well..

I don't feel quite right today.

I am piss off. WDD SUX!
I still can't figure out why I cannot go into the supplierInfo page! FCUK.
I have the almost same coding as gavin but why I can'tttttttt?

And I out of a sudden, I thought of what mel had said "If I teach u how to fish, u can only fish for 1 day. But if u learn how to fish, u can fish for 1 week."

I disagree.
If I don't know how to fish, how will I know how to even start fishing, as I don't even know the basic.
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I am in bad mood.

FREAK.

Today is a not so bad day for me.
I got back my theory result and got a merit for that! LOL. But question 4 almost fail. I wonder whats went wrong. Hopefully I can cope grade 7 theory, because it's quite tough. And now that I don't have so much time to spend on my practical, I scare that I might take my practical next year. Which is equal to waste money for 1 more year but of course, I don't want to pay money to get a F too. All depend on my teacher decision. :(
Wanted to go home after lesson, but then decided to reward myself for the hard work I have put into my theory. I went shopping at bugis. =X Bought a leopard maryjanes. Now it looks quite funny to me. HA!
After that, went to Chapter 2 to have a hair cut. Not short, but trim a bit, shorter a bit for now.
Now at home struggling with my WDD. Sian.
It's a disaster for me. ROAR.
When will I be smart for codings?
BOO!

Alright. I chatted with my NPStrings Senior just now about the SMU entry points.
Guess what he got?
If I remember correctly, he got something like this:

sem 1: 3.5
Sem 2: 3.5
Sem 3: 3.2
Sem 4: 3.5
Sem 5: 3.6

GG.
There goes my hope again.

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Some questions to think about:

How to make a guy faithful to you?
Why will a guy flirt around?
Does everlasting love / conditional love really exist?
Will love ever become dry?
HUH HUH?
If u have any of the solution for the above question, please do drop me an email.
Thanks! =X
PS: Please try to entertain me.

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Still waiting for my pinafore dress!
Here are some pinafore dresses that celebrities wore:





Cheery sweet. :)

Today went to NTU talk. I hope to get into Uni. Can I? Even though, I cannot meet the GPA?
I already thought of the course that I want to get into for NTU. HA! What's the point of considering what course when I can't even get into? SAD.
Oh ya.. I saw Alvin at the MRT station. And shufen saw him too! Hi. I don't know how to react. Kinda afraid that he will see me. =/
Talk to my piano teacher and realise that I have been slacking so much. She said that I don't look like those people who is hard working. REALLY?
I really want a degree.
I need to plan my future. It's a headache. If only I have moolah to go oversea. That's my dream.

TNS Final Report: Next Friday (19/1/07)
Tourism Test 2: Next Friday (19/1/07)
WDD Assignment: Next Next Monday (22/1/07)
SCM Assignment 2: Next Next Sunday (28/1/07)

Never ending work to complete..

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It keeps on raining for the past few days.
And I was almost drenched yesterday!
Yesterday was a bad day.
Tourism presentation didn't went well for me. Teacher kept on say "Can u all speed up? No more time." Dots. Just because the first group who presented was so slow that all of the remaining group have to speed up. BOO!
Plus our topic is already lack of attraction and it's our package that is unique, because we're targetting on young working ladies who have the potential to spend their money on relaxing tour. And in the end, we cut short here and there, lead to insufficient convincing points. Will I get a good grade? I think I will get a C. Not again!
The WISP class is fun as usual. We get to watch the video that shown 'Macdonald for 30 days'. Oh my gosh! The fries.. It's still look the same as what it was after 30days. Not even a slight decomposing or fungi growing on it. I wonder will it taste the same too?
After that we went to eat Macdonald. Ya, bring some fries home for experiment. HA! JK.
Oh ya.. Dinner in hougang. BOO! Sweetheart order ban mian for both of us. And I haven't even eat finish, the uncle collect the bowl from me. He took it without asking me whether do I still want it or not. Aiya.. It was okay bah. The pepper steak/pork/ chicken seems delicious to me. Lots of people order that! ROAR. I also want. Yum yum.
When can we really enjoy?

I heart Mr Tan.

I love this.. And I believe you love this too!
WHAHAHAHAH! So are u going to buy for me? =X
I know u do love this mel! LOL!

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It was a busy afternoon for me, as I tried to do some WDD coding in the afternoon!
And I only finish the register page for 3.1, not even completing the question yet. I feel so stressed! When can I start 3.2? >.<
And I got back our TNS report. HA! Luckily it was a C+. BOO!
TNS, C, C+
In the end, still a C. BOOOOOO!
I want As. Can I have some?
Currently, I have 4 projects to complete.

• Tourism powerpoint, this friday
• WDD, next monday
• TNS, next friday
• SCM, next next week

WOOHOO! GG.

WDD is a killer!
ROAR!
I am no gifted in programming.
Can someone please guide me?

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It's not so easy loving me
It gets so complicated
All the things you've gotta be
Everything's changing
But you're the truth
I'm amazed by all your patience
Everything I put you through

When I'm about to fall
Somehow you're always waiting
with your open arms to catch me
You're gonna save me from myself
from myself, yes
You're gonna save me from myself

My love is tainted by your touch
Cause some guys have shown me aces
But you've got that royal flush
I know it's crazy everyday
Well tomorrow may be shaky
But you never turn away

Don't ask me why I'm crying
Cause when I start to crumble
You know how to keep me smiling
You always save me from myself
from myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself

I know it's hard, it's hard
But you've broken all my walls
You've been my strength, so strong
And don't ask me why I love you
It's obvious your tenderness
Is what I need to make me
a better woman to myself
to myself, myself

You're gonna save me from myself

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail makred on your father's map

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Disappointed with everything.

Happy birthday to June!
U're same age as US now. WHAHAHAHA! No longer young. =X
We're oldies. LOL!
Ps: June, please check ur email or my web. Heh!

Stay at home the whole day as usual.
The pain is killing me.
BOO! :(
So many project to do tomorrow, such as WISP, TNS and Tourism. Die liao lah.
Luckily Tourism only left powerpoint. Wonder how's sweetheart project stage liao. U better start doing. Let me see.. Tomorrow I have WISP and Tourism meeting. Hmm.. Should be able to finish. Role Play easy right? LOL. Now it reminds me of PI. Damn. I hate PI. =X
Thursday class will be until 6pm. It's gonna be a long day. Exam will be here in a few weeks time. Again?
Sigh.

Happy new year!
I spend my new year eve at home, infront of the computer.
Eh.. boring loh.
I should have just called my friend and go out with him instead.
I hate my new year eve.
Lousy.
No firework, no nice music, no alcohol and no party.
Worst, I can only be online.
I am having depression now.

Goodbye.