I met up with Amelia today! Like finally! hahaha!

But it was worth the meetup! We went to this korean restaurant at Icon building at Tanjong Pagar. I was quite surprise that they actually have two different seat areas. And their pricing quite expensive. haha! Portion is not so much too.

Anyway it's not bad, but kimchi is not really nice. Other than that, I love the tofu spicy soup and the beef! The beef is really nice, it's so tender and taste like chicken can!

The 2 person set meal cost is nicer, guess how much? It's $42 nett. AHAHAHA.. Lucky Amelia has voucher! Thanks baby! :)

Then we went to have dessert at the 糖水街, we tried the mango paste with sago and pomelo and durian puff. Please pardon me folks, I forgot the exact names for the dessert. Me like the durian puff! It's niceeeeeee! Park, you should try.. The puff's skin is so soft and smooth.. Yum yum! But then it's quite creamy, for those who don't really like creamy, it's better not to try. haha!

Then we went City Plaza, seriously I was anticipating that it'll be an open eye at there. But it's kinda disappointing. The price there is definitely NOT cheap at all, unless you buy a lot of piece. I didn't ask for the whole sale pricing because the price for walk in customer simply shocked me. Price range: $25 - $40

It's like they're trying to cheat your money or what shit. But they also have a $10 price range over there. And ya, we saw an livejournal owner there collection her loots. hahaha! Then amelia wanted to stalk her! =X

And then, we walk till we got bored and tired. I think I am aging, my feets hurt for just that few hours I am outside. BOO! Old liao old liao!

Lastly, thanks amelia for the love letter and the birthday gift! MUACK! ;D

Don't be upset anymore okay?

And thanks to the papa & mama for the dream a little dream of me song! :)

I battle against lazy and ignorance self.

I can't recall what I have been through for the past 9 months, it seems that going to school is just part of my daily routine. In other words, I rarely touch the notes/study guides at all. And now I come to realise it all too late. The blow is definitely has an impact on me, I feel so stressed up and this fear feeling doesn't seem to go away. If I can't even study finish everything before the mock paper, how can I even study finish everything before the actual exam in May?
2 weeks left, do I really have enough time to study everything that the lecturers have covered within the past 9 months?

Sometime I really wonder what turns me into who I am today.
I am neither here nor there.

Depressed soul.

I am super packed and busy this whole week, I predict that I will be the same for next week.
Revision classes 5 days per week, remind me of how I am able to study from 9am to 6pm during poly days. But then it seems that I am not able to do the same for now, maybe I am getting too used to the 3 days per week lesson timing. This is bad! I really need to start studying, but I still can't really focus on studying!



I must not be a slacker.
I must not be a slacker.
I must not be a slacker!






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Went out with xx on Monday, it's fun lah. We went to toy'r'us to get his rubic cube. And I was amazed at how he managed to complete it that 'soon'. I might be getting the 3x3 and I think I might need 1 year to figure how to complete it. And then we went to makan at hong kong cafe at the cine. Unagi(Eel) porridge is not bad, just that it might be a little salty for me and the Chicken Chop rice is nice! I mean the chicken in the chicken chop rice. =X I don't really like the mango pudding as it is mixed with some condensation milk or what, it will be nice if it's not mixed with other stuff. Then we went to shop around for his slippers. In the end, he bought a shirt, I also got a shirt. HAHAHHAA! It's a free gift! ;) I don't mean the green comando tee, it's something more eye catching! Something sexy, something naughty, something lovable! YAY! I can't wait to get my birthday present from xx! LOL! You're so niceeeeee! Love you much much! I mean as a friend, sister, brother, mother, granny, buddy. :D
And of course I got my favourite from him, Cuttlefish! HOORAY!
Thank you for the souvenirs! I hope you enjoy your freedom day! Poor boy! Lets get your slippers one day. :)

PS: Please help me find this song "Dream a little dream of me by the mamas & the papas"
Thank you kind soul!

I see Hocuspocusing selling the tunic that I worn with my white leggings - Topshop inspired stripes tunic. HAHAHAH

But then I bought it at Far east for more expensive price. ROAR.

And then I saw Cassis Room selling the Champton Canvas Bag at $36, you can get it from Linnyberry at $31 mailed. Cheap huh?

I shall start making birthday wish list since my BIRTHDAY is coming! hehehe!

To F4, just give me Takashimaya vouchers for my birthday will do. I need taka vouchers/cash! ;)

To xx, you need to buy me a lacoste bag. I cannot find the stripes lascoste bag that I saw on the magazine! Else can I have a CK watch? It's cheap! $220 only I think! I eyeing it for very long liao. :D

To xx, I manage to find the photo on the website and it's $360 only for the tote bag, so here is it:

Tote Bag

And then I saw these, I like it too:

Sailorbag

Satchel

Hmm.. Either get the tote bag or satchel for me will do. x)

Or you can give me vouchers/cash if you think the bags are expensive!

I watched CJ7, super cuteeeeeeeee! I love the CJ7! Heart Heart!

Here are some of the things that I viewed and save in my computer recently and I am having this virtual memory low window popping up. I think too much junk in my computer! Fill with photos and pictures of clothes, bags, etc..

First, I am going to introduce the wallet that I am interested in. EPI wallets from LV! I am going to save 3 yrs of money to buy this baby!

You're mine mine mine!

I can't find the interior view of this ludlow baby.

Bags:

I need to go to bed now, will continue my post tomorrow!

Nighty!

HAHA! I am taking photos for the site so I might as well take some pics for entertainment purpose.

Where is Linny?

Messy Waredrobe!

You can see that I have TON & TON of clothes that I don't wear often!

And the metal bar that holds my hangers is bending.... Soon it will break if I don't sell some clothes from my waredrobe.

Okay, I have nothing better to do.

I need to start revising! Because I can't remember a single thing that I studied for my prelims! HORRIBLE SHIT.

I watched Sweeney Todd, it is gruesome. The blood of his victims flow out like nobody business! *puke. Guess what is the pies call? Pussy pie because it's make of cat meat. And after that it's human pie!

Atonement today! :) Hooray for war show! I love watching war show. HAAAAAAAA!

I went facial yesterday and I look like SHIT now. My younger bro asked me "what happen to your face?" :(
And I bought some new facial product, my skin need to be save! I miss my skin during poly days at least it's better than now! POOR now!

This few days, I am so addicted to watch movie online that I asked my bro to download them and it's those super good quality graphic one! As good as DVD! :D
Shutter was so scary that I scream, the ghost comes out so so so sudden!
300 was good! I love 300! hahaha!
Warlord was alright. Some part is touching.
Rush hour 3 was exciting.
Sky of love was touching, cried at the back of the movie when the girl knows what happened to her first love. But if I will to compare sky of love and 1 litre of tears, I still prefer 1 litre of tears. It's definitely more meaningful and the story line is super nice that I will recommend it x100 times.

And now, sweeney todd! HAHAHA

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The day that F4 had our gathering, my family went out to eat! BOOHOO! My bro still said they ate shark fin! ROAR.

Anyway here are the pictures of F4 outing day!
We went to shoduko for dinner.

The omelette is super delicious! It's a MUST try.


yum yum, shufen so excited!



Chicken wing is not bad taste a little like newton one! And I love squid. haha! I love seafood babesssss!




Dessert:







You know we know you envy us. :D
This is an advertisement to support mini toons. HAHAHAHA!


Okay, I need to save money.

Thing happens too fast, too sudden.
I can't concentrate. For one instant I thought my cousin is joking, but after I clarify with my mum, it's true.
Out of a sudden, I feel fear growing within me. A lot of thoughts come into my mind, what if this happen to me, what will I do? The convesation we had on just last weekend, you told me that she will be starting school soon and this time she will be more hardworking than last time. And I know she will because she's a sensible girl that's what I told you. But then, isn't it too early to leave now? What will happen to them? They're still young. Who can they look for if they need help?
Tears start rolling out, I feel sympathy to them, I feel so useless compare to their hardworking spirit, I feel so insensible compare to their filialness.
Then I start thinking, what can I say to them when I see them? I can't find the right word to use nor have the courage to say.
I am not sure if they're feeling better now with my cousin accompany. I hope they do.

Even though we haven't been talking heart to heart during chinese new year, due to rush schedule but I hope, if there is anything that you and your brother need our help, just approach us, we might not be able to offer the best solution nor the perfect advice, but then afterall we're cousins, we will try our best to help you out.


And I know they will live life to the fullest.

Rest in peace, 1st aunt.

White leggings is so much love and fun.

I want Hong Kong!

:((((((

It's so tempting that I even want to ask wen xing.

Today statistics paper is such a spoiler. I was completely stunned when I looked at section B. Totally don't know where and how to start because those questions look so alien to me.

Account will be here soon. :'(

To make myself feel less stress, I did a little shopping bought a tunic yesterday and do pedicure. And I forgot to take picture with pc! HAHA! I think I am beyond hope man!

Today, I am feeling stress again.
2 days left. I haven't even start memorising!

Visit Linnyberry for stress relieve! :D

I think I am dead.
I have been going out this few days and didn't even start studying at all.
And tomorrow I am going out again.
I still haven't start memorising ton of theories for sociology and statistics.
Tell me where should I start from?

Wah lao.. I am feeling stress at this moment.
Damn. I am going to bed and start worrying again tomorrow.

Scatterbrain, you're DOOM!

The prelim papers are scary.
Econs is a heartbreaking paper, I can't even understand the paper at all. And I am so dumb that I do 1 question for section A and 3 questions for section B when you're suppose to do 2 questions from each section. Maths is just better compare to econs as I understand the questions but can't remember most of the formula.
I can feel the fears within me each time I sit for the paper.
2 down, 3 more to go.

I am so pissed with a customer.
When it comes to selling things, it's alway money first, then the item will be yours or unless you have multiple purchases from me before and I trust you, so I reserve for you.
But customer A doesn't even purchase anything from me before and I asked her yesterday if she will prefer normal or registered postage and she doesn't even reply me until this afternoon. I don't even have enough stock and I even have to reject another customer. But why customer A can't understand the fact that I don't have any stock on hand nor with my supplier because the damn Shirt Dress is so HOT selling that it's OUT OF STOCK. And she made my life difficult by saying that she thought she said that she confirmed her order? OH MY GOSH. I haven't even send you the payment slip and how can you say you confirm your order? I can also say that I confirmed my order and go missing after that. It's true that I gave you false hope but I already trying to make peace by apologising to you.
And take it or leave it, I give you a 10% discount for any item in compensation.

Please don't make my life difficult. I want to pass my exams.
:(

Guess what I got from my email?

A phishing email from paypal asking me to update my account.

Out of curiosity, I wanted to know how a fake paypal website look like, who knows, it looks exactly the same as the genuine paypal.

Phishing paypal email:

Asking me to update by Wednesday 29, 2007.
Note the year 2007

And then they send me an email again with the year corrected. Kinda stupid enough.

Fake Paypal website:

Note the web address.

This is the genuine paypal website:

Note that on the right of the address bar, there is a secure icon.

Enough craps. Exam starts next week, guess what? I haven't even start studying.

I think I need to burn the book, mix it with water and drink it.

It had been a busy chinese new year week for me!

Going to relatives house every day. I am busy earning money from ang bao. Haha!

And, I don't gamble. I drink, watch tv and trying out the new year goodies.

Now I have to say that I am not even half done for the sociology cny homework! HOW! Tell me HOW! And I also didn't type out the key words for section c- organisation. Shufen did you complete yours?

Time is running out! I am going to relative house again tomorrow! =X

This year, I love my daddy ang bao! HAHAHAHA!

And I was given the limited $20 dollar note! YEAH!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEERS!

I almost faint when I saw the dress that I bought today that costs $30 at local outlet selling for $24 online!


I am so pissed now! Such a BIG difference! So people, don't buy things at local outlet anymore, buy online! I alway thought that the shop import korean clothings and nobody will ever wear the same as me. But now I saw the exact piece online, it's so heart breaking, I feel cheated again! And damn, the only color that the online didn't sell is white! Guess what, I bought purple and I still tell the lady(seller), the color is so sweet. The lady must has secretly laughing behind my back when she earn the profit of more than $6 from me. I tried to bargain with her too, you know I alway bargain for price especially I bought a few times from her before! I am going to cry hugging my pillow tonight.


Maybe the purple at the site and the purple I bought from the local outlet is different. It better be the case!

Here is a peekapoo for my chinese new year clothings. I have total of 5 new dresses, 2 new tops, 1 hotpink tunic. I think that's it.

And what the hell, now I saw another online shop selling the white piece for $27.


I should have some self control! :'(

I went to Haji lane again.

It's so tempting! I love the clothes there. I am still thinking whether should I buy the yellow pinafore that I saw with you, pc on sat. Should I?

I tried on the mary janes, it's not bad too. I love the white and black angle boots, but a pity there is no more size left. ROAR!

I should stop thinking about it! STUDY STUDY STUDY!

Pictures time! Some of the stuff that I have been doing in January but didn't manage to upload from my handphone. Ladies, the old is still the best okay, I am refering to the food pictures. hahaha

Yum yumm! I think I am addicted to the ice cream from Haji Lane. So far I tried, Lychee martini and soursop sorbet. Not bad!

And I miss the foods in old airport road. Especially the "kuay zep"(the one with pig organ) and Otah! Gonna go back to recap the good times soon!

Thought of the day: Is your $900 bag bullet proof or water proof?

I am worry about sociology assignment which is due on Tuesday which is tomorrow.
It's not even near to completion at all!
And I am not sure of what I am writing!
HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!

I went out with amelia on last saturday, I know it's kinda late to post up the pics, pardon me okay?

Anyway we went bugis village to shop, it seems to be our favourite place. hahahaha!

And I bought a pink nail polish. It's NICE. It's those bright pink color! And I never copy you okay! HAHAHA! It's coincidence! HUGS.

On Monday F4 went out to have dinner together at the VERI GOOD 1 place and pedicure after that! Cheap cheap!

I have trendy nails color! =X

And..

Prelim timetable is out. I think it's time to be a little more hardworking..

Suffering from headache and heartache now!
ALL SOLD OUT ALL SOLD OUT!
Where can I find cheap and nice black bag that is below $25? I should have order it long time ago instead of wasting time considering about should I buy or not!
And now I feel so so so sad. Because I lost a great deal. :(

I should spend my time wisely.
I need to practice on my piano everyday like I used too during secondary school days! No money should be wasted on uneccessary stuffs!
Practise piano everyday at least 1 hour, cut down on transport, save money, study hard,manage Linnyberry well and sleep early.

All I need now is TIME.
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I am living in the shadow that you left.
In other sense, I feel hurt.

How many people dare to wear everything in black thoughout the body?

Black dress match with black leggings, stocking and black heels/flats.
I think the idea is cool!
I will like to try it out some time even though I haven't wear my black shorts with black stocking yet. Not enough courage. haha!
Anyway I alway have a fetish for Marni. I guess I love purple too much! hahahaha! Just Kidding!
Bascially I love their one tone color dress and of course their material!
Their accessories are cute too, especially their necklaces!

To let you understand my taste for clothes, I have put up the designs that I love from the collection. Don't worry, I guess it's enough time, you can start saving up money as my birthday is still far away. HAHAHAHA!

This picture is based on their winter 2007 collection.



I hope they will update with their 2008 collection soon!

It's beyond word to describe.
I am not sure why I cry so easily.
I did tried to hold back my tears.
I told myself to calm down, cool down and think.
But it was too late. I realised that I couldn't hold back anymore.
And by the time I finished crying, cooled down and worked my brain a little bit.
I feel so bloody stupid. I am the BIGGEST FOOL on earth.
Now I am too ashamed to face him.
I am too self-centred. I thought that my answer was right. I thought I am a little smart.
But afterall, I am the real dumbass.

Fcuk u linny!
I hate you for making things worst! How dare you carry that thought in your mind! How dare you don't admit that you're wrong! WHY did you do that!
Tell me how am I going to face him and the rest of the people.
And to think I even thought of giving up after the incident.

I HATE MYSELF. Dumbass!
Sigh. 1 more foolish person on the earth.

I will alway love you. And for now, goodbye.

Let the picture does some talking:

I love this lots!

Yummy yummy!

New Year, New resolution. :)

Happy New Year dearest people!

I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist

Am I really one?

사랑했던 너의 기억이
다시 내게 다가오는데
버릴 수가 없어 잊을 수가 없어
너를 사랑하는 나

의미 없는 시간 속에서
하루하루 지쳐가는 나
느낄 수가 없어 웃을 수가 없어
나 자꾸 눈물이 흘러

따뜻한 너의 눈빛 속에
내 모습 지워도 지워지지가 않아
꿈을 꾸듯 아련한
너와의 기억 속에서 머물고 싶어

이렇게 너를 사랑하는
내게로 다가와 줄 수는 없겠니
또다시 네 품에 잠들 수 있도록
다시 내게 돌아와

차가운 이 빗속에 서서
지난 시간 속을 헤매어
처음으로 다시
되돌릴 수는 없는 거니
널 찾고 싶어

따뜻한 너의 눈빛 속에
내 모습 지워도 지워지지가 않아
꿈을 꾸듯 아련한
너와의 기억 속에서 머물고 싶어

이렇게 너를 사랑하는
내게로 다가와 줄 수는 없겠니
또다시 네 품에 잠들 수 있도록
다시 내게 돌아와

Here is Joc's present! hahahaha

Park, please send me all the pictures! They're so overdue!

I feel so unlucky today.
Took the wrong bus which I thought it will stop at the third bus stop as there are more buses to take to school. But when it went into the lane to toa payoh, it went all the way to the highway lane. I was shocked. And I thought there is another bus stop somewhere near so that I might be able to take a bus back and just cross over the bridge to the usual bus stop, I was wrong! It went all the way into highway and there is not a single bus stop for me to get off! The bus uncle might thought that I am crazy because my feet hurt like siao and I keep on cursing and swearing. I feel so dumb can. How on earth will I take the wrong bus?! I must be blind or too retarded to think. The bus brought me to Yio Chuo Kang. Cool right? Thanks to my dumb brain, I need to take a cab. Instead of saving the 10bucks which I can spend on tomorrow meal, I spent it on something uneccessary! And the cab costs me my $13. How sad can I be? I am desperately in need of money that I am selling all my clothes soon on Linnyberry. Please buy them. They smell nice and nice to wear.

I have been thinking about a lot of things recently.
I think I must be crazy.


I have many liabilities.
I really hate Christmas.

Christmas, Christmas time is near,
Time for toys and time for cheer,
We've been good but we can't last,
Hurry Christmas, hurry fast!
Want a plane that loops the loop;
Me, I want a hu-la hoop.
We can hardly stand the wait.
Please Christmas, don't be late.
Something for the sweethearts..

HAHAHAHA Joc's one is not up yet! Soon soon okay? It's a surprise!

Thanks June, Shufen, Joc and XX for the christmas presents!

Xx, ur present will arrive soon okay? =X

I need time to save, no money to spend.

I am going out to celebrate Christmas with my np cca dearies! SEE YA!

Santa please be kind to me!

Chipmunk is cute!
$170.
Feeling bad and stress too. I guess Shufen feeling that way too?
Somehow a bit shock. Is there a motive behind?
Or you're trying to impress us?
I am not quite sure, maybe I think too much.
Extreme Tired for today.

I think I am mean.

I think I couldn't make in for the sociology test again. I have problem memorising theories! They just can't get into my head! :(
The assignment is just a little comfort as I copy most of the texts from the textbook and study guide. This is bad and I am scare! Mum keep on repeating this to me, 'If you fail the first year, I won't let you repeat. You have to quit and go out to work.' Somehow this scared me, I have no idea what to work as and which direction should I go.
I am being alienated from my true self!


The jerk

I hate people who keep on calling even when I rejected the calls 2 times! And they still didn't get the idea that I am busy. Obviously right? Else I don't even reject call at all. And if you have anything important, you will leave a message even if I reject the call instead of saying 'wa, what the hell sia? how come reject call sia..' WTF sia. I cannot reject your call meh?! It's NOT a must to answer loh, I can choose whose call to answer and whose to reject. Don't make me fed up, I can block you in msn too! At most everytime you call, I reject them only. Bloody old uncle!

Please help to save the earth, we're together as a whole!
3R policy: Reduce, Re-use and Recycle

I hate Christmas! It's all about spending lots and lots of money! Not only that, you go round and round to look for something suitable for your friends.
It makes me broke and totally not enough time at all.
And I have a sociology test on Tuesday! HOW SAD CAN I BE? :(
I feeling super stress now! I might fail again for this test!

Having headache.

I have a urge to be in love again after watching witch yoo hee. X)
But then I need a good partner. HAHAHA!
It's so romantic in drama but why didn't all this happen in reality?
Kinda depressing..

This is the life of men on earth:
Out of darkness we come at birth
Into a lamplit room, and then -
Go forward into dark again.

My bank statement is currently into depression.
I need to do something, something.
Any part time jobs?

My fringe is nice okay! I don't look like cheena! NOOOOO! :(

I cut my hair today. And the hair style remain me of my young days when I am in primary 6.
Please don't laugh when you see me.
I will get upset easily.

:)