I stayed up to 3am just to lend my dumb friend my ears. I know him since my secondary school day. And I am still not so sure that he's so bloody damn rich but dumb until today. I know he's rich but not to such an extent lah. Seriously the first thing he told me is he bought her an Gucci wallet which costs $750++, WTH? And they're not even together. Dumb. Next thing I know is, he was on a trip to Taiwan/Hong Kong, he bought her another branded bag that costs $700 plus together with a necklace that costs don't know how much. And the funny thing is they're still not together. Hell man. Not only this, they played maple together, that costs him a bomb! Because he keeps on buying cash card just for that girl. And they changed several games so he don't know spend how much K on her. I was secretly praying that he will offer to buy Gucci/Loewe/Fendi or some branded wallet/bag for me. But he didn't! Our friendship not even a girl meh? LOL. Anyway that's not the point, the point is he's dumb to the extend that he doesn't even know the relationship between him and the girl. What's more, he didn't even see the girl's friends before or maybe get to know more about the girl? And the girl is a gamer, camp in front of her comp 24/7, share almost the same hobbies or interest as a guy. You might not believe this, but she's seriously PRETTY. Okay lah, she looks a bit like china woman, but nevertheless, she's still pretty. Even her friendster is uploaded with GAME CHARACTERS pictures. Really Hardcore leh. So boyish my friend also wants. Aiya, I feel that is because she's pretty lah. Develop feeling for her in game is excuse lah. lol. And now, he is cut off from his allowance due to heavy spending. I totally agree with his parents, they should control his financial, so old le still taking money from parents. Better still, make him work like hell. WHAHAHAHA! You can't imagine what he replied me as I told him I wanted to tour around the world before I die. He replied me with this, "I can tour around the world even without working, and after I come back from my tour, I will still see you slogging your life earning money to tour around the world." I told him "Ya right. I hate rich people!" I hoping that one day I will be earning big bucks, then I will tell this to him "I am rich now. So how're you doing? still spending your parents money? tsk tsk." LOL! And of course I won't say this to him lah. But then, I might be doing so with a joking tone instead? Well, wait till that day, it's coming SOON. Ya quite soon. =X
I am not doing well this few days. Mood swing like hell. One moment I am happily chatting, the next moment I was unhappy and the very next moment, I am crying. WTF is going on with me? Maybe because of the PMS.
Today there is a test and I failed. It's about Vocabulary, Grammar, sentence structure, technical writing, software knowledge( or what can't remember) and some IT knowledge stuff. It's tough that when I look at the first page, I feel like I don't belong there. Maybe I don't really belong there. It's quite funny whenever I think of my ambition when I am young and compare to who I am now. What I will be doing in the later part of my life is totally not related to my ambition at all. But isn't all this the process of growing up? I never wanted to work in IT company, I want to work in a bank as an accountancy or a fashion designer. But it seems like it's getting more difficult to fulfil it now. Okay I should really work hard and get a decent degree and work for a few years before I having my own fashion line. Well.. All this is just wishy thinking. The reality is cruel.
Okay it's getting late. I need to sleep early. Recently spend too much money, I am poor. I need to work hard for my future.
Good bye nobody, hello somebody someday.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Saturday, June 16, 2007
Sidetrack a bit..
One cutie little scooter park in my neighbourhood.
I went home after piano as there is no date. BOOHOO!
Hell, when are u taking me out?!
I feel like getting Fisheye camera!
I love the way the pictures turn out! So cool can.
Should I or should I not?
Don't laugh at out art work okay!
We did a little shopping today. Not really our day as the cashier keyed wrong amount and still say correct what!
Wednesday Graduation Day:
T11 class photo! Take urs here!
U can see a few missing here and there, like melvin, xiang ming etc..
Oh boy! U're so smart that day!
And my long long bendemeerian, he got the IDA gold award and don't know how many distinctions. Well.. one of ICT top students. I feel so demoralising compare to him. WHYYYY! Why am I just a passing grade student and u're so smart! Tell me boss! Don't u feel that he looks like the boss from some company?
Today:
One cutie little scooter park in my neighbourhood.
I went home after piano as there is no date. BOOHOO!
Hell, when are u taking me out?!
I feel like getting Fisheye camera!
I love the way the pictures turn out! So cool can.
Should I or should I not?
Friday enrolment talk:
Don't laugh at out art work okay!
We did a little shopping today. Not really our day as the cashier keyed wrong amount and still say correct what!
Wednesday Graduation Day:
T11 class photo! Take urs here!
U can see a few missing here and there, like melvin, xiang ming etc..
Oh boy! U're so smart that day!
And my long long bendemeerian, he got the IDA gold award and don't know how many distinctions. Well.. one of ICT top students. I feel so demoralising compare to him. WHYYYY! Why am I just a passing grade student and u're so smart! Tell me boss! Don't u feel that he looks like the boss from some company?
Sunday, June 10, 2007
I dropped my weight again!
*SCREAM
I think I really need to see a specialist.
I think I am having eating disorder!
I am worst than my secondary school days. :(
I need to sleep early, eat on time, spend more money on food.
Buffet anyone?
Does anyone has a bf who doesn't accompany his gf for shopping?
Make friends with me.
*SCREAM
I think I really need to see a specialist.
I think I am having eating disorder!
I am worst than my secondary school days. :(
I need to sleep early, eat on time, spend more money on food.
Buffet anyone?
Does anyone has a bf who doesn't accompany his gf for shopping?
Make friends with me.
Sunday, June 03, 2007
Sunday, May 27, 2007
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Friday, May 18, 2007
Put your head against my life
What do you hear
A million words just trying to make
The love song of the year
Close your eyes but don't forget
What you have heard
A man who's trying to say three words
The words that make me scared
A million love songs later
And here I am trying to tell you that I care
A million love songs later
And here I am
Looking to the future now
This is what I see
A million chances pass me by
A million chances to hold you
Take me back, take me back
To where I used to be
To hide away from all my truth
Through the light I see
A million love songs later
And here I am trying to tell you that I care
A million love songs later
And here I am.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Monday, May 07, 2007
Thursday, May 03, 2007
Heavy Image! Beware!
Ahh.. I am not having young kid fetish. LOL!
Okay, I took it when I am having webcam session with him yesterday. Can't help it, he looks so girly and extremely vain plus act cute. I like his features! Damn u for having such nice features. =X
Please watch this when u're free:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GPOy8oiFYHM
I am amazed by it.
Okay, I took it when I am having webcam session with him yesterday. Can't help it, he looks so girly and extremely vain plus act cute. I like his features! Damn u for having such nice features. =X
Please watch this when u're free:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GPOy8oiFYHM
I am amazed by it.
Good night.
Party tomorrow.
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
It seems to be like I really have NO life.
I can't seem to accept that I am actually working in an IT company. Seriously, it's workaholic! Imagine working in the office at 11.30pm. Yes, I mean PM. And that's the time I left the office on monday. Sigh. Ya, took cab home without company.
That's the life of a working adult. So lonely and hectic.
There is no good looking people at all. Except during morning hours, I can see some smart guys in suit. AWWW! What's more can you expect?
Anyway, we went to nus for lunch today. Well, I must say.. there are really ALOT of china people! More than what you can imagine. What has singapore turn into? Whereas local people can't get in at all? So sad lah.
I shouldn't expect too much from life. Some time it's just so disappointing.
I can't seem to accept that I am actually working in an IT company. Seriously, it's workaholic! Imagine working in the office at 11.30pm. Yes, I mean PM. And that's the time I left the office on monday. Sigh. Ya, took cab home without company.
That's the life of a working adult. So lonely and hectic.
There is no good looking people at all. Except during morning hours, I can see some smart guys in suit. AWWW! What's more can you expect?
Anyway, we went to nus for lunch today. Well, I must say.. there are really ALOT of china people! More than what you can imagine. What has singapore turn into? Whereas local people can't get in at all? So sad lah.
I shouldn't expect too much from life. Some time it's just so disappointing.
Friday, April 27, 2007
I am really depressed.
Working 9.30pm today. Extremely busy for the day, I feel like sleeping when I did the test scenarios. It makes my eyes feel so tired staring at the computer screen for like more than 12 hours?
I really can't finish the test scenarios at all.
I counted. I still have 14 left.
This 3 days, I only manage to complete 5? HAHA.
I still can't figure out the website as well as who are the users. Well, it keep on changing.. It's tough to figure out with just 2 days left!
If I can't finish, I will need to go back on labour day. Which is so sad!
It's not the matter of earning OT or not, it's the matter of handling my work on time.
And I am really lacking of time. Reason is I am slow. I can't really process fast with not enough sleep. :(
And today I have to walk all the way out from the carpark to the bus stop outside Science Park2. My gosh.. It's so damn scary. Seriously, I bet most people will call for cab. But I didn't, because I might need to go back on sunday to work. I am saving for sunday. Well, I walk so fast, 2 times faster than usual pace. Reached the bus stop, and the stupid buses just won't come. Opposite me, the constuction site is releasing the workers, I am so afraid that they might rob me or something. Just happened there is 3 guys waiting for the buses at the bus stop too, I feel quite safe. as long as I don't have to stay at the bus stop with those workers! I don't care whether the bus goes to interchange or stop outside the mrt station, as long as I board the bus with them, I feel safe. And I really did that. HAHA!
I complain almost everything.
Work, I whine. Don't work, I also whine.
It's just my normal reaction.
And I feel I am being left out now.
Please do something about it.
Working 9.30pm today. Extremely busy for the day, I feel like sleeping when I did the test scenarios. It makes my eyes feel so tired staring at the computer screen for like more than 12 hours?
I really can't finish the test scenarios at all.
I counted. I still have 14 left.
This 3 days, I only manage to complete 5? HAHA.
I still can't figure out the website as well as who are the users. Well, it keep on changing.. It's tough to figure out with just 2 days left!
If I can't finish, I will need to go back on labour day. Which is so sad!
It's not the matter of earning OT or not, it's the matter of handling my work on time.
And I am really lacking of time. Reason is I am slow. I can't really process fast with not enough sleep. :(
And today I have to walk all the way out from the carpark to the bus stop outside Science Park2. My gosh.. It's so damn scary. Seriously, I bet most people will call for cab. But I didn't, because I might need to go back on sunday to work. I am saving for sunday. Well, I walk so fast, 2 times faster than usual pace. Reached the bus stop, and the stupid buses just won't come. Opposite me, the constuction site is releasing the workers, I am so afraid that they might rob me or something. Just happened there is 3 guys waiting for the buses at the bus stop too, I feel quite safe. as long as I don't have to stay at the bus stop with those workers! I don't care whether the bus goes to interchange or stop outside the mrt station, as long as I board the bus with them, I feel safe. And I really did that. HAHA!
I complain almost everything.
Work, I whine. Don't work, I also whine.
It's just my normal reaction.
And I feel I am being left out now.
Please do something about it.
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Today is really busy after 5pm.
Last minute the person in charge of the project come and find me.
Well.. I have maybe more than 15 test plans on hand that I need to do.
Me and my friend have been slacking for the past two days and basically doing scanning.
Oh ya.. And eating company biscuits. WHAHAHAHAH! They have different biscuits everyday! I love them a lot! Cool surprise for staffs. I love free food. Told ya.
=X
Now I am afraid that I can't make it on friday as I might need to do overtime just for the dead line of everything which is on 2nd of May.
And if I can't finish everything by friday, I might need to come back on the labour day just to work finish!
Can you imagine it?
I need to breathe.
Last minute the person in charge of the project come and find me.
Well.. I have maybe more than 15 test plans on hand that I need to do.
Me and my friend have been slacking for the past two days and basically doing scanning.
Oh ya.. And eating company biscuits. WHAHAHAHAH! They have different biscuits everyday! I love them a lot! Cool surprise for staffs. I love free food. Told ya.
=X
Now I am afraid that I can't make it on friday as I might need to do overtime just for the dead line of everything which is on 2nd of May.
And if I can't finish everything by friday, I might need to come back on the labour day just to work finish!
Can you imagine it?
I need to breathe.
Friday, April 20, 2007
HO!
How poor can I be?
Check out linnyberry and you will know.
I bought 1 set of office wear and it's less than $40. =X
I am seriously left with $2 in my wallet, and a single digit in my bank.
And my parents are not giving me any allowance at all.
Damn.
I am so dead. I don't know how am I going to survive next week when I will be working.
And the transport is so EXPENSIVE.
I wish I got load of moolah.
Poor poor poor.
How poor can I be?
Check out linnyberry and you will know.
I bought 1 set of office wear and it's less than $40. =X
I am seriously left with $2 in my wallet, and a single digit in my bank.
And my parents are not giving me any allowance at all.
Damn.
I am so dead. I don't know how am I going to survive next week when I will be working.
And the transport is so EXPENSIVE.
I wish I got load of moolah.
Poor poor poor.
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
I need to think carefully before I can decide..
One is nearer to me, other is quite far and require more money.
But is 50cents per hour for the 3months more sound good to you or 50cent less for the first month, but a basic pay for the next 2months sound better to you?
Plus one is nearer to foods, other is quite deserted.
One is related to IT, other is related to sales.
One is more exposure to youngster, more easy to talk to. The other is more adult-like, and lots of indians. LOL But they're smart in programming.
Well..
Which one should I really choose?
I never say no to money and free food. LOL
See how cheapo I am.
One is nearer to me, other is quite far and require more money.
But is 50cents per hour for the 3months more sound good to you or 50cent less for the first month, but a basic pay for the next 2months sound better to you?
Plus one is nearer to foods, other is quite deserted.
One is related to IT, other is related to sales.
One is more exposure to youngster, more easy to talk to. The other is more adult-like, and lots of indians. LOL But they're smart in programming.
Well..
Which one should I really choose?
I never say no to money and free food. LOL
See how cheapo I am.
Sunday, April 15, 2007
彷佛你就在我身边
等待了一年 又一年
对你的思念
三百六十五天
我只等 这一天
勇敢地把从前
情人节快乐
变成
祝你生日快乐
I LOVE YOU
说不出口的倾诉
I MISS YOU
让挂念 代替了 相处
瞬间是永远 谈情变祝福
可惜 甜言也带苦
I LOVE YOU
是最完美的结束
I MISS YOU
一辈子 靠今天 接触
瞬间是永远 谈情变祝福
可惜 都於事无补
今夜 有人陪你庆祝
不枉 我一年的孤独
请你 原谅我 不多写一个字
像 普通人糢糊
多一字 多份痛
今夜 我不想哭
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You
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For more information, please refer to shufen's blog for pics and details. HOHO!
Thanks f3 and T11 guys for the presentsssss!
Thanks alottttttttt!
:)
T11, we should have more outing! I really miss the times in school with everyone..
Like mel and minky always picking each other without a reason.
TGL always pretend that he knows what other is talking about. =X
Xm is always quiet, except when they start talking about soccer.
Yeesheng is always with XM.
Kian min is T11-1 or maybe T11+1, but.. he's always hanging around with mel, minky and jacky.
Steve is always the quiet one but he loves playing board game or any game.
And for f3, they will always try to eat from the same stall in canteen. LOL. Like malay food? HAHAHA!
Lastly, park! He's always there for us. Yup, no matter what. Old man is the wise one. :)
And for xx, he will wait for me after school and accompany me home! <3
Thanks everyoneeeeeeee!
LOVE YAAA!
等待了一年 又一年
对你的思念
三百六十五天
我只等 这一天
勇敢地把从前
情人节快乐
变成
祝你生日快乐
I LOVE YOU
说不出口的倾诉
I MISS YOU
让挂念 代替了 相处
瞬间是永远 谈情变祝福
可惜 甜言也带苦
I LOVE YOU
是最完美的结束
I MISS YOU
一辈子 靠今天 接触
瞬间是永远 谈情变祝福
可惜 都於事无补
今夜 有人陪你庆祝
不枉 我一年的孤独
请你 原谅我 不多写一个字
像 普通人糢糊
多一字 多份痛
今夜 我不想哭
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
For more information, please refer to shufen's blog for pics and details. HOHO!
Thanks f3 and T11 guys for the presentsssss!
Thanks alottttttttt!
:)
T11, we should have more outing! I really miss the times in school with everyone..
Like mel and minky always picking each other without a reason.
TGL always pretend that he knows what other is talking about. =X
Xm is always quiet, except when they start talking about soccer.
Yeesheng is always with XM.
Kian min is T11-1 or maybe T11+1, but.. he's always hanging around with mel, minky and jacky.
Steve is always the quiet one but he loves playing board game or any game.
And for f3, they will always try to eat from the same stall in canteen. LOL. Like malay food? HAHAHA!
Lastly, park! He's always there for us. Yup, no matter what. Old man is the wise one. :)
And for xx, he will wait for me after school and accompany me home! <3
Thanks everyoneeeeeeee!
LOVE YAAA!
Thursday, April 12, 2007
I can see..
But cannot touch..
I can see..
But cannot try on..
I can see..
But cannot buy..
Money where are u?
If ur company is hiring for more staff, do let me know. I am in need of job!
And please do not tell other that you have introduce me jobs when you didn't huh. And that 1 number you give me is call ALOT?
HOO!
But cannot touch..
I can see..
But cannot try on..
I can see..
But cannot buy..
Money where are u?
If ur company is hiring for more staff, do let me know. I am in need of job!
And please do not tell other that you have introduce me jobs when you didn't huh. And that 1 number you give me is call ALOT?
HOO!
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Thursday, April 05, 2007
HOOO!
I have design a new layout for linnyberry.
Yup, it's a BUSY day. I have to look for pictures and do edit.
Heh! I am just using paint and firework, reason is simple, I don't know photoshop at all. Can someone please teach me how to use it? It's really tough! I don't even understand simple icon. :(
But how's my new layout? Nice? Cute? Give me comments!
I am still not sure to put the one with berries or just simply strawberries?
Berries
Just strawberries
Which one better?
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