Current music: Almost Lover by A Fine Frenzy

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

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I like this! Cute right just so like me? haha!

Why didn't you date me? :(
There are certain things I still haven't figure it out.
Do you say that to all other girls too?
Or is it just purely flirtation?

Macroeconomic is quite interesting just that it really require a lot of understanding
Thank darling for the sweets! HEHEHEHE! Touched my heart! :)

Friday:
Went for facial, first ever time that I felt that I am disfigured! =X
Face is swollen and red spot all over the place. So scary!

Saturday:
Wanted to stay at home because too ugly to go out, later scare people.
Then min min sms me asked me want to go out or not.
I thought she wanted to see F1 sia. hahaha!
We went to town and have wasabi tei for dinner! Yeah! Raw salmon! WOOHOOOO! Shiok!
Shopped around, nothing caught my eyes. On the other hand, she bought a pair of office heels. haha!
Have ice cream then we head home! :D
Even until today my face is still in bad shape! :(


Confused for a moment so when I reached home, read through the smses, I came to this conclusion.
I told myself, 'No we ain't in love, we're just friends.'

I want to go Barcelona this very minute. Beautiful City.
Future bf, please bring me there!

Temple Expiatori De La Sagrada Familia:
It's a cathedral. One of Antoni Gaudi work, he designed three facades representing the Nativity, the Passion and the Glory of Christ. Only the Nativity facade was completed in his lifetime. Since his death in 1926, new team of architects has gone on to complete the Passion facade. Work is still ongoing for the Glory of Christ facade. No date has been set yet for the Cathedral completion.






La Pedrera (Catalan for stone quarry):
Another of Gaudi's work which was completed in 1912. Also known as Casa Mila.
I must say this building is amazing, the outter design of this building consist of no straight line, it's all wavy. The interior is even more amazing, a pity I can't seems to save the photo, but you can find them online.






Sound cool to you?

The vest that I bought on Saturday:
I might be wearing it one time and put in my waredrobe liao. HAHAHAA!


The gladiator I bought from Taiwan and decided to sell it. But then I decided to give to my mum, and until now, my mum hasn't even wear it yet. Cough.

And now I am waiting for my bomber jacket to comeeeeeeee! Come fast please! HAHAHAHA!

How fast time flies!

Been single for 1 year. And I have been trying to adapt that I am accepting dates. Along the way, I met some mature guys, widen my knowledge too.
And now you seem to want to come back into my life. Why is that so?
I saw myself in part of you, and I told myself, no this isn't what I want to be.
I do miss the good times, but whenever I remember how you changed dramatically after going into army, this scared me.
And for some reason, I am kind of afraid to fall in love.
I am scare to go through the same treatment again.
I don't like hot and cold treatment.
Then again, time will prove everything..




Maybe one day we will all find true love and move on with life.
Like.. 2 years from now? HAHHAA!
Where is my love!

Saturday is not very good.
Meet up with xx to get the army shirt that my bro wanted.
I bring him to try subway because I think is not bad when the bread is toasted.
And it's not always that great after all. This is the first time I am complaining that they put too much salt in my bread. So boo for this try.
Walked around FEP as I thought he wanted to get some nice tops, in the end, I am the one who ended up buying top for myself. I got myself a cute vest. YAAA! Vintage kind eh! Okay, maybe not so vintage after all. But still CUTE! HEHEE!
Then I went for my piano lesson, horrible nightmare began. I was told that the result was out. I told myself it's okay if I cannot get merit, at least if I am somewhere near there, it's fine. BUT BUT.. disappointment. In fact, it was worst than my previous exam. The result didn't hit me as fast as a hurricane. Things turned bad when my teacher came and said "I thought you're suppose to wait for me to see the result?" Am I not sensitive enough or am I behaving normal to see the result first? I have been trying to ask myself this question and the more I thought of it, I want to argue for my stand. I am stubborn. Playing on the piano became the hardest thing for me to do at that moment. And when it came to bach, I have no idea how am I suppose to play that piece as there are a lot of accidentals in that piece. I have to admit that I don't like that piece at all and I didn't have enough practise for it. That's the worst moment of my life, I don't have a liking for it and I'm still forced to play it. Teacher reprimanded me, again I am stubborn and emo, I cried like nobody business. I always have this weird habit that once I cry, it's tough for me to stop. I wish that I was strong to vent all my anger on the piece instead. But, my heart was commanding instead of my brain. I cry throughout the whole lesson. Can you imagine how horrible the situation was? :((

My life is full of emotions today.
Horrible situation, awkward situation, funny situation, etc..


Super stubborn.

Pronto darlings!
Who is in Wednesday late afternoon marketing class?
Please contact me! =X HAHHAA!
I'm willing to be your classmate for 21 weeks and so. :)
I'm missing you shufen, my only same coursemate in SIM..

Have my macro class today, well, who say macro is easier? I think I am one of those people. However during the UOL exam I find that micro is easier compare to macro. Shucks. Today my lecturer said that macro is harder now compare to micro. And for people who intend to take macro next year, please do not take, it's not advisable according to my lecturer. They changing the syllabus to a tougher and thicker than the famous AMOS exam guide book. SOOOO.. By hook or crook, we MUST PASS this year macro. Mr seet is a nice and humourous lecturer for macro econs. hehee! I need to start revising Year1 econs, I forgot most of the terms and equation. =/


Should I buy these:

The shoes are so cute! But if I wear it in singapore, I think a little AA(attract attention).. And singapore not cold. haaa!

480NT

OH MY GOSH! Zebra! HEHEHE! So young and style!

380NT




Ciao for now!

Currently music:
Such Great Heights by Postal Service

The past week is a meetup week for me. Meetup with Amelia, Wan Jun and PC not on the same day of course. haha! Been spending most of my money on transport and food. And guess how much I spend that week just on those, $100. I really think that I should find a job to save up money as well as to have capital to invest more in Linnyberry! hehe!

Talking about Linnyberry, I made a mistake that I thought I will never make. I sent the wrong item to both of my customers. It's a switch, meaning that Customer A got Customer K item and Customer K got Customer A item. It was an instant shock. But luckily Customer A told me about it, really thankful about it. Thank god. Now I have to meet them to get the item from them and exchange for the right item. Afterall it was my fault to mix up the item. Blur sotong liao lah! Well, no business is easy ya?

Current craving:
Tom Yam
Laska
Wasabi Tei

Today is the first day of Year 2. Lecture is so so, not too boring. Even though I am sleepy , 6 hours of sleep really not enough for me. haha! I saw June! I guess she was so happy to see her beloved lover on the first day of school. HAHAHA! Hugs!


A wise man has no extensive knowledge; He who has extensive knowledge is not a wise man.

I kinda like thisssssssssss! The colors! Should I keep?

Current music:
Bye bye - Mariah Carey


Mozart and Metallica fans kindred spirits: research

Piano Theory exam in November. And I only have about more than 1 month to revise. Good game.
AHHHHHHHHH........

S*M is a super materialistic school!
It'll only show you the time table after you made payment.
And yes, I got my time table for Nov 2008 to Feb 2009 immediately after using ePayment!
WAH LAO. Scare we run away without paying school fee meh!
So money face can. KNS!

Now I need to postpone the BKK trip because of the riot.

I HOPE IT WILL BE BETTER IN NOV! PLEASE PLEASE!
So PRAY people, pray harder!

I can't believe I am blogging every single day with my life full of event happening when I am only at home.

Choice or Fate? Sigh.

I am seriously in a damn bad mood swing.
This is not going anywhere.
Result is a heartbreaker. Wasting money on fail module and studying alone. WHY MUST IT BE DIFFERENT!
BKK is a spoiler, riot at the wrong timing. And I am really financially unstable right now. I don't mind changing to another country but I need to calculate hotel fee and top up on air ticket to see if it fits into my budget. I am sorry people. :'(

And seriously I really feel BAD being a spoiler, I wish I am born rich.

Please be kind.


I am emotionally stress now!

Current music:
Stars - On the Peak Hill

HOHO!
Terence is currently in my msn contact list.
And we chatted for a while! :)

I still can't believe I am doing all this kind of thing.
Influence! Influence! HAHAHA!


I wonder what will be the reaction of M when he knows about the coincidence thing?

Funny Video Clip:

Dick Lee's Song

This is not a porn website lah. Go and see! HAHAHAHA!


Photography, Fashion, Music; My passion.

Ranting:
Sorry people, I just need to rant. My pay is super pathetic, less than $400 for last month. It's supposed to be a holiday job for me and I can earn up to 3k for these 3 months IF I have a temporary full time admin job. Now, I think my total pay for these 3 months is less than 2k. *shake head. BUT, somebody introduce me this job and didn't tell me it's SUPER part time so in the end, is, I am on the bait. I can't blame anyone except myself because the job agencies that I sent my resume to cheat my feeling. So due to temptation when I was given hope on this $8 per hour job, immediately I responded to it. After working for the first month, when I have the rest of the 2 months uncertain, I could have jump the boat. But I didn't, reason is simply because I am lazy and I am looking for just purely 5 days admin job located near central area. And so I hope for the better, but no, I was given project that required me to work for 1 week per month. HA! Now, I can't be bothered with the company anymore. The next time I am gonna find a job, the first time I will ask is Temporary part time or full time job. KNS.

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Current Music:
Stars - This Charming Man

On the happier side, I am currently addicted to sandals, shoes, slips on and Marni sandals. YES YES, give all to me!
Okay lah, they're already mine. HAHAHA! Except for the 3rd pairs. Now you see where my money all gone too.





I am looking for this kind of embroidery vest.

And how I wish that I am daring enough to go for the jumper style! So cool.

Now I can't wait for the BKK trip! I am going to bring back everything in BKK for Linnyberry. WHHEEEE!

It's always my passion. And you chose not to know.

Current music:
Joy Division - Love will tear us apart

Listen to the lyric.

When the routine bites hard
And ambitions are low
And the resentment rides high
But emotions won't grow
And were changing our ways,
Taking different roads
Then love, love will tear us apart again

Why is the bedroom so cold
Turned away on your side?
Is my timing that flawed,
Our respect run so dry?
Yet theres still this appeal
That we've kept through our lives
Love, love will tear us apart again

Do you cry out in your sleep
All my failings expose?
Get a taste in my mouth
As desperation takes hold
Is it something so good
Just can't function no more?
When love, love will tear us apart again

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Monday:

F4 gathering at Essential Brew. Ordered set meal, almost not enough money to pay. HAHA! I think I left 50cents in the wallet. I feel damn insecure when I only have few cents in wallet! Photos will be uploaded in when I feel like putting them up, else please refer to F3's post. =X We talk about bali trip. Sound excited right girls? Wait for 2 more years okay? Now is just not the right time to get into a relationship. hehe!

Tuesday:

Outing with my fling, Amelia. We went to Wasabi Tei for dinner. I look damn shag. Have been sleeping super late, 3am/4am almost everyday. Need to adjust my sleeping timing liao. And now I think I really behave like a guy when I am with the Amelia. Die liao lah.. Turning into lesbian soon can! Amelia, please send me the photos! Thank you! Ha!

Emo Queen.

I used to be lunatic

From the gracious days

I used to be woebegone

And so restless nights

My aching heart would bleed

For you to see

Oh but now...

I dont find myself bouncing home whistling

Buttonhole tunes to make me cry

No more I love you

The language is leaving me

No more I love you

Changes are shifting outside the word

Just too tired.

Training is the opposite of hoping.

It's over. Just a 30 mins and it determine whether you pass or fail. Whether you proceed to the next grade or you continue to stay on at the same grade.
Mistake seems to be unavoidable. I am super super nervous! Super! But I really hope I can pass!

Now I am feeling high. Burden slightly lighten. HAHHAAHA!
And I love to go library alone. Seems to be a good hiding place.

I am counting down for Bangkok! 14 days left!
No war, make love tonight! :)

Sat was a shag day for me because I slept at 3am on Friday and wake up at 9am for my 10k monthly sale. HAHAHA! JK. If you're wondering what's it all about, this 10k monthly sale news in on the strait times about this girl who earns 10k per month from selling clothes online. And obviously cost can't be 0. The rest of the news inside, I am not sure is it fabricated or not. =X

Then piano in the afternoon and dinner with M. HA!


We went to vivo city and tour around there because I am not hungry at all. Then toy r us is so high tech now you know! They have this barber shop that cut hair for children with a mini laptop showing bunny show to the children while cutting hair for them. There is 1 mini laptop on each table. SO COOL CAN!


We went from children shops to houseware to electronic.


YA, finally hungry then proceed to the French restaurant that he recommended. HO! It's quite similar to subway! The main course is meat with bread, there are tuna, salmon, goose meat, chicken and blah blah.. can't remember.


Then dessert they have tiramisu, cheese cake and so on. AHAHHAA!
You can see we choose tiramisu and cheese cake, that's why I can only remember these 2. =X













As usual, I did stunts. SUPER EMBARRASSED. And I pretend nothing happened. KNS. I feel like crying at a corner whenever I recall the incident. The worst thing is the table beside us is higly educated people. So, you know how I feel now? Sigh. Thank you M for the dinner! HEHEHE!
After the dinner we went to Changi Airport to tour. I am suku, never been to T3 before ma. The floor is really really shiny and it reflects upskirt! HAHAHA! YAA.. tico peh bring me to watch people upskirt. JK. I am that tico peh who wants to see upskirt lah. Curious ma after he told me it was report in the newspaper. AHAHAHA!


Then I have this urge to buy air ticket and fly oversea immediately. But no I didn't because no passport and no money. LOL.


We wanted to take train home but in the end we took cab home. Okay, I heartache. HAHAHA! =X


Poor M, he's being tortured by me somehow.






Something to give it a thought.
I am afraid of Friday. I hope I can pass!