Thanks June and Shufen for the souvenir! LOVE the dress and the SKINNY shirt. But why bitch?! LOL! You could have find one call SKINNY BEAUTY! HAHAHAHA! Just kidding lah.

Since both of you have been to Bangkok, then there is no need for us to buy back any souvenir to give liao. We decided to buy more pretty clothes, bags, shoes and accessories for an investment on ourselves in order to find a BF ASAP to fulfil the oversea trip dream. HAHAHHAA!

What you see from the above are all false statements, I am just bored.

It was such a coincidence to see pig there today. This is call fate! Hugs! So how is the bet? Who wins?

Let me side track a little bit as I am currently not working! *wail

Friday:

Went out with Amelia to the Korean restaurant again at Tanjong Pagar. This time, I finally get the name of the restaurant, Seoul Kool. Sound like so cool huh? Expensive food down there, but nice lah.. I still prefer the Spicy Tofu Soup at there, it's seafood with tofu. Set meal is around $13, compare to Meridien, it's 2x expensive. But the soup at Meridien doesn't have as much seafood as Seoul kool. However Meridien gives a bigger serving whereas Seoul kool, one person can settle everything. haha! Drinks at Seoul Kool is also expensive. I tried the Red Date Tea, it's $4 per cup. HAA! Super sweet, but really got slices of red date inside which I can get a whole packet of red date for super cheap in the market. And ya, I like red date in soup, or even uncook red date I will eat like siao. And I am not refering to those you eat durin chinese new year one, in case you don't know, I don't like those. Weird right? But once you try the uncook red date you will love it. :)

Thursday:

I went swim for the first/second time in this year? And I almost drowned. KNS. I really don't know how to swim anymore lah. Confused with the frog style whether hands and legs move together or legs first then hands? I just anyhow swim, less than 5 laps I think. Drink lots of water until bloated. Will it helps to kill the worms in my stomach? LOL. I need to drag my bro to swim liao so that he can teach me how to swim!

And now I present you:

My new job!

You all know I love you all the same even though I didn't watch NDP with you all! BOOOOOOOO!

But at least I watch it with a girl. hur hur! I promise I never do anything with the girl. We merely just taking photos only. So don't be jealous okay! I still love you all the same!

I want my pay!
ROAR!

Went out with xx today to watch The Incredible Hawk, action is good but I don't like the ending! I guess there might be second part coming out! I like the actress smile! I think she's pretty too! HAAA!

Then we went to have one of his favourite, MaDonald! First time trying cheese burger, I think it's not bad. haa! It's $2 only! I guess if I am working, I will buy that for every lunch liao! Need to save more and spend during Thailand trip!
Now I have craving for Jack's place, Fish & Co and Korean food! And also steamboat!
I think I shall settle Korean food and botak jones first! :)


I think you needa be a little more daring to achieve something.
Maybe that's what I am lacking too.

This is madness. But the guy looks kinda cute!

Weekends are here again!

I met up M on Friday to get the tickets. Friday is not really a good day for me. :( Company called up, last min need me to go down to get the questionaires for some PDA input. And then I thought might as well take the questionaires and then straight away meet M. But then my mum hasn't cook the dinner and I don't feel like eating outside. So in the end, I didn't get the questionaires as I am super late. Seriously I hate last minute thing, always spoil my plan for the day. Anyway wanted to go Timbre again! But still fail to get in! SO SAD can. haa! Nevertheless, we went to Indochine Forbidden City at Clarke Quay for a drink. Then I finally got the tickets! So excited can, never been to NDP ever since the last time I went was in primary school and this time it's at Marina there, so it'll be a new experience! We talk about life, about NDP, about work and so on. As usual, we go home after drinking. No other motive, don't think so much people! And thank you M for getting the tickets for us!

YesterdayI went for the NDP rehearsal with PC. :)
We did enjoy ourselves there even though some part of it are not as interesting compare to the black night performance! It's so COOL to see the fighter planes perform in the sky! The army parade performance are so smart! AWWW! A pity that I am not sitting near the stage to zoom in the those guys face. AHAHAHA! JK. There are element of surprise thoughout the NDP performance. Fireworks are amazing!

PC, please send me the photos that we took together during the NDP! HAH!

Seems like we have no fate. =X

Anyway I watched finish Nodame! AWWWWWW! My boyfriend! HAAA!

Where are all the guys who play piano! =X

I need to be less self conscious in order enjoy the music.

OH MY GOSH!
I am super glued to Nodame!
In love with the guy! AWWWWWWWW!
I want a boyfriend who can play both piano and violin!
The leading actress is super cute too! HAA!


Good new: Booked Thailand trip! WHEEEE! I'm gonna enjoy myself over there! HEHEHEHEHE!


Project ended again. =/

It's a burden.
It needs commitment, patience, time and money.
And I can't bloody well have a job nor holiday on weekends.

And the fee now is about $748 for 3 months.
Tell me what should I do! :((((
Fcuk the inflation rate and the blood sucker music school!
I guess that this is only for the bloody rich people who doesn't know where to spend their money on.

I don't know if this is a good thing to continue or not.
Sigh.

:(

And now, I am feeling like a burden of the group.

Sorry people! I will try to get back to you asap.
I hope so!


Burden burden burden!

I want my pay! Even working in Cr*mson also never have such a delay system.
Now I need to wait till end of the next month then they will credit the pay into my account. That means there will be a one month delay for each month pay. And no I won't be rich because I will only get June pay in end of July and July pay in end of August and so on. By then I will left only bones, too poor to makan. HAA! JK lah. I just want my pay!

Things to settle:
- Pester music school for the exam date
- Watch Nodame episode
- Complete theory paper 2003 & do paper 2004 - paper A, B and C
- Practice piano everyday (at least one hour)
- T11 gathering
- F4 gathering

HAAAAAA!
Pei pei, please send me your birthday party photos! Thanks!

I saw another shufen today.
HAHAHAHA!

Hugs. :)

I just found out that I will only get my pay at the end of next month - end of july. :(
And somebody just commented that my job is not very good because there is no fix working hours.
Now I am feeling so inferior.

But.. I think he's knowledgeable.
Each time I talk to him, he will leave me thinking. Why am I like this compare to him.
Maybe I should really be more sociable to people around me. :(
Convesation is a bit tense at the beginning as he condemn my job but I guess different people have different target in life. And I understand why he doesn't like my job. Then he starts to joke about this SDU thing. YA! SDU is Social Development Unit; LoveByte. An online match making site. Joc, lets join to make more friends! HAAAAAA! Okay lah, I think only I need more friends. =X

Okay, I needa sleep, tomorrow going to pei pei's party! WHEEE!
YEAH! June is coming back! ;)

I want to slap the S*M cork up system. For one moment, I almost got heart attack. It's an emotional roller coaster ride for me. But luckily, they let me get into the class, else I think I will complain like siao! Call in to complain everyday. =X

Classes will start in September. That means it will be a 3 months working period for me. The good things are: I don't have to worry that my piano exam day will crush with my lecture, I am able to go for short holiday trip after my exam as I know I need a to getaway from the stressful period and I hope that my head of department will let me be involved in more projects so that I can work and work and work till end of August! I need lots and lots of moolah before I choose my second eCR2, gonna preparing for the unexpected.

Today there is no need to report to work for me. Project completed. That means, no more typing for me. I will be in a new project on Thursday. I think my head of department loves guys. She seems to desperately want to hire guys. Because there are only 3 guys in my department and 1 is leaving in august. Working is getting better now, I changed my seat to another location and I talking to this friendly chinese girl and young malay girl. HAHAHA! But still, everyone like to take away their food and eat in office. And I call this, no life. Therefore I choose to eat outside alone if I have enough time for me to do so.

I haven't been blogging for super long. I did get a life on last week. So this is going to be a long post!

Last Saturday I went Yoga with PC, it was fun bah. Eye opener for me. Aunties are all so flexible than me. After yoga, we're suppose to feel fresh, but instead PC and I felt dizzy. Not sure is it because we didn't exercise for super long period or we have low blood pressure. Then my shoulder and neck begin to ache a little. And we're hungry like siao, can eat a cow because by the time we completed everything (Including she signed up for membership, bath, make up) it was 9pm. We wanted to have scrumptious late dinner at Fish&Co at Wheelocks place, but it wasn't there anymore! We're shocked and helpless! Then we decided to have dinner at Hong Kong cafe Xin Wang, definitely wish that we could teleport as it's tiring to walk all the way from wheelock to cineleisure after Yoga. Nevertheless, we walk there lah, half dead when we reached there. We tried to be ambitious as we thought we can finish everything, so we just order 3 side dishes: hao gao, carrot cake, toasted bread, drinks, main course: Black pepper chicken chop with egg and rice(for me), Black pepper chicken chop with egg and noodles(for her). Who knows, I am so bloody full after I finished my main course as I missed the eating timing. But, we still finish everything, our hard earned money. Then home sweet home! I know you want K, but I really don't know how to sing and read chinese words. Sorry PC! We will do something more meaningful the next time okay? Meet at Raffles place, makan and shop. HAHAHA! Sound meaningful?

Last friday, I finally meetup with min min and pei pei! YAH, finally, we met like last christmas till now? SEE! It's definitely super long never meet up. We should meet up often okay? We went to Aerins restaurant at the basement near the fountain. Romantic candle light dinner, just because they have this mini candle there.

Pei pei was too excited to see us and the flower inside the teapot that's why she broke the teapot's lid.

Before:

After:

She's still smiling so happily. haaaaa!

One of the innocent victims:

We didn't expected that spectacular act. Just kidding lah. The 3 of us shocked and the after effect is we're discussing whether will they charge the broken lid to our bill. And we're happy they didn't. heng ah! I do enjoy the dinner and the lame jokes from pei pei and min min. No lame joke from me because I am not a lame person. HAHAHAHA! I am not okay. =X

Foods are alright bah, could be better.

This is call 'Consumed Art':

I feel like eating botah jones after seeing all these photos. Any taker? heh!

My new favourite:

Everything will go according to the plan, I hope!

You're annoying me.

wx: sian feel like dieing soon
me: why
me: thought u're happily working in ocbc?
wx: yeah still working
wx: but with trouble too
me: ?
wx: happiness always come with sadness
me: tough?
wx: no, i make a mistaken that is deadly
me: ahh
me: how bad?
wx: bad...
me: what mistake?
wx: bad
wx: nvm u dont understand
me: ya right.. how will i know unless u tell what is the mistake
me: i cannot do mind reading =.=
wx: tot u good at knowing what i think :p
me: *sarcastic smile

I really feel like slapping you this minute that you answer bad, nvm u dont understand. AND I MEAN IT. if you don't want to tell me, then don't talk to me, because I don't console loser like u! How can u ever tell somebody "NVM U DONT UNDERSTAND" when u never tell them what is the fucking problem.

Happy things are: I got free meals for today! HAHAHAHHA! Thanks people!
Joc, lets have lunch often, but within 1 hour okay? I got a reminder from my supervisor that lunch hour is only 1 hour and they're rushing the project. =X

And to the people who wants to join my company, my supervisor told me, she doesn't like partying and she asked am I belong to the gy group and said friends can either improve the productivity or lower the productivity. I told her my friends are hardworking people. And she told me to secure my place first. I feel so dumb, it's true, I should work like a few months then start asking. My place is not even secure yet! ROAR! At first I don't understand what is the gy group then I think gy= generation y. Nevertheless, I asked her to help me check other department whether there will be vacancies or not. But the pay rate will be different, maybe slightly lower. I will inform again if there are vacancies. Sorry people!
I feel that she's powerful. And I am just a small prawn.

This is not good.
I can't even play scales. Gosh, depressed.
She's kind enough to let me continue, I feel super guilty.

Things need to be done by this week:
- Piano theory paper 2002
- Piano theory paper 2003
- Meet pei pei and min min
- Practise piano for at least a total of 10 hours from tomorrow till end of this week

I just found out during yesterday late night that I forgot to switch off my company computer. Damn. I think I will be expected scolding from my supervisor.
Ther are no stationery for me at all, no exact sitting location too and worst, no computer. I am using somebody else computer just because they want me to input the data. :(
And a lot of them are not using computer. holy crap.

Can I have this song?

Rihanna - Take a bow

WOOHOO!
Finally got employed! YEAH!
Start work immediately after interview, who will say no to money? HA!
I am in the sale department, so it's a little busy. The environment there are not bad lah, just that they really seems to be busy and I am busy too so didn't really talk to much people, except the malays beside me. They're friendly.
I have many supervisors, the head supervisor told me that I will be under different supervisors doing different project.
My first thought was, I feel that I am doing internship. HAA!
And I am working near City hall, did you hear me joc? HAAAAA!

Things need to be done by this week:
- Piano internal practical exam
- Piano Theory paper 2002
- Piano Theory paper 2003
- Call up post office
- Meet pei pei and min min

I want this song: Nantes - Beirut


Well it's been a long time, long time now
since I've seen you smile
and I'll gamble away my fright
and I'll gamble away my time
and in a year, a year or so
this will slip into the sea
well it's been a long time, long time now
since I've seen you smile

nobody raise their voices
just another night to mourn to
nobody raise their voices
just another night to mourn to



Been such a long time..

OH MY GOSH!
This is super demoralising..
And I am super in love with this piece, moonlight sonata movement no. 3 by Beethoven

I can see..
That's why I love jazz pieces..



Baroque piece.


Romantic piece.


I hope that during exam, I am able to play as good as these sound. YEAH!
I need to work on the Romantic piece, not romantic enough. blah. HAAA!

I think I like guys with moustache. It's not those thick bush of beard, it's just a little moustache.

Not sure why, but like the looks of it. It reminds me of the first time when I saw a guy in his late 20s in the science park where I am working, I was totally into him. It was kind of like love at first sight, lust. But the liking for him grows as I met him some days taking the same bus with me. I wanted to know him better, wanted to approach him. But then fear holds me, what if he's a china man? =X Not to have any discrimmination or what, but I can't imagine myself falling for a china man. I know his sounds so silly, but I can't help it when I saw the photo at the top, he reminds me of him.

Please introduce your friend to me if you have friend that look like him! AWWWWWW~

I sound like a bimbo now. =.=

With love's light wings did I o'er-perch these walls;
For stony limits cannot hold love out,
And what love can do that dares love attempt;


I seem to anticipate for something to happen.
But the problem is, what am I anticipating for?

I am weirdo.
Somehow I miss watching witch youhe.. Superman.. Where is my superman?

I am in love! With Noon Eui Yeo Wang! hahaha!
He's the main actor from snow queen lah.

Anyway, went out with M yesterday to chill. HA! It's super last minute. We wanted to go Timber but M said it's raining, so we change location. WHY not timber Timbre? HAAAAA! But when we walk to Candy bar, it's not raining! =X
We went to Candy Bar, lots of ang moh at those pub area. And girls wearing shorts and mini skirt. When I say mini skirt, it's really damn mini. Seriously it's like when they sit, everything can be seen. My gosh! We talk about life lah, exchange information on how each other and the rest doing. haa! Ya.. like this only.

A lot of thoughts on my mind, I wish I have the patient to sort it all out. But.. I am lazy. And I am currently concentrating on two things: Piano and Job. No job = no oversea trip. Never practice piano = fail.
I hope that I will really make good use of this holiday time to settle these two things.

I think I kinda love to be like this.

And I love the vest:

I wanted jumper and it's really nice in reality. But it's baggy for me.

Then I like to dress as school girl. HAHAHA! I am young at heart lah!

I want to find kimonos! People, where can I find it?

Celebrated Joc's birthday yesterday!
Went K and I still don't know how to sing. Don't know how to read chinese words.
BAD BAD! I need to start listening to chinese songs at home, see the lyrics and practice and practice! F3 is power in singing man! I bet they have been practicing at home man! HAHAHAH! :D
Photos, please refer to June's blog. heh!

Today:
YEAH!
Oversea loot is here! :)

I have been watching movie at home nowaday.
Indiana Jones Part 1 - 3 is nice, me like adventure!
Waiting for my bro to download part 4. ha!

Pei pei, please help me look for job okay?

I am so fucking pissed off.
He knew nothing. Only complains and complains.

And I am feeling freaking stress. So many people buy the same thing, which means competitive. And income for this month is going to be super bad.
No money = no shopping, no outing.


I want to get a job!

HAA! Finally updated my website. It's like super super long and for this month kinda poor due to the exam.
Now, I need a job so that I can have a getaway in maybe August?
:)

Job job, where are you?
Oh ya, and mr park, don't go mia. =X


Agnes b (red)cardholder/mini wallet okay? ($215)
Lacoste Sand Tote Bag okay? ($298, after discount)

Now, $$ come to me!

DEPRESSED.

This is the only word to describe me at this moment.
Exam left me drained, totally low morale.

I have no one to blame but myself for being playful.
Sigh. :'(

I AM SUPER DEMORALISE AFTER THIS TWO DAYS OF GOING TO THE BATTLE FIELD.

It's either kill or get kill.

And..

So..

I kanna killed.

I want to shout out loud that I know the formula, but just that I don't know when to use the right formula! FREAK
Depressed every minutes.

I don't want to fail any paperrrrrrrr! :'(

This week is freaking hell for me, revision all day.
Econs is tough. And yes, I am only at chapter 3. Good luck to me.
I am super stress, thinking of all the subjects every minute every second.
I have no idea why I like to accumulate things and only do them last minute.
ROAR! Now I have to complete my piano theory homework and the questions all look so ulu to me. Like I have never see them before.. And yep, I am afraid I can't make it for that too.

GOD PLEASE HELP MEEEEEEEEEE! :(

Imagine vomiting twice in a day. =/
I never feel so nausea ever.
All I did was eat vomit eat sleep and vomit again.

This cannot go on..

Else the coming exam will be a waste of money.
:'(

I hate my stomach!

This is bad.
I vomitted.
And now my stomach is killing me.
I have no strength.

Totally can't concentrate on my study at all.

Celebrate my birthday with beloved lovers, F3. We went to Da Chang Jin to try out the steamboat and bbq stuff. I guess it's a little more expensive because of the bbq cooking method, it's a little like Seoul Garden kind. The spicy kimchi soup is really spicy. It's so spicy that when I reached home, I think I almost got sore throat. haha! Okay lah, it's because we want to save money that's why we didn't order any drinks, so I keep on drinking the soup from the chicken soup side. Then we went to have dessert at one of the lane near bugis junction. It's so packed that after we enjoy finish our dessert, we're being forced to leave the place. =X
And we chit chat a little while at Mos Burger then decided to head home.
Thanks the F3 for the thoughtful present. hahahaha!
I know those are for meeeeeee! LOL. MUACK!

And I don't know why somebody just want to spoil my birthday mood so much that I really did upset on that day. Thank you.

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Went out with M today, surprisingly I accepted the offer. HAHA! It's time to really socialise with people. Aiya, because it's my birthday lah. LOL! And guess what M gives me? A self improvement book- The happiness plan. Because I told M I want to buy knowledge. And ya, this is knowledge. Haha. M finally cut hair! Or should I say, some hair grow liao, it looks better than the used to be hair style. At first M wanted to bring me to have dinner at some Tiong Bahru place, for nice cake. But we went there too late, it's closed! And, I saw a lot of BMW parking at the side of the road. It's really a lot, can I know some rich guys too? hahaha! Then we went to Tiong Bahru market/hawker center to makan. XO fish soup and side dishes! It's shocking that M orders quite a lot, in the end, I have to clear the dishes, because M scares to grow fat! Oh my gosh.. You're so skinny can. And I think you really slim down liao. Then as usual, I did some silly stunts. First, I drop the fish slice on to the floor, it flew out of my bowl. Second, I don't know how to eat vegetable that the soup spill out of my mouth. FREAK! It's so embarass to be a girl sometime! ROARRRRRRRR!

Why am I not born to be a guy?! Then after eating, we decided to go home as M needs to rush to other place. And I need to go home to study. But in the end, here I am online, typing all this and feeling so so so sleepy. Okay, I am going to bed, tomorrow then start to worry again.

It's nice talking to you. Thank you for the birthday meetup! :)

I met up with Amelia today! Like finally! hahaha!

But it was worth the meetup! We went to this korean restaurant at Icon building at Tanjong Pagar. I was quite surprise that they actually have two different seat areas. And their pricing quite expensive. haha! Portion is not so much too.

Anyway it's not bad, but kimchi is not really nice. Other than that, I love the tofu spicy soup and the beef! The beef is really nice, it's so tender and taste like chicken can!

The 2 person set meal cost is nicer, guess how much? It's $42 nett. AHAHAHA.. Lucky Amelia has voucher! Thanks baby! :)

Then we went to have dessert at the 糖水街, we tried the mango paste with sago and pomelo and durian puff. Please pardon me folks, I forgot the exact names for the dessert. Me like the durian puff! It's niceeeeeee! Park, you should try.. The puff's skin is so soft and smooth.. Yum yum! But then it's quite creamy, for those who don't really like creamy, it's better not to try. haha!

Then we went City Plaza, seriously I was anticipating that it'll be an open eye at there. But it's kinda disappointing. The price there is definitely NOT cheap at all, unless you buy a lot of piece. I didn't ask for the whole sale pricing because the price for walk in customer simply shocked me. Price range: $25 - $40

It's like they're trying to cheat your money or what shit. But they also have a $10 price range over there. And ya, we saw an livejournal owner there collection her loots. hahaha! Then amelia wanted to stalk her! =X

And then, we walk till we got bored and tired. I think I am aging, my feets hurt for just that few hours I am outside. BOO! Old liao old liao!

Lastly, thanks amelia for the love letter and the birthday gift! MUACK! ;D

Don't be upset anymore okay?

And thanks to the papa & mama for the dream a little dream of me song! :)

I battle against lazy and ignorance self.

I can't recall what I have been through for the past 9 months, it seems that going to school is just part of my daily routine. In other words, I rarely touch the notes/study guides at all. And now I come to realise it all too late. The blow is definitely has an impact on me, I feel so stressed up and this fear feeling doesn't seem to go away. If I can't even study finish everything before the mock paper, how can I even study finish everything before the actual exam in May?
2 weeks left, do I really have enough time to study everything that the lecturers have covered within the past 9 months?

Sometime I really wonder what turns me into who I am today.
I am neither here nor there.

Depressed soul.

I am super packed and busy this whole week, I predict that I will be the same for next week.
Revision classes 5 days per week, remind me of how I am able to study from 9am to 6pm during poly days. But then it seems that I am not able to do the same for now, maybe I am getting too used to the 3 days per week lesson timing. This is bad! I really need to start studying, but I still can't really focus on studying!



I must not be a slacker.
I must not be a slacker.
I must not be a slacker!






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Went out with xx on Monday, it's fun lah. We went to toy'r'us to get his rubic cube. And I was amazed at how he managed to complete it that 'soon'. I might be getting the 3x3 and I think I might need 1 year to figure how to complete it. And then we went to makan at hong kong cafe at the cine. Unagi(Eel) porridge is not bad, just that it might be a little salty for me and the Chicken Chop rice is nice! I mean the chicken in the chicken chop rice. =X I don't really like the mango pudding as it is mixed with some condensation milk or what, it will be nice if it's not mixed with other stuff. Then we went to shop around for his slippers. In the end, he bought a shirt, I also got a shirt. HAHAHHAA! It's a free gift! ;) I don't mean the green comando tee, it's something more eye catching! Something sexy, something naughty, something lovable! YAY! I can't wait to get my birthday present from xx! LOL! You're so niceeeeee! Love you much much! I mean as a friend, sister, brother, mother, granny, buddy. :D
And of course I got my favourite from him, Cuttlefish! HOORAY!
Thank you for the souvenirs! I hope you enjoy your freedom day! Poor boy! Lets get your slippers one day. :)

PS: Please help me find this song "Dream a little dream of me by the mamas & the papas"
Thank you kind soul!