I am really depressed.
Working 9.30pm today. Extremely busy for the day, I feel like sleeping when I did the test scenarios. It makes my eyes feel so tired staring at the computer screen for like more than 12 hours?
I really can't finish the test scenarios at all.
I counted. I still have 14 left.
This 3 days, I only manage to complete 5? HAHA.
I still can't figure out the website as well as who are the users. Well, it keep on changing.. It's tough to figure out with just 2 days left!
If I can't finish, I will need to go back on labour day. Which is so sad!
It's not the matter of earning OT or not, it's the matter of handling my work on time.
And I am really lacking of time. Reason is I am slow. I can't really process fast with not enough sleep. :(

And today I have to walk all the way out from the carpark to the bus stop outside Science Park2. My gosh.. It's so damn scary. Seriously, I bet most people will call for cab. But I didn't, because I might need to go back on sunday to work. I am saving for sunday. Well, I walk so fast, 2 times faster than usual pace. Reached the bus stop, and the stupid buses just won't come. Opposite me, the constuction site is releasing the workers, I am so afraid that they might rob me or something. Just happened there is 3 guys waiting for the buses at the bus stop too, I feel quite safe. as long as I don't have to stay at the bus stop with those workers! I don't care whether the bus goes to interchange or stop outside the mrt station, as long as I board the bus with them, I feel safe. And I really did that. HAHA!

I complain almost everything.
Work, I whine. Don't work, I also whine.
It's just my normal reaction.
And I feel I am being left out now.
Please do something about it.

Today is really busy after 5pm.
Last minute the person in charge of the project come and find me.
Well.. I have maybe more than 15 test plans on hand that I need to do.
Me and my friend have been slacking for the past two days and basically doing scanning.
Oh ya.. And eating company biscuits. WHAHAHAHAH! They have different biscuits everyday! I love them a lot! Cool surprise for staffs. I love free food. Told ya.
=X
Now I am afraid that I can't make it on friday as I might need to do overtime just for the dead line of everything which is on 2nd of May.
And if I can't finish everything by friday, I might need to come back on the labour day just to work finish!
Can you imagine it?


I need to breathe.

HO!
How poor can I be?
Check out linnyberry and you will know.
I bought 1 set of office wear and it's less than $40. =X
I am seriously left with $2 in my wallet, and a single digit in my bank.
And my parents are not giving me any allowance at all.
Damn.
I am so dead. I don't know how am I going to survive next week when I will be working.
And the transport is so EXPENSIVE.

I wish I got load of moolah.
Poor poor poor.

I need to think carefully before I can decide..
One is nearer to me, other is quite far and require more money.
But is 50cents per hour for the 3months more sound good to you or 50cent less for the first month, but a basic pay for the next 2months sound better to you?
Plus one is nearer to foods, other is quite deserted.
One is related to IT, other is related to sales.
One is more exposure to youngster, more easy to talk to. The other is more adult-like, and lots of indians. LOL But they're smart in programming.

Well..
Which one should I really choose?


I never say no to money and free food. LOL
See how cheapo I am.

彷佛你就在我身边
等待了一年 又一年
对你的思念
三百六十五天
我只等 这一天
勇敢地把从前
情人节快乐
变成
祝你生日快乐

I LOVE YOU
说不出口的倾诉
I MISS YOU
让挂念 代替了 相处
瞬间是永远 谈情变祝福
可惜 甜言也带苦

I LOVE YOU
是最完美的结束
I MISS YOU
一辈子 靠今天 接触
瞬间是永远 谈情变祝福
可惜 都於事无补
今夜 有人陪你庆祝
不枉 我一年的孤独
请你 原谅我 不多写一个字
像 普通人糢糊
多一字 多份痛
今夜 我不想哭

Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You
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For more information, please refer to shufen's blog for pics and details. HOHO!
Thanks f3 and T11 guys for the presentsssss!
Thanks alottttttttt!
:)

T11, we should have more outing! I really miss the times in school with everyone..
Like mel and minky always picking each other without a reason.
TGL always pretend that he knows what other is talking about. =X
Xm is always quiet, except when they start talking about soccer.
Yeesheng is always with XM.
Kian min is T11-1 or maybe T11+1, but.. he's always hanging around with mel, minky and jacky.
Steve is always the quiet one but he loves playing board game or any game.
And for f3, they will always try to eat from the same stall in canteen. LOL. Like malay food? HAHAHA!
Lastly, park! He's always there for us. Yup, no matter what. Old man is the wise one. :)

And for xx, he will wait for me after school and accompany me home! <3

Thanks everyoneeeeeeee!
LOVE YAAA!

I can see..
But cannot touch..
I can see..
But cannot try on..
I can see..
But cannot buy..

Money where are u?

If ur company is hiring for more staff, do let me know. I am in need of job!

And please do not tell other that you have introduce me jobs when you didn't huh. And that 1 number you give me is call ALOT?
HOO!

I HATE MY DAD.
Seriously.
My stupid brother always got me into trouble.
GUYS GO TO HELL.

I hate his nagging of telling me to find a job.
I am poor enough that I don't even have moolah to go out.
ROARRRRRRR
I want moolah moolah moolah!
And a job!

YA!

HOOO!

I have design a new layout for linnyberry.

Yup, it's a BUSY day. I have to look for pictures and do edit.

Heh! I am just using paint and firework, reason is simple, I don't know photoshop at all. Can someone please teach me how to use it? It's really tough! I don't even understand simple icon. :(

But how's my new layout? Nice? Cute? Give me comments!

I am still not sure to put the one with berries or just simply strawberries?

Berries

Just strawberries

Which one better?

There are some days in your life that you will reach a certain highest peak of happiness or a lowest peak of depression.
And what's with me now is the lowest.
I got no idea why.
Linnyberry is not doing well..
I am still waiting for the stupid admin job and my friend said still waiting for ceo to sign.
When can I wait until?
My time is precious. I definately want to work long enough to have moolah to do business. But that's just a unreality thinking of mine.
HA! Opening a business? It's easy than to be done.
I can continue to dream about linnyberry going oversea.
:(

I can dream.

Ahh..
Yes, you can really see how I am feeling now.
:(

I think I hate my phone.

Sometime I really wish that linnyberry sell everything that she posted.
But sad to say, it's difficult. There are just too many online shopping website. With cheap dress!
I really do wish that I could go oversea, buy back tops, dresses, tunics and bags to sell.
But then, I will need a large sum of money!
Yeah, it's the money problem. Sigh.
If only I am as rich as others seller.
I am still not working. Oh no! I forgot that I need to pay for the pillow! =X
I hope that I will be able to have a job, with at least 1.3k per month for the time being.

Oh ya.. My parents ask me to go SIM if I really can't get into any University.
Should I or should I work first for 2 years before study or work until july/august then study?
Sigh.

Why am I stupide.

I am currently very poor. I mean it.
Looking at my bank statement yesterday, it said I left $16. =X
Pathetic amount. Hope F3 will understand hur hur! hugs.


And I realise that I invest a lot of moolah in Linnyberry. ALOT. I think there might be $500? or maybe more. HAHA!


I need to start writing my resume. But.. How do I ever start with?

Okay, how many days to my birthday? Less than a month. sweat. And I haven't even achieve something big. I really hope linnyberry is doing well, so I will at least have a income base on that. And at least if I can't do something big in real life, how about virtually? But looking at linnyberry, I doubt so. BOO!



Is this nice?

Okay, I am so tired now.
I tried to blog just now, but this desktop suddenly hang.
It's not the first time. And it's not going to be the last time too.
:(

I feel so sleepy and having a headache for not sleeping well last night.

Okay, I receive this shit email yesterday in the late night.
I don't understand it at all.
Because they simply have NO reason to do so. I didn't spam their community. They don't have any right to do so. In whatever reason, how well can you define spamming? So does that means that even sending email is being restricted in singapore? Oh well.. I just can't seems to be convince and I am not guilty at all. HA!

Whatever, I can't be bothered.

lost bird.

:(
I can't even get into unsw commerce course now.
Want to know why? Cause I did so badly for this semester that I don't even know what should I do with my life now!
Ya.
Maybe it's really time to find a permanent job and work like cow for rest of my life.
I really hate PI alot.
I hate tourism.
I hate WDD.
This 3 cause me deadly.

Okay, my laptop is send for repair. Cooling fan error.

I am very unhappy with my life now.
Many thoughts and feelings.
I simply can't be bothered with anything now.

Good bye my future.
I won't be online so soon.

:'(

I love this picture. No idea why. Must be because it didn't show my face! LOL.
I love my current job. But bad pay. Really going to find a job soon. Maybe next week okay?
HAHAHA!

Anyone got any job to recomment me? :)

It's beginning of week 2 since the last exam paper.

Yesterday was T11 reunion dinner! LOL. Did you all enjoy yourself throughout the dinner? It's like finally? =X But it's okay, because it was free? hahaha! Forgot to pay minky. Heh!

Today is a busy day as I need to go here and there to search for charms that I need for the remake. Ya, tiring day. Okay, I have order 2 bags from taiwan and they will be arriving in.. ermm.. 1 month time? LOL! Please do support okay, it's going to be an improvement for linnyberry. YA!
:)

I wish I have load of moolah to buy more bags, tops and dresses for linnyberry. I found out that some of the dress can be found in singapore. HAAA! :)

I am feeling very unwell now.
Dizzy, really feel like vomitting and later I still need to go out for 'something'. ROAR!
It's the lunch and the bus journey that made me so sick. I took 7 buses today. I am really having bus sick now. I feel like vomitting.
I am in a bad mood recently. Now I ban secret in closet! WTH. The stupid vest cost me $39 and the material is so so so suck. I really hate thing that sell so expensive and the material suck. I don't mind if I paid so much for a nicer design/better quality. But this is not. LIARS go to hell.
I won't even sell this kind of thing online for such a price. I know you're making a business, but such a material and this kind of design I get, I can get it at the price of less than $20 dollars. I will never let my customer regret for the things they purchased.
And just now I went to town to collect my clothes that I sent for alternation, the stupid auntie told me the dress is still not ready. WTF. You told me that I can get both on wednesday and now it's not ready and it will be ready by tomorrow. Hello, I don't have so much time in the world to travel here and there plus I am not using a bus concession anymore. I wanted to talk back, but I hold on. Bad service plus expensive charge. Bitch.
Okay I need to rest. I hate rainy days when I need to go here and there.

I am extremely bored at home.
I declare that I find life is meaningless, boring and I hate holidays.
I definitely need a job to keep me occupy. Yup. Slacking at home isn't a good idea afterall.
But I do want to continue to update linnyberry.
Okay. If you have any job available, please contact me.
I feel so so so lonely and empty.

什麽是爱？
我好像已经失去了那种感觉。。

不想记的东西，没必要记。

Shufen! Remember I told you I want long leggings?
I want this leggings, the length is until the ankle. WOOO!
People, help me look out for this okay?
Thanks!



I am waiting for my laptop to be back so that I can update linnyberry!
HO!