How many people dare to wear everything in black thoughout the body?

Black dress match with black leggings, stocking and black heels/flats.
I think the idea is cool!
I will like to try it out some time even though I haven't wear my black shorts with black stocking yet. Not enough courage. haha!
Anyway I alway have a fetish for Marni. I guess I love purple too much! hahahaha! Just Kidding!
Bascially I love their one tone color dress and of course their material!
Their accessories are cute too, especially their necklaces!

To let you understand my taste for clothes, I have put up the designs that I love from the collection. Don't worry, I guess it's enough time, you can start saving up money as my birthday is still far away. HAHAHAHA!

This picture is based on their winter 2007 collection.



I hope they will update with their 2008 collection soon!

It's beyond word to describe.
I am not sure why I cry so easily.
I did tried to hold back my tears.
I told myself to calm down, cool down and think.
But it was too late. I realised that I couldn't hold back anymore.
And by the time I finished crying, cooled down and worked my brain a little bit.
I feel so bloody stupid. I am the BIGGEST FOOL on earth.
Now I am too ashamed to face him.
I am too self-centred. I thought that my answer was right. I thought I am a little smart.
But afterall, I am the real dumbass.

Fcuk u linny!
I hate you for making things worst! How dare you carry that thought in your mind! How dare you don't admit that you're wrong! WHY did you do that!
Tell me how am I going to face him and the rest of the people.
And to think I even thought of giving up after the incident.

I HATE MYSELF. Dumbass!
Sigh. 1 more foolish person on the earth.

I will alway love you. And for now, goodbye.

Let the picture does some talking:

I love this lots!

Yummy yummy!

New Year, New resolution. :)

Happy New Year dearest people!

I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist

Am I really one?

사랑했던 너의 기억이
다시 내게 다가오는데
버릴 수가 없어 잊을 수가 없어
너를 사랑하는 나

의미 없는 시간 속에서
하루하루 지쳐가는 나
느낄 수가 없어 웃을 수가 없어
나 자꾸 눈물이 흘러

따뜻한 너의 눈빛 속에
내 모습 지워도 지워지지가 않아
꿈을 꾸듯 아련한
너와의 기억 속에서 머물고 싶어

이렇게 너를 사랑하는
내게로 다가와 줄 수는 없겠니
또다시 네 품에 잠들 수 있도록
다시 내게 돌아와

차가운 이 빗속에 서서
지난 시간 속을 헤매어
처음으로 다시
되돌릴 수는 없는 거니
널 찾고 싶어

따뜻한 너의 눈빛 속에
내 모습 지워도 지워지지가 않아
꿈을 꾸듯 아련한
너와의 기억 속에서 머물고 싶어

이렇게 너를 사랑하는
내게로 다가와 줄 수는 없겠니
또다시 네 품에 잠들 수 있도록
다시 내게 돌아와

Here is Joc's present! hahahaha

Park, please send me all the pictures! They're so overdue!

I feel so unlucky today.
Took the wrong bus which I thought it will stop at the third bus stop as there are more buses to take to school. But when it went into the lane to toa payoh, it went all the way to the highway lane. I was shocked. And I thought there is another bus stop somewhere near so that I might be able to take a bus back and just cross over the bridge to the usual bus stop, I was wrong! It went all the way into highway and there is not a single bus stop for me to get off! The bus uncle might thought that I am crazy because my feet hurt like siao and I keep on cursing and swearing. I feel so dumb can. How on earth will I take the wrong bus?! I must be blind or too retarded to think. The bus brought me to Yio Chuo Kang. Cool right? Thanks to my dumb brain, I need to take a cab. Instead of saving the 10bucks which I can spend on tomorrow meal, I spent it on something uneccessary! And the cab costs me my $13. How sad can I be? I am desperately in need of money that I am selling all my clothes soon on Linnyberry. Please buy them. They smell nice and nice to wear.

I have been thinking about a lot of things recently.
I think I must be crazy.


I have many liabilities.
I really hate Christmas.

Christmas, Christmas time is near,
Time for toys and time for cheer,
We've been good but we can't last,
Hurry Christmas, hurry fast!
Want a plane that loops the loop;
Me, I want a hu-la hoop.
We can hardly stand the wait.
Please Christmas, don't be late.
Something for the sweethearts..

HAHAHAHA Joc's one is not up yet! Soon soon okay? It's a surprise!

Thanks June, Shufen, Joc and XX for the christmas presents!

Xx, ur present will arrive soon okay? =X

I need time to save, no money to spend.

I am going out to celebrate Christmas with my np cca dearies! SEE YA!

Santa please be kind to me!

Chipmunk is cute!
$170.
Feeling bad and stress too. I guess Shufen feeling that way too?
Somehow a bit shock. Is there a motive behind?
Or you're trying to impress us?
I am not quite sure, maybe I think too much.
Extreme Tired for today.

I think I am mean.

I think I couldn't make in for the sociology test again. I have problem memorising theories! They just can't get into my head! :(
The assignment is just a little comfort as I copy most of the texts from the textbook and study guide. This is bad and I am scare! Mum keep on repeating this to me, 'If you fail the first year, I won't let you repeat. You have to quit and go out to work.' Somehow this scared me, I have no idea what to work as and which direction should I go.
I am being alienated from my true self!


The jerk

I hate people who keep on calling even when I rejected the calls 2 times! And they still didn't get the idea that I am busy. Obviously right? Else I don't even reject call at all. And if you have anything important, you will leave a message even if I reject the call instead of saying 'wa, what the hell sia? how come reject call sia..' WTF sia. I cannot reject your call meh?! It's NOT a must to answer loh, I can choose whose call to answer and whose to reject. Don't make me fed up, I can block you in msn too! At most everytime you call, I reject them only. Bloody old uncle!

Please help to save the earth, we're together as a whole!
3R policy: Reduce, Re-use and Recycle

I hate Christmas! It's all about spending lots and lots of money! Not only that, you go round and round to look for something suitable for your friends.
It makes me broke and totally not enough time at all.
And I have a sociology test on Tuesday! HOW SAD CAN I BE? :(
I feeling super stress now! I might fail again for this test!

Having headache.

I have a urge to be in love again after watching witch yoo hee. X)
But then I need a good partner. HAHAHA!
It's so romantic in drama but why didn't all this happen in reality?
Kinda depressing..

This is the life of men on earth:
Out of darkness we come at birth
Into a lamplit room, and then -
Go forward into dark again.

My bank statement is currently into depression.
I need to do something, something.
Any part time jobs?

My fringe is nice okay! I don't look like cheena! NOOOOO! :(

I cut my hair today. And the hair style remain me of my young days when I am in primary 6.
Please don't laugh when you see me.
I will get upset easily.

:)

This 2 days I have been going out from afternoon till night.
Friday have a small group outing. =X
It's happy to see the guys in our class again! Mel & Minky haven't change much lah. They are still a good entertainers as before. And our class motto still the same, we will still occupy the space and talk then we move again, and occupy the space and talk. LOL. Steamboat is not filling! When I reached home, I am craving for cup noodles. Next time every minutes I must be eating food from the steamboat liao!
On Saturday, meet Joc for shopping. For her is shopping, for me is window shopping. haha! I tried to control myself not to buy anything! I failed. I bought a nice black scarf with cost $25, I feel that it's EXPENSIVE for a scarf to be over $20 as I can easily buy from oversea for less than $20. This is a bit self contradicting, but it's so nice that Joc also agree that I should buy. hahaha! =X
Joc bought fake eyeleashes! Tell me how is it okay? Then I will buy too!
We saw this poor bird being trapped in the 5th floor of FEP. So poor thing, I think that it's tired of flying as it just stood outside of a salon quietly waiting for its saviour!
After walking round the 5th floor, we decide to have dinner first before Joc do her express manicure. Joc wanted to try this 'VERI GOOD' stall with attracting food pictures. She aims the creamy chicken for very long ah. hahaha! I tried the dory fish with lemon sauce. It's CHEAP and NICE! Serious! Given the price, it could be worst, but it's really tasty! Yum yum! Joc is content with her creamy chicken too! We have fried ice cream for $1.50! Cheap right? Must try ah! The auntie friendly too but weird at times. lolol.

Now I am drooling over the dolly fish again! :D
I love to eat. I hope I do. hahaha!
I need to go church with you some day.

L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one I see

V is very, very extraordinary

E is more than anyone you adore

Love is all that I can give to you

Love is more than just a game for two

Two in love can make it

Take my heart and please don't break it

Love was made for you and me

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No cute guys yesterday. I am so sad. Mostly are in their 30s? When we step into the pub, I was telling wan jun, "we seem underage here." I was praying to meet doctor as my friend is currently working as a nurse. But sad to say, if those uncles are doctors, I will faint. haha! There are only a few people around our age. Sigh, nurses. =X

I am still waiting for ting/cat to send me pics!

Me & Poh Chan


Spot the different!

Ting & wan jun

A buay song look from tian ming

Artistic?

Our secondary school mates, mostly from my class. ahaha!

Me & ting

Deserted in Orchard. HAHAHAA Guess the timing!

Anyway I went to sing K at party world with poh chan, tian ming, kiat seng and wen jie. Ermm.. I am their audience. LOL. And the worst thing is they make me sing the Savage Garden - Truly madly deeply because I don't know how to read chinese words and plus lots of chinese songs never hear before. =X So please send me more chinese songs people!

See you soon, pc! Thanks for the pics & the K! :)

Should I wear this tomorrow? HAHAHAHAHA!
I am just too excited!

Tons of things are undone!
-Sociology assignment due next tuesday
-Music GIL assignment due tomorrow/Monday
-Econs test next Thursday.


The moment I think of so many things to complete, I feel so stress up!
I shall enjoy myself first! =X

I want a camera!
i) HOLGA CFN SILVER LIMITED EDITION -- $85 online
ii) Vivitar Ultra Wide & Slim -- about $50 local/ $25 for online
iii) Fisheye -- about $78 online

In love with these cameras! I want to be old school!
:D

BUY ME BUY ME!
Fill me with cameras!

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I did account assignment. However I can't balance. ROAR! Where went wrong?

And hurray! The Sociology presentation is over! WHAHAHAHA! I am happy! But she gave us another assignment which is essay writing due next week! BOOO!

I want to enjoy my weekends! Can't wait to meet up with my secondary school mates on Xue Fen's birthday! YEAH babes!
What're you all going to wear? hahaha! I need COOL dressing! Stocking plus shorts, stocking with grey dress, navy blue dress with brown belt? Tell me!

I know lah, wearing this one okay! So long never wear that chiffon top. Because I grow skinny that's why i don't dare to wear 3/4 sleeves anymore. :(

Okay, I will consider something else. Since it's going to be at some ktv pub, hope there are cute guys! Don't worry, I will seduce them with my skinny hands. lol!

I am busy with lot of stuffs.
Finally my piano theory exam was over! I know that there are 6 marks gone, as I didn't memorize my terms well enough! And my melody writing is like shit. I feel so dizzy thoughout the exam as the person sitting beside me keep on erasing her answers. Each time she erase, the table shake like some earthquake. I feel so drowsy and nauseous. I hope I can PASS and get on with grade 8!
Currently, I was given account assignment and I haven't even touch it yet. I only read through the first question then I leave it there and off to Linnyberry. HAAA!
And I am having some problem with my body. Getting skinnier each day and body aching every night after 11pm. Old liao lah! I hope I am not having some illness or what because I have loads of undone things!
Okay, I need to sleep, my body can't take it anymore.

Good night!