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What a day to begin with?! Having EVP exam in the morning. Last minute study, help Eddie yesterday night to level his character. Sigh.. Then went home to rest awhile, left home to dental and hand in my piano fees. Happened to pass by a cash deposit machine. Everything went well.. Until the money the machine counts my money. It counts for quite long.. Then stuck! ahhhhhhh~ I am so scared. First time come across this kind of problem. The first thing I do was to check my account balance, the balance is still the same! Oh myy... Then I called my mum. She was talking in the phone so loudly as if it was my fault to make the machine stuck. >.< I got so panicked that I cried on the spot. sigh. Fill up the form and have to wait for few day before the money is credit into my account. Blame myself.
Reached home. Missed Eddie sms. He logs into the game and asks me whether I saw his sms. I went to see. Mind blackout. Can't think. Tears rolling down like a spoilt water tap. What is this about? "I like a girl in my class =X" What do u expect me to reply? HA! Congrat! Finally found someone who is the same childish age as u're? How should i reply this type of message? Please teach me. Don't ask me whether am I angry or not. Because I am hating u. Don't make me fall for u when U don't feel the same for me. Because I'm selfish. Don't expect me to be nice to u when u're not to me. Because I don't take thing for granted. What U expect from me? Haven't U hurt me enough? U betrayed my trust, again and again U say one thing and end up doing others. I am sick and tired of U. Those memories, how i wish I can erase them. I don't hurt other like the way u do. Don't ask me to find other guy and say "there is surely someone better than me" Ohh.. I am not desperate for a boyfriend and almost every guy is better than u. HA! So what do u expect to hear? Good luck. Best wishes. Merry Christmas. Happy new year! I am crazy. Panadol please. Urgently in need.

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