Scatterbrain, you're DOOM!

The prelim papers are scary.
Econs is a heartbreaking paper, I can't even understand the paper at all. And I am so dumb that I do 1 question for section A and 3 questions for section B when you're suppose to do 2 questions from each section. Maths is just better compare to econs as I understand the questions but can't remember most of the formula.
I can feel the fears within me each time I sit for the paper.
2 down, 3 more to go.

I am so pissed with a customer.
When it comes to selling things, it's alway money first, then the item will be yours or unless you have multiple purchases from me before and I trust you, so I reserve for you.
But customer A doesn't even purchase anything from me before and I asked her yesterday if she will prefer normal or registered postage and she doesn't even reply me until this afternoon. I don't even have enough stock and I even have to reject another customer. But why customer A can't understand the fact that I don't have any stock on hand nor with my supplier because the damn Shirt Dress is so HOT selling that it's OUT OF STOCK. And she made my life difficult by saying that she thought she said that she confirmed her order? OH MY GOSH. I haven't even send you the payment slip and how can you say you confirm your order? I can also say that I confirmed my order and go missing after that. It's true that I gave you false hope but I already trying to make peace by apologising to you.
And take it or leave it, I give you a 10% discount for any item in compensation.

Please don't make my life difficult. I want to pass my exams.
:(

Guess what I got from my email?

A phishing email from paypal asking me to update my account.

Out of curiosity, I wanted to know how a fake paypal website look like, who knows, it looks exactly the same as the genuine paypal.

Phishing paypal email:

Asking me to update by Wednesday 29, 2007.
Note the year 2007

And then they send me an email again with the year corrected. Kinda stupid enough.

Fake Paypal website:

Note the web address.

This is the genuine paypal website:

Note that on the right of the address bar, there is a secure icon.

Enough craps. Exam starts next week, guess what? I haven't even start studying.

I think I need to burn the book, mix it with water and drink it.

It had been a busy chinese new year week for me!

Going to relatives house every day. I am busy earning money from ang bao. Haha!

And, I don't gamble. I drink, watch tv and trying out the new year goodies.

Now I have to say that I am not even half done for the sociology cny homework! HOW! Tell me HOW! And I also didn't type out the key words for section c- organisation. Shufen did you complete yours?

Time is running out! I am going to relative house again tomorrow! =X

This year, I love my daddy ang bao! HAHAHAHA!

And I was given the limited $20 dollar note! YEAH!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEERS!

I almost faint when I saw the dress that I bought today that costs $30 at local outlet selling for $24 online!


I am so pissed now! Such a BIG difference! So people, don't buy things at local outlet anymore, buy online! I alway thought that the shop import korean clothings and nobody will ever wear the same as me. But now I saw the exact piece online, it's so heart breaking, I feel cheated again! And damn, the only color that the online didn't sell is white! Guess what, I bought purple and I still tell the lady(seller), the color is so sweet. The lady must has secretly laughing behind my back when she earn the profit of more than $6 from me. I tried to bargain with her too, you know I alway bargain for price especially I bought a few times from her before! I am going to cry hugging my pillow tonight.


Maybe the purple at the site and the purple I bought from the local outlet is different. It better be the case!

Here is a peekapoo for my chinese new year clothings. I have total of 5 new dresses, 2 new tops, 1 hotpink tunic. I think that's it.

And what the hell, now I saw another online shop selling the white piece for $27.


I should have some self control! :'(

I went to Haji lane again.

It's so tempting! I love the clothes there. I am still thinking whether should I buy the yellow pinafore that I saw with you, pc on sat. Should I?

I tried on the mary janes, it's not bad too. I love the white and black angle boots, but a pity there is no more size left. ROAR!

I should stop thinking about it! STUDY STUDY STUDY!

Pictures time! Some of the stuff that I have been doing in January but didn't manage to upload from my handphone. Ladies, the old is still the best okay, I am refering to the food pictures. hahaha

Yum yumm! I think I am addicted to the ice cream from Haji Lane. So far I tried, Lychee martini and soursop sorbet. Not bad!

And I miss the foods in old airport road. Especially the "kuay zep"(the one with pig organ) and Otah! Gonna go back to recap the good times soon!

Thought of the day: Is your $900 bag bullet proof or water proof?

I am worry about sociology assignment which is due on Tuesday which is tomorrow.
It's not even near to completion at all!
And I am not sure of what I am writing!
HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!

I went out with amelia on last saturday, I know it's kinda late to post up the pics, pardon me okay?

Anyway we went bugis village to shop, it seems to be our favourite place. hahahaha!

And I bought a pink nail polish. It's NICE. It's those bright pink color! And I never copy you okay! HAHAHA! It's coincidence! HUGS.

On Monday F4 went out to have dinner together at the VERI GOOD 1 place and pedicure after that! Cheap cheap!

I have trendy nails color! =X

And..

Prelim timetable is out. I think it's time to be a little more hardworking..

Suffering from headache and heartache now!
ALL SOLD OUT ALL SOLD OUT!
Where can I find cheap and nice black bag that is below $25? I should have order it long time ago instead of wasting time considering about should I buy or not!
And now I feel so so so sad. Because I lost a great deal. :(

I should spend my time wisely.
I need to practice on my piano everyday like I used too during secondary school days! No money should be wasted on uneccessary stuffs!
Practise piano everyday at least 1 hour, cut down on transport, save money, study hard,manage Linnyberry well and sleep early.

All I need now is TIME.
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I am living in the shadow that you left.
In other sense, I feel hurt.

How many people dare to wear everything in black thoughout the body?

Black dress match with black leggings, stocking and black heels/flats.
I think the idea is cool!
I will like to try it out some time even though I haven't wear my black shorts with black stocking yet. Not enough courage. haha!
Anyway I alway have a fetish for Marni. I guess I love purple too much! hahahaha! Just Kidding!
Bascially I love their one tone color dress and of course their material!
Their accessories are cute too, especially their necklaces!

To let you understand my taste for clothes, I have put up the designs that I love from the collection. Don't worry, I guess it's enough time, you can start saving up money as my birthday is still far away. HAHAHAHA!

This picture is based on their winter 2007 collection.



I hope they will update with their 2008 collection soon!

It's beyond word to describe.
I am not sure why I cry so easily.
I did tried to hold back my tears.
I told myself to calm down, cool down and think.
But it was too late. I realised that I couldn't hold back anymore.
And by the time I finished crying, cooled down and worked my brain a little bit.
I feel so bloody stupid. I am the BIGGEST FOOL on earth.
Now I am too ashamed to face him.
I am too self-centred. I thought that my answer was right. I thought I am a little smart.
But afterall, I am the real dumbass.

Fcuk u linny!
I hate you for making things worst! How dare you carry that thought in your mind! How dare you don't admit that you're wrong! WHY did you do that!
Tell me how am I going to face him and the rest of the people.
And to think I even thought of giving up after the incident.

I HATE MYSELF. Dumbass!
Sigh. 1 more foolish person on the earth.

I will alway love you. And for now, goodbye.

Let the picture does some talking:

I love this lots!

Yummy yummy!

New Year, New resolution. :)

Happy New Year dearest people!

I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist

Am I really one?

사랑했던 너의 기억이
다시 내게 다가오는데
버릴 수가 없어 잊을 수가 없어
너를 사랑하는 나

의미 없는 시간 속에서
하루하루 지쳐가는 나
느낄 수가 없어 웃을 수가 없어
나 자꾸 눈물이 흘러

따뜻한 너의 눈빛 속에
내 모습 지워도 지워지지가 않아
꿈을 꾸듯 아련한
너와의 기억 속에서 머물고 싶어

이렇게 너를 사랑하는
내게로 다가와 줄 수는 없겠니
또다시 네 품에 잠들 수 있도록
다시 내게 돌아와

차가운 이 빗속에 서서
지난 시간 속을 헤매어
처음으로 다시
되돌릴 수는 없는 거니
널 찾고 싶어

따뜻한 너의 눈빛 속에
내 모습 지워도 지워지지가 않아
꿈을 꾸듯 아련한
너와의 기억 속에서 머물고 싶어

이렇게 너를 사랑하는
내게로 다가와 줄 수는 없겠니
또다시 네 품에 잠들 수 있도록
다시 내게 돌아와

Here is Joc's present! hahahaha

Park, please send me all the pictures! They're so overdue!

I feel so unlucky today.
Took the wrong bus which I thought it will stop at the third bus stop as there are more buses to take to school. But when it went into the lane to toa payoh, it went all the way to the highway lane. I was shocked. And I thought there is another bus stop somewhere near so that I might be able to take a bus back and just cross over the bridge to the usual bus stop, I was wrong! It went all the way into highway and there is not a single bus stop for me to get off! The bus uncle might thought that I am crazy because my feet hurt like siao and I keep on cursing and swearing. I feel so dumb can. How on earth will I take the wrong bus?! I must be blind or too retarded to think. The bus brought me to Yio Chuo Kang. Cool right? Thanks to my dumb brain, I need to take a cab. Instead of saving the 10bucks which I can spend on tomorrow meal, I spent it on something uneccessary! And the cab costs me my $13. How sad can I be? I am desperately in need of money that I am selling all my clothes soon on Linnyberry. Please buy them. They smell nice and nice to wear.

I have been thinking about a lot of things recently.
I think I must be crazy.


I have many liabilities.
I really hate Christmas.

Christmas, Christmas time is near,
Time for toys and time for cheer,
We've been good but we can't last,
Hurry Christmas, hurry fast!
Want a plane that loops the loop;
Me, I want a hu-la hoop.
We can hardly stand the wait.
Please Christmas, don't be late.
Something for the sweethearts..

HAHAHAHA Joc's one is not up yet! Soon soon okay? It's a surprise!

Thanks June, Shufen, Joc and XX for the christmas presents!

Xx, ur present will arrive soon okay? =X

I need time to save, no money to spend.

I am going out to celebrate Christmas with my np cca dearies! SEE YA!

Santa please be kind to me!

Chipmunk is cute!
$170.
Feeling bad and stress too. I guess Shufen feeling that way too?
Somehow a bit shock. Is there a motive behind?
Or you're trying to impress us?
I am not quite sure, maybe I think too much.
Extreme Tired for today.

I think I am mean.

I think I couldn't make in for the sociology test again. I have problem memorising theories! They just can't get into my head! :(
The assignment is just a little comfort as I copy most of the texts from the textbook and study guide. This is bad and I am scare! Mum keep on repeating this to me, 'If you fail the first year, I won't let you repeat. You have to quit and go out to work.' Somehow this scared me, I have no idea what to work as and which direction should I go.
I am being alienated from my true self!


The jerk

I hate people who keep on calling even when I rejected the calls 2 times! And they still didn't get the idea that I am busy. Obviously right? Else I don't even reject call at all. And if you have anything important, you will leave a message even if I reject the call instead of saying 'wa, what the hell sia? how come reject call sia..' WTF sia. I cannot reject your call meh?! It's NOT a must to answer loh, I can choose whose call to answer and whose to reject. Don't make me fed up, I can block you in msn too! At most everytime you call, I reject them only. Bloody old uncle!

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