Pei pei, I finally tried out making the bunny le!
First attempt, somebody said ugly. :(
Why ugly? it's so cuteeeeee! Just that maybe the mouth a bit weird, it's not easy to cut the cloth into small pieces. BOOHOO!

Given a face


Wanted to sew something on the body so it won't look plain.


Then I decided to give a small little furry tail for the bunny.
The black color stain at the back is because I used the marker to draw an outline first. HAAA


And I wanted to sew my name on it, but failed!

TADA..

My ugly/cute(to me) bunny with cotton inside!

Back View

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Some time certain things are to be left unsaid.

Unable to be reached when needed.

Assai dolente.

Seriously, I don't feel secure at all.

From what I know now, I can conclude that it's easy to get a man to buy things for you.

Man are cheap, they just wanna get something in return. HAA!
Isn't it silly?

Tico goes to hell.
Blahhhh..

Hey Jude, don't make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.

Hey Jude, don't be afraid.
You were made to go out and get her.
The minute you let her under your skin,
Then you begin to make it better.

And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain,
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders.
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder.

Hey Jude, don't let me down.
You have found her, now go and get her.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.

So let it out and let it in, hey Jude, begin,
You're waiting for someone to perform with.
And don't you know that it's just you, hey Jude, you'll do,
The movement you need is on your shoulder.

Hey Jude, don't make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her under your skin,
Then you'll begin to make it
Better better better better better better, oh.

Na na na nananana, nannana, hey Jude...

I love this song.
I want fish head steamboat!
Miss it so badlyyyyyy.

HOOOOO!
Back from genting and KL. Have been eating junk for the past few days, hopefully I will gain some weight! whahahah!
I think I am getting used to the supper timing that in the middle of the night, I often feel hungry again.
I have been trying to sleep earlier, but failed to do so. Because I have been watching 1 litre of tears. It's super duper touching! My gosh.. I really recommended it!
I accompanied sweetheart to watch transformer for the second time, the ending still a bit confused. ahahaha!
Have been going out and eating expensive food this few days. BOOHOO! I am so much poorer! The sociology book costs me a bomb! And my parent hasn't been giving me allowance! This is bad.
I have shopped too much lately. I need to have self control. :(


I am worry for my future again.

I have a long pouring out just now.
I definitely feel better now.

Am not teddy.

Today went to Pasir Ris Camp to send sweetheart into army. The environment there is not bad. Maybe just the surface huh. =X
Anyway, I am not allowed to post any pictures online stated by his parents and him. I will miss u! Meanwhile just enjoy urself in army, don't push yourself too hard! hahahaha!

Our last day at work which is 13th the friday also know as black friday. And we're so camera whore that we took picture almost everywhere around the company. We're just behaving like tourists. I want my toilet shoot! Pei hua & charmaine, faster upload your pictures! I want them!

My tibits/snacks! So many to clear lah!

Trying to act like I am working hard. I know I don't look like! Just want to take pic of my seat lah.

A timer group photo!

A close up picture of my beloved droplet!

My stretchy droplet! So cute!


She loves my droplet! HAHAHHAA

The biscuit stealer no. 1!


The biscuit stealer no. 2!

The biscuit stealer no. 3!

The poor victim. HO!

Our pre-loved snack machine. I know the IA students love it lots!




The retarded shot after the embarrass incident of some venting machines!


Shot of our company venting machine for soft drink.

One of my shoot. Nice?

Genting & KL soon?

What is wrong with the world?

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/19534938/?GT1=10056

Abusing a harmless peacock? Sound so sick.



What can be worst? I need to reach my work place at 8.20am for this two weeks, before we leave the company.

Will you like someone who u loved to mock at you, scolding you stupid almost everytime?
And who rather work than meetup with you before army term actually starts?

Am I asking too much? :(

TEAM = Together everyone achieves more

Meaningful? :)

I stayed up to 3am just to lend my dumb friend my ears. I know him since my secondary school day. And I am still not so sure that he's so bloody damn rich but dumb until today. I know he's rich but not to such an extent lah. Seriously the first thing he told me is he bought her an Gucci wallet which costs $750++, WTH? And they're not even together. Dumb. Next thing I know is, he was on a trip to Taiwan/Hong Kong, he bought her another branded bag that costs $700 plus together with a necklace that costs don't know how much. And the funny thing is they're still not together. Hell man. Not only this, they played maple together, that costs him a bomb! Because he keeps on buying cash card just for that girl. And they changed several games so he don't know spend how much K on her. I was secretly praying that he will offer to buy Gucci/Loewe/Fendi or some branded wallet/bag for me. But he didn't! Our friendship not even a girl meh? LOL. Anyway that's not the point, the point is he's dumb to the extend that he doesn't even know the relationship between him and the girl. What's more, he didn't even see the girl's friends before or maybe get to know more about the girl? And the girl is a gamer, camp in front of her comp 24/7, share almost the same hobbies or interest as a guy. You might not believe this, but she's seriously PRETTY. Okay lah, she looks a bit like china woman, but nevertheless, she's still pretty. Even her friendster is uploaded with GAME CHARACTERS pictures. Really Hardcore leh. So boyish my friend also wants. Aiya, I feel that is because she's pretty lah. Develop feeling for her in game is excuse lah. lol. And now, he is cut off from his allowance due to heavy spending. I totally agree with his parents, they should control his financial, so old le still taking money from parents. Better still, make him work like hell. WHAHAHAHA! You can't imagine what he replied me as I told him I wanted to tour around the world before I die. He replied me with this, "I can tour around the world even without working, and after I come back from my tour, I will still see you slogging your life earning money to tour around the world." I told him "Ya right. I hate rich people!" I hoping that one day I will be earning big bucks, then I will tell this to him "I am rich now. So how're you doing? still spending your parents money? tsk tsk." LOL! And of course I won't say this to him lah. But then, I might be doing so with a joking tone instead? Well, wait till that day, it's coming SOON. Ya quite soon. =X

I am not doing well this few days. Mood swing like hell. One moment I am happily chatting, the next moment I was unhappy and the very next moment, I am crying. WTF is going on with me? Maybe because of the PMS.

Today there is a test and I failed. It's about Vocabulary, Grammar, sentence structure, technical writing, software knowledge( or what can't remember) and some IT knowledge stuff. It's tough that when I look at the first page, I feel like I don't belong there. Maybe I don't really belong there. It's quite funny whenever I think of my ambition when I am young and compare to who I am now. What I will be doing in the later part of my life is totally not related to my ambition at all. But isn't all this the process of growing up? I never wanted to work in IT company, I want to work in a bank as an accountancy or a fashion designer. But it seems like it's getting more difficult to fulfil it now. Okay I should really work hard and get a decent degree and work for a few years before I having my own fashion line. Well.. All this is just wishy thinking. The reality is cruel.

Okay it's getting late. I need to sleep early. Recently spend too much money, I am poor. I need to work hard for my future.


Good bye nobody, hello somebody someday.

Sidetrack a bit..

Today:

One cutie little scooter park in my neighbourhood.
I went home after piano as there is no date. BOOHOO!
Hell, when are u taking me out?!

I feel like getting Fisheye camera!
I love the way the pictures turn out! So cool can.
Should I or should I not?

Friday enrolment talk:

We rush it though, and it turns out fineee.
Don't laugh at out art work okay!



We did a little shopping today. Not really our day as the cashier keyed wrong amount and still say correct what!

Wednesday Graduation Day:




T11 class photo! Take urs here!
U can see a few missing here and there, like melvin, xiang ming etc..






Oh boy! U're so smart that day!


And my long long bendemeerian, he got the IDA gold award and don't know how many distinctions. Well.. one of ICT top students. I feel so demoralising compare to him. WHYYYY! Why am I just a passing grade student and u're so smart! Tell me boss! Don't u feel that he looks like the boss from some company?

I dropped my weight again!
*SCREAM
I think I really need to see a specialist.
I think I am having eating disorder!
I am worst than my secondary school days. :(
I need to sleep early, eat on time, spend more money on food.
Buffet anyone?

Does anyone has a bf who doesn't accompany his gf for shopping?
Make friends with me.

I love this picture.

But I don't suit high-waisted stuff. Tsk tsk.

HOOO!

My pictures are cool?

Put your head against my life
What do you hear
A million words just trying to make
The love song of the year
Close your eyes but don't forget
What you have heard
A man who's trying to say three words
The words that make me scared

A million love songs later
And here I am trying to tell you that I care
A million love songs later
And here I am
Looking to the future now
This is what I see
A million chances pass me by
A million chances to hold you
Take me back, take me back
To where I used to be
To hide away from all my truth
Through the light I see

A million love songs later
And here I am trying to tell you that I care
A million love songs later
And here I am.

Random post:

Halah milk

Happy meal

The big head

I did something stupid today.

I am so so so sorry to the woman that I hurt. I really didn't mean it.

And I am so annoyed with the stupid bus driver!

I hate my face now! So many pimples!

Hug.

:'(

We're so different now.

I am confused.

如果 爱能轻易忘记
还需要说 我爱你？

Heavy Image! Beware!

Ahh.. I am not having young kid fetish. LOL!

Okay, I took it when I am having webcam session with him yesterday. Can't help it, he looks so girly and extremely vain plus act cute. I like his features! Damn u for having such nice features. =X

Please watch this when u're free:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GPOy8oiFYHM
I am amazed by it.

Good night.

Party tomorrow.

It seems to be like I really have NO life.
I can't seem to accept that I am actually working in an IT company. Seriously, it's workaholic! Imagine working in the office at 11.30pm. Yes, I mean PM. And that's the time I left the office on monday. Sigh. Ya, took cab home without company.
That's the life of a working adult. So lonely and hectic.
There is no good looking people at all. Except during morning hours, I can see some smart guys in suit. AWWW! What's more can you expect?

Anyway, we went to nus for lunch today. Well, I must say.. there are really ALOT of china people! More than what you can imagine. What has singapore turn into? Whereas local people can't get in at all? So sad lah.

I shouldn't expect too much from life. Some time it's just so disappointing.

I am really depressed.
Working 9.30pm today. Extremely busy for the day, I feel like sleeping when I did the test scenarios. It makes my eyes feel so tired staring at the computer screen for like more than 12 hours?
I really can't finish the test scenarios at all.
I counted. I still have 14 left.
This 3 days, I only manage to complete 5? HAHA.
I still can't figure out the website as well as who are the users. Well, it keep on changing.. It's tough to figure out with just 2 days left!
If I can't finish, I will need to go back on labour day. Which is so sad!
It's not the matter of earning OT or not, it's the matter of handling my work on time.
And I am really lacking of time. Reason is I am slow. I can't really process fast with not enough sleep. :(

And today I have to walk all the way out from the carpark to the bus stop outside Science Park2. My gosh.. It's so damn scary. Seriously, I bet most people will call for cab. But I didn't, because I might need to go back on sunday to work. I am saving for sunday. Well, I walk so fast, 2 times faster than usual pace. Reached the bus stop, and the stupid buses just won't come. Opposite me, the constuction site is releasing the workers, I am so afraid that they might rob me or something. Just happened there is 3 guys waiting for the buses at the bus stop too, I feel quite safe. as long as I don't have to stay at the bus stop with those workers! I don't care whether the bus goes to interchange or stop outside the mrt station, as long as I board the bus with them, I feel safe. And I really did that. HAHA!

I complain almost everything.
Work, I whine. Don't work, I also whine.
It's just my normal reaction.
And I feel I am being left out now.
Please do something about it.

Today is really busy after 5pm.
Last minute the person in charge of the project come and find me.
Well.. I have maybe more than 15 test plans on hand that I need to do.
Me and my friend have been slacking for the past two days and basically doing scanning.
Oh ya.. And eating company biscuits. WHAHAHAHAH! They have different biscuits everyday! I love them a lot! Cool surprise for staffs. I love free food. Told ya.
=X
Now I am afraid that I can't make it on friday as I might need to do overtime just for the dead line of everything which is on 2nd of May.
And if I can't finish everything by friday, I might need to come back on the labour day just to work finish!
Can you imagine it?


I need to breathe.

HO!
How poor can I be?
Check out linnyberry and you will know.
I bought 1 set of office wear and it's less than $40. =X
I am seriously left with $2 in my wallet, and a single digit in my bank.
And my parents are not giving me any allowance at all.
Damn.
I am so dead. I don't know how am I going to survive next week when I will be working.
And the transport is so EXPENSIVE.

I wish I got load of moolah.
Poor poor poor.

I need to think carefully before I can decide..
One is nearer to me, other is quite far and require more money.
But is 50cents per hour for the 3months more sound good to you or 50cent less for the first month, but a basic pay for the next 2months sound better to you?
Plus one is nearer to foods, other is quite deserted.
One is related to IT, other is related to sales.
One is more exposure to youngster, more easy to talk to. The other is more adult-like, and lots of indians. LOL But they're smart in programming.

Well..
Which one should I really choose?


I never say no to money and free food. LOL
See how cheapo I am.

彷佛你就在我身边
等待了一年 又一年
对你的思念
三百六十五天
我只等 这一天
勇敢地把从前
情人节快乐
变成
祝你生日快乐

I LOVE YOU
说不出口的倾诉
I MISS YOU
让挂念 代替了 相处
瞬间是永远 谈情变祝福
可惜 甜言也带苦

I LOVE YOU
是最完美的结束
I MISS YOU
一辈子 靠今天 接触
瞬间是永远 谈情变祝福
可惜 都於事无补
今夜 有人陪你庆祝
不枉 我一年的孤独
请你 原谅我 不多写一个字
像 普通人糢糊
多一字 多份痛
今夜 我不想哭

Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You
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For more information, please refer to shufen's blog for pics and details. HOHO!
Thanks f3 and T11 guys for the presentsssss!
Thanks alottttttttt!
:)

T11, we should have more outing! I really miss the times in school with everyone..
Like mel and minky always picking each other without a reason.
TGL always pretend that he knows what other is talking about. =X
Xm is always quiet, except when they start talking about soccer.
Yeesheng is always with XM.
Kian min is T11-1 or maybe T11+1, but.. he's always hanging around with mel, minky and jacky.
Steve is always the quiet one but he loves playing board game or any game.
And for f3, they will always try to eat from the same stall in canteen. LOL. Like malay food? HAHAHA!
Lastly, park! He's always there for us. Yup, no matter what. Old man is the wise one. :)

And for xx, he will wait for me after school and accompany me home! <3

Thanks everyoneeeeeeee!
LOVE YAAA!

I can see..
But cannot touch..
I can see..
But cannot try on..
I can see..
But cannot buy..

Money where are u?

If ur company is hiring for more staff, do let me know. I am in need of job!

And please do not tell other that you have introduce me jobs when you didn't huh. And that 1 number you give me is call ALOT?
HOO!

I HATE MY DAD.
Seriously.
My stupid brother always got me into trouble.
GUYS GO TO HELL.

I hate his nagging of telling me to find a job.
I am poor enough that I don't even have moolah to go out.
ROARRRRRRR
I want moolah moolah moolah!
And a job!

YA!

HOOO!

I have design a new layout for linnyberry.

Yup, it's a BUSY day. I have to look for pictures and do edit.

Heh! I am just using paint and firework, reason is simple, I don't know photoshop at all. Can someone please teach me how to use it? It's really tough! I don't even understand simple icon. :(

But how's my new layout? Nice? Cute? Give me comments!

I am still not sure to put the one with berries or just simply strawberries?

Berries

Just strawberries

Which one better?

There are some days in your life that you will reach a certain highest peak of happiness or a lowest peak of depression.
And what's with me now is the lowest.
I got no idea why.
Linnyberry is not doing well..
I am still waiting for the stupid admin job and my friend said still waiting for ceo to sign.
When can I wait until?
My time is precious. I definately want to work long enough to have moolah to do business. But that's just a unreality thinking of mine.
HA! Opening a business? It's easy than to be done.
I can continue to dream about linnyberry going oversea.
:(

I can dream.

Ahh..
Yes, you can really see how I am feeling now.
:(

I think I hate my phone.

Sometime I really wish that linnyberry sell everything that she posted.
But sad to say, it's difficult. There are just too many online shopping website. With cheap dress!
I really do wish that I could go oversea, buy back tops, dresses, tunics and bags to sell.
But then, I will need a large sum of money!
Yeah, it's the money problem. Sigh.
If only I am as rich as others seller.
I am still not working. Oh no! I forgot that I need to pay for the pillow! =X
I hope that I will be able to have a job, with at least 1.3k per month for the time being.

Oh ya.. My parents ask me to go SIM if I really can't get into any University.
Should I or should I work first for 2 years before study or work until july/august then study?
Sigh.

Why am I stupide.

I am currently very poor. I mean it.
Looking at my bank statement yesterday, it said I left $16. =X
Pathetic amount. Hope F3 will understand hur hur! hugs.


And I realise that I invest a lot of moolah in Linnyberry. ALOT. I think there might be $500? or maybe more. HAHA!


I need to start writing my resume. But.. How do I ever start with?

Okay, how many days to my birthday? Less than a month. sweat. And I haven't even achieve something big. I really hope linnyberry is doing well, so I will at least have a income base on that. And at least if I can't do something big in real life, how about virtually? But looking at linnyberry, I doubt so. BOO!



Is this nice?

Okay, I am so tired now.
I tried to blog just now, but this desktop suddenly hang.
It's not the first time. And it's not going to be the last time too.
:(

I feel so sleepy and having a headache for not sleeping well last night.

Okay, I receive this shit email yesterday in the late night.
I don't understand it at all.
Because they simply have NO reason to do so. I didn't spam their community. They don't have any right to do so. In whatever reason, how well can you define spamming? So does that means that even sending email is being restricted in singapore? Oh well.. I just can't seems to be convince and I am not guilty at all. HA!

Whatever, I can't be bothered.

lost bird.

:(
I can't even get into unsw commerce course now.
Want to know why? Cause I did so badly for this semester that I don't even know what should I do with my life now!
Ya.
Maybe it's really time to find a permanent job and work like cow for rest of my life.
I really hate PI alot.
I hate tourism.
I hate WDD.
This 3 cause me deadly.

Okay, my laptop is send for repair. Cooling fan error.

I am very unhappy with my life now.
Many thoughts and feelings.
I simply can't be bothered with anything now.

Good bye my future.
I won't be online so soon.

:'(