Celebrated Joc's birthday yesterday!
Went K and I still don't know how to sing. Don't know how to read chinese words.
BAD BAD! I need to start listening to chinese songs at home, see the lyrics and practice and practice! F3 is power in singing man! I bet they have been practicing at home man! HAHAHAH! :D
Photos, please refer to June's blog. heh!

Today:
YEAH!
Oversea loot is here! :)

I have been watching movie at home nowaday.
Indiana Jones Part 1 - 3 is nice, me like adventure!
Waiting for my bro to download part 4. ha!

Pei pei, please help me look for job okay?

I am so fucking pissed off.
He knew nothing. Only complains and complains.

And I am feeling freaking stress. So many people buy the same thing, which means competitive. And income for this month is going to be super bad.
No money = no shopping, no outing.


I want to get a job!

HAA! Finally updated my website. It's like super super long and for this month kinda poor due to the exam.
Now, I need a job so that I can have a getaway in maybe August?
:)

Job job, where are you?
Oh ya, and mr park, don't go mia. =X


Agnes b (red)cardholder/mini wallet okay? ($215)
Lacoste Sand Tote Bag okay? ($298, after discount)

Now, $$ come to me!

DEPRESSED.

This is the only word to describe me at this moment.
Exam left me drained, totally low morale.

I have no one to blame but myself for being playful.
Sigh. :'(

I AM SUPER DEMORALISE AFTER THIS TWO DAYS OF GOING TO THE BATTLE FIELD.

It's either kill or get kill.

And..

So..

I kanna killed.

I want to shout out loud that I know the formula, but just that I don't know when to use the right formula! FREAK
Depressed every minutes.

I don't want to fail any paperrrrrrrr! :'(

This week is freaking hell for me, revision all day.
Econs is tough. And yes, I am only at chapter 3. Good luck to me.
I am super stress, thinking of all the subjects every minute every second.
I have no idea why I like to accumulate things and only do them last minute.
ROAR! Now I have to complete my piano theory homework and the questions all look so ulu to me. Like I have never see them before.. And yep, I am afraid I can't make it for that too.

GOD PLEASE HELP MEEEEEEEEEE! :(

Imagine vomiting twice in a day. =/
I never feel so nausea ever.
All I did was eat vomit eat sleep and vomit again.

This cannot go on..

Else the coming exam will be a waste of money.
:'(

I hate my stomach!

This is bad.
I vomitted.
And now my stomach is killing me.
I have no strength.

Totally can't concentrate on my study at all.

Celebrate my birthday with beloved lovers, F3. We went to Da Chang Jin to try out the steamboat and bbq stuff. I guess it's a little more expensive because of the bbq cooking method, it's a little like Seoul Garden kind. The spicy kimchi soup is really spicy. It's so spicy that when I reached home, I think I almost got sore throat. haha! Okay lah, it's because we want to save money that's why we didn't order any drinks, so I keep on drinking the soup from the chicken soup side. Then we went to have dessert at one of the lane near bugis junction. It's so packed that after we enjoy finish our dessert, we're being forced to leave the place. =X
And we chit chat a little while at Mos Burger then decided to head home.
Thanks the F3 for the thoughtful present. hahahaha!
I know those are for meeeeeee! LOL. MUACK!

And I don't know why somebody just want to spoil my birthday mood so much that I really did upset on that day. Thank you.

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Went out with M today, surprisingly I accepted the offer. HAHA! It's time to really socialise with people. Aiya, because it's my birthday lah. LOL! And guess what M gives me? A self improvement book- The happiness plan. Because I told M I want to buy knowledge. And ya, this is knowledge. Haha. M finally cut hair! Or should I say, some hair grow liao, it looks better than the used to be hair style. At first M wanted to bring me to have dinner at some Tiong Bahru place, for nice cake. But we went there too late, it's closed! And, I saw a lot of BMW parking at the side of the road. It's really a lot, can I know some rich guys too? hahaha! Then we went to Tiong Bahru market/hawker center to makan. XO fish soup and side dishes! It's shocking that M orders quite a lot, in the end, I have to clear the dishes, because M scares to grow fat! Oh my gosh.. You're so skinny can. And I think you really slim down liao. Then as usual, I did some silly stunts. First, I drop the fish slice on to the floor, it flew out of my bowl. Second, I don't know how to eat vegetable that the soup spill out of my mouth. FREAK! It's so embarass to be a girl sometime! ROARRRRRRRR!

Why am I not born to be a guy?! Then after eating, we decided to go home as M needs to rush to other place. And I need to go home to study. But in the end, here I am online, typing all this and feeling so so so sleepy. Okay, I am going to bed, tomorrow then start to worry again.

It's nice talking to you. Thank you for the birthday meetup! :)

I met up with Amelia today! Like finally! hahaha!

But it was worth the meetup! We went to this korean restaurant at Icon building at Tanjong Pagar. I was quite surprise that they actually have two different seat areas. And their pricing quite expensive. haha! Portion is not so much too.

Anyway it's not bad, but kimchi is not really nice. Other than that, I love the tofu spicy soup and the beef! The beef is really nice, it's so tender and taste like chicken can!

The 2 person set meal cost is nicer, guess how much? It's $42 nett. AHAHAHA.. Lucky Amelia has voucher! Thanks baby! :)

Then we went to have dessert at the 糖水街, we tried the mango paste with sago and pomelo and durian puff. Please pardon me folks, I forgot the exact names for the dessert. Me like the durian puff! It's niceeeeeee! Park, you should try.. The puff's skin is so soft and smooth.. Yum yum! But then it's quite creamy, for those who don't really like creamy, it's better not to try. haha!

Then we went City Plaza, seriously I was anticipating that it'll be an open eye at there. But it's kinda disappointing. The price there is definitely NOT cheap at all, unless you buy a lot of piece. I didn't ask for the whole sale pricing because the price for walk in customer simply shocked me. Price range: $25 - $40

It's like they're trying to cheat your money or what shit. But they also have a $10 price range over there. And ya, we saw an livejournal owner there collection her loots. hahaha! Then amelia wanted to stalk her! =X

And then, we walk till we got bored and tired. I think I am aging, my feets hurt for just that few hours I am outside. BOO! Old liao old liao!

Lastly, thanks amelia for the love letter and the birthday gift! MUACK! ;D

Don't be upset anymore okay?

And thanks to the papa & mama for the dream a little dream of me song! :)

I battle against lazy and ignorance self.

I can't recall what I have been through for the past 9 months, it seems that going to school is just part of my daily routine. In other words, I rarely touch the notes/study guides at all. And now I come to realise it all too late. The blow is definitely has an impact on me, I feel so stressed up and this fear feeling doesn't seem to go away. If I can't even study finish everything before the mock paper, how can I even study finish everything before the actual exam in May?
2 weeks left, do I really have enough time to study everything that the lecturers have covered within the past 9 months?

Sometime I really wonder what turns me into who I am today.
I am neither here nor there.

Depressed soul.

I am super packed and busy this whole week, I predict that I will be the same for next week.
Revision classes 5 days per week, remind me of how I am able to study from 9am to 6pm during poly days. But then it seems that I am not able to do the same for now, maybe I am getting too used to the 3 days per week lesson timing. This is bad! I really need to start studying, but I still can't really focus on studying!



I must not be a slacker.
I must not be a slacker.
I must not be a slacker!






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Went out with xx on Monday, it's fun lah. We went to toy'r'us to get his rubic cube. And I was amazed at how he managed to complete it that 'soon'. I might be getting the 3x3 and I think I might need 1 year to figure how to complete it. And then we went to makan at hong kong cafe at the cine. Unagi(Eel) porridge is not bad, just that it might be a little salty for me and the Chicken Chop rice is nice! I mean the chicken in the chicken chop rice. =X I don't really like the mango pudding as it is mixed with some condensation milk or what, it will be nice if it's not mixed with other stuff. Then we went to shop around for his slippers. In the end, he bought a shirt, I also got a shirt. HAHAHHAA! It's a free gift! ;) I don't mean the green comando tee, it's something more eye catching! Something sexy, something naughty, something lovable! YAY! I can't wait to get my birthday present from xx! LOL! You're so niceeeeee! Love you much much! I mean as a friend, sister, brother, mother, granny, buddy. :D
And of course I got my favourite from him, Cuttlefish! HOORAY!
Thank you for the souvenirs! I hope you enjoy your freedom day! Poor boy! Lets get your slippers one day. :)

PS: Please help me find this song "Dream a little dream of me by the mamas & the papas"
Thank you kind soul!

I see Hocuspocusing selling the tunic that I worn with my white leggings - Topshop inspired stripes tunic. HAHAHAH

But then I bought it at Far east for more expensive price. ROAR.

And then I saw Cassis Room selling the Champton Canvas Bag at $36, you can get it from Linnyberry at $31 mailed. Cheap huh?

I shall start making birthday wish list since my BIRTHDAY is coming! hehehe!

To F4, just give me Takashimaya vouchers for my birthday will do. I need taka vouchers/cash! ;)

To xx, you need to buy me a lacoste bag. I cannot find the stripes lascoste bag that I saw on the magazine! Else can I have a CK watch? It's cheap! $220 only I think! I eyeing it for very long liao. :D

To xx, I manage to find the photo on the website and it's $360 only for the tote bag, so here is it:

Tote Bag

And then I saw these, I like it too:

Sailorbag

Satchel

Hmm.. Either get the tote bag or satchel for me will do. x)

Or you can give me vouchers/cash if you think the bags are expensive!

I watched CJ7, super cuteeeeeeeee! I love the CJ7! Heart Heart!

Here are some of the things that I viewed and save in my computer recently and I am having this virtual memory low window popping up. I think too much junk in my computer! Fill with photos and pictures of clothes, bags, etc..

First, I am going to introduce the wallet that I am interested in. EPI wallets from LV! I am going to save 3 yrs of money to buy this baby!

You're mine mine mine!

I can't find the interior view of this ludlow baby.

Bags:

I need to go to bed now, will continue my post tomorrow!

Nighty!

HAHA! I am taking photos for the site so I might as well take some pics for entertainment purpose.

Where is Linny?

Messy Waredrobe!

You can see that I have TON & TON of clothes that I don't wear often!

And the metal bar that holds my hangers is bending.... Soon it will break if I don't sell some clothes from my waredrobe.

Okay, I have nothing better to do.

I need to start revising! Because I can't remember a single thing that I studied for my prelims! HORRIBLE SHIT.

I watched Sweeney Todd, it is gruesome. The blood of his victims flow out like nobody business! *puke. Guess what is the pies call? Pussy pie because it's make of cat meat. And after that it's human pie!

Atonement today! :) Hooray for war show! I love watching war show. HAAAAAAAA!

I went facial yesterday and I look like SHIT now. My younger bro asked me "what happen to your face?" :(
And I bought some new facial product, my skin need to be save! I miss my skin during poly days at least it's better than now! POOR now!

This few days, I am so addicted to watch movie online that I asked my bro to download them and it's those super good quality graphic one! As good as DVD! :D
Shutter was so scary that I scream, the ghost comes out so so so sudden!
300 was good! I love 300! hahaha!
Warlord was alright. Some part is touching.
Rush hour 3 was exciting.
Sky of love was touching, cried at the back of the movie when the girl knows what happened to her first love. But if I will to compare sky of love and 1 litre of tears, I still prefer 1 litre of tears. It's definitely more meaningful and the story line is super nice that I will recommend it x100 times.

And now, sweeney todd! HAHAHA

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The day that F4 had our gathering, my family went out to eat! BOOHOO! My bro still said they ate shark fin! ROAR.

Anyway here are the pictures of F4 outing day!
We went to shoduko for dinner.

The omelette is super delicious! It's a MUST try.


yum yum, shufen so excited!



Chicken wing is not bad taste a little like newton one! And I love squid. haha! I love seafood babesssss!




Dessert:







You know we know you envy us. :D
This is an advertisement to support mini toons. HAHAHAHA!


Okay, I need to save money.

Thing happens too fast, too sudden.
I can't concentrate. For one instant I thought my cousin is joking, but after I clarify with my mum, it's true.
Out of a sudden, I feel fear growing within me. A lot of thoughts come into my mind, what if this happen to me, what will I do? The convesation we had on just last weekend, you told me that she will be starting school soon and this time she will be more hardworking than last time. And I know she will because she's a sensible girl that's what I told you. But then, isn't it too early to leave now? What will happen to them? They're still young. Who can they look for if they need help?
Tears start rolling out, I feel sympathy to them, I feel so useless compare to their hardworking spirit, I feel so insensible compare to their filialness.
Then I start thinking, what can I say to them when I see them? I can't find the right word to use nor have the courage to say.
I am not sure if they're feeling better now with my cousin accompany. I hope they do.

Even though we haven't been talking heart to heart during chinese new year, due to rush schedule but I hope, if there is anything that you and your brother need our help, just approach us, we might not be able to offer the best solution nor the perfect advice, but then afterall we're cousins, we will try our best to help you out.


And I know they will live life to the fullest.

Rest in peace, 1st aunt.

White leggings is so much love and fun.

I want Hong Kong!

:((((((

It's so tempting that I even want to ask wen xing.

Today statistics paper is such a spoiler. I was completely stunned when I looked at section B. Totally don't know where and how to start because those questions look so alien to me.

Account will be here soon. :'(

To make myself feel less stress, I did a little shopping bought a tunic yesterday and do pedicure. And I forgot to take picture with pc! HAHA! I think I am beyond hope man!

Today, I am feeling stress again.
2 days left. I haven't even start memorising!

Visit Linnyberry for stress relieve! :D

I think I am dead.
I have been going out this few days and didn't even start studying at all.
And tomorrow I am going out again.
I still haven't start memorising ton of theories for sociology and statistics.
Tell me where should I start from?

Wah lao.. I am feeling stress at this moment.
Damn. I am going to bed and start worrying again tomorrow.