Tico alert.
PUI!
An uncle riding bicycle approached me twice. Arghs. *stare Ask me whether I want extra service. I was...... feel like giving him a punch. Get a life! I got no phone with me. If he approaches me another time, I will make sure I call the police. Give you a hard time. =/
Guys.. This is what the world look like?
Got to deliver the cheque to funan. And went I reached funan, it was dizzling, not so bad.
When I came out of funan, I was raining heavily. Oh man. I waited and waited for the rain to go away. But the rain just getting bigger and bigger. Then finally when it's getting smaller a bit, I ran to the bus stop. Ran and ran. Reached the bus stop drenched. =/ Poor me. But soon, my bus arrived! yeah. Everyone in the bus was like looking at me. I just bath. LOL. A kind lady even offer me a packet of tissue. So nice of her. =))) Luckily, there is a warm side of the world. People in the bus will kind. Some offered seats to elderly people. This is a good sign. I feel so warm. =D
Today is 31th of dec 2005. Tomorrow will be a new year, 2006. So what is my resolution? Haven't think of one. I want to be happy and strong. I hope you will be happy too. =)
Saturday, December 31, 2005
Thursday, December 29, 2005
Cannot touch, cannot hold
Cannot be together
Cannot love, cannot kiss
Cannot have each other
Must be strong
And we must let go
Cannot say what our hearts must know
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away from all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone
Cannot dream
Cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel
Must pretend it's over
Must be brave
And we must go on
Must not say what we've known all along
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away from all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone
How can I not love you
Must be brave
And we must be strong
Cannot say what we've know all along
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away from all of the memoris
How do I not miss you when you are gone
How can I not love you when you are gone
How can I? :'(
Cannot be together
Cannot love, cannot kiss
Cannot have each other
Must be strong
And we must let go
Cannot say what our hearts must know
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away from all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone
Cannot dream
Cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel
Must pretend it's over
Must be brave
And we must go on
Must not say what we've known all along
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away from all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone
How can I not love you
Must be brave
And we must be strong
Cannot say what we've know all along
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away from all of the memoris
How do I not miss you when you are gone
How can I not love you when you are gone
How can I? :'(
Monday, December 26, 2005
I'd rather
I thought sometime alone
was what we really needed
You said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that
I thought it was the end
of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone
and I tried to find
out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've a change of heart
I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
An then I met someone
and thought she could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies
so I'm here cause I found one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart
I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
who holds my heart
I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you,
I can only prove the things I say with time,
please be mine.
I'd rather have bad times with you
than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm
than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together
than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart.
Who holds my heart.
Will you?
was what we really needed
You said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that
I thought it was the end
of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone
and I tried to find
out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've a change of heart
I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
An then I met someone
and thought she could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies
so I'm here cause I found one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart
I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
who holds my heart
I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you,
I can only prove the things I say with time,
please be mine.
I'd rather have bad times with you
than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm
than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together
than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart.
Who holds my heart.
Will you?
Christmas
It's over! Christmas is over.
Same for us?
My mind is in a haze.
I can't focus well.
I am simply lazy to think anymore.
U're right.
It takes more.
Frankly speaking, I have to admit that I never think of the future. But i know that relationship is not all days honeymoon. It takes alot of commitment. And I ignored your signal. I just care too much for myself. I am.. Selfish. I shouldn't hold you back when you can find someone even better than me and more committing than me. But.. I was really hoping that I can change for the better, change everything. Without thinking how to? How to.. Change? I am at the loss of words now. Is my feeling fighting against my own thinking now? I guess I am a feeler more than a thinker. Yaa.
I am not that hurt as last time. I just don't feel like crying anymore. It's tired to cry. Guess I am learning it well? I just feel so tired. Feel so dead. I am back to the don't know what to do stage. And i need someone there to guide me. =S
Sigh. Don't throw away the box. =X I will miss it.
What should I do now?
I got no emotion and innovation to draw.
Why am I moving forward when I know it's going to be a dead end?
Same for us?
My mind is in a haze.
I can't focus well.
I am simply lazy to think anymore.
U're right.
It takes more.
Frankly speaking, I have to admit that I never think of the future. But i know that relationship is not all days honeymoon. It takes alot of commitment. And I ignored your signal. I just care too much for myself. I am.. Selfish. I shouldn't hold you back when you can find someone even better than me and more committing than me. But.. I was really hoping that I can change for the better, change everything. Without thinking how to? How to.. Change? I am at the loss of words now. Is my feeling fighting against my own thinking now? I guess I am a feeler more than a thinker. Yaa.
I am not that hurt as last time. I just don't feel like crying anymore. It's tired to cry. Guess I am learning it well? I just feel so tired. Feel so dead. I am back to the don't know what to do stage. And i need someone there to guide me. =S
Sigh. Don't throw away the box. =X I will miss it.
What should I do now?
I got no emotion and innovation to draw.
Why am I moving forward when I know it's going to be a dead end?
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
Sighhhh.
Why have things turn out to be like this? :'(
Why when things get worst then we start to talk it out? Why must human being always wait till the last minute then they start to realize that actually they cherish each other a lot?
Why?
What is the root problem? What is/are the root cause(s)?
I don't know.
We get into relationship without knowing where it will lead us to. No one really know how a relationship will end up. And we are the one to decide it. To end it or continue. A strong relationship takes a lot of hard work. Commitment, compromise, care, share and time. It takes time to love someone as well as to be loved. Some time we love someone without getting anything in return. Love means living to make the other happy, not using each other for gain or satifaction, but giving without counting the cost, sometimes at great sacrifice.
In conclusion, it actually takes a lot to love someone, a lot of courage.
So why not make it better?
Scream.
No more i don't know this words.
Hearts may change.
Will you?
I promise for the better.
I heart feiry.
Why have things turn out to be like this? :'(
Why when things get worst then we start to talk it out? Why must human being always wait till the last minute then they start to realize that actually they cherish each other a lot?
Why?
What is the root problem? What is/are the root cause(s)?
I don't know.
We get into relationship without knowing where it will lead us to. No one really know how a relationship will end up. And we are the one to decide it. To end it or continue. A strong relationship takes a lot of hard work. Commitment, compromise, care, share and time. It takes time to love someone as well as to be loved. Some time we love someone without getting anything in return. Love means living to make the other happy, not using each other for gain or satifaction, but giving without counting the cost, sometimes at great sacrifice.
In conclusion, it actually takes a lot to love someone, a lot of courage.
So why not make it better?
Scream.
No more i don't know this words.
Hearts may change.
Will you?
I promise for the better.
I heart feiry.
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Bells..
Jiggle bells.. Jiggle bells.. Jiggle all the way~
Christmas is coming! WEee! Will i get MORE christmas present this year? Better not to think so much, or else I will make myself disappointed again.
=)
I haven't find anything to give him. howwwww? Days are getting nearer! *panick
Bag? Wallet? Sneakers? What to buy?
*ponders
Just gotten my attachment result. And I got the job. But.. I don't know how to go. LOL. This is another worry. Hopefully everything go well. Yeah yeah!
Just finished 1 project, which is SA. LOL. Learn alot. Bird flu and a lot of useful information. =) Great job guys.
I love my peers.
Hug.
Christmas is coming! WEee! Will i get MORE christmas present this year? Better not to think so much, or else I will make myself disappointed again.
=)
I haven't find anything to give him. howwwww? Days are getting nearer! *panick
Bag? Wallet? Sneakers? What to buy?
*ponders
Just gotten my attachment result. And I got the job. But.. I don't know how to go. LOL. This is another worry. Hopefully everything go well. Yeah yeah!
Just finished 1 project, which is SA. LOL. Learn alot. Bird flu and a lot of useful information. =) Great job guys.
I love my peers.
Hug.
Friday, November 25, 2005
esufnoc
After a long yesterday, finally I had my interview as well as role play done!
Hooray!
Went out with park, shufen and melvin. Had a great day with them. Melvin, you're a good entertainer. haha. It's a compliment. =)
Actually, I am feeling VERY sad. YA. Sometime, it really kills me. It's all about compromising. At times I feel I didn't treat him well enough. And at times I feel I am not being pamper enough. At times I feel... I am not clever enough. Most of the time, I feel Lost. Sigh.
It's five months. Time passes. And what I am feeling now is.. I really feel like giving up. I just don't know what else can I do? Maybe I didn't try at all? Maybe I didn't give enough. Maybe I am not good for him. Maybe I am.. Dumb. Am I really so useless?
Just like what u say? Tell you u may not know what exactly is. If never tell you, you will never know. So might as well don't say? This hurts. Ya. I hate that sentence A LOT.
Scream! I am so dumb and stupid.
Ya.
comparison kills.
How I wish so.
For U. For us. Forever. Ü
Hooray!
Went out with park, shufen and melvin. Had a great day with them. Melvin, you're a good entertainer. haha. It's a compliment. =)
Actually, I am feeling VERY sad. YA. Sometime, it really kills me. It's all about compromising. At times I feel I didn't treat him well enough. And at times I feel I am not being pamper enough. At times I feel... I am not clever enough. Most of the time, I feel Lost. Sigh.
It's five months. Time passes. And what I am feeling now is.. I really feel like giving up. I just don't know what else can I do? Maybe I didn't try at all? Maybe I didn't give enough. Maybe I am not good for him. Maybe I am.. Dumb. Am I really so useless?
Just like what u say? Tell you u may not know what exactly is. If never tell you, you will never know. So might as well don't say? This hurts. Ya. I hate that sentence A LOT.
Scream! I am so dumb and stupid.
Ya.
comparison kills.
How I wish so.
For U. For us. Forever. Ü
Thursday, November 24, 2005
+Projjecctt+
Project! Project! PROJECTS!
Sigh.
I miss the old sweet days.
When can i meet u? My heart is missing u. Yep. =)
Lets meet often? LOL.
But I doubt that. This semester too many project to do. Kind of stress about projectS.
And next semester I will be having intern. Intern is just another name for project? Because intern is a more better term? haha. And by that time, I will be doing project for about 6months? Ohh myy. I wonder can i cope?
YES!
I need to work on project again.
I just need to..
Sigh.
I miss the old sweet days.
When can i meet u? My heart is missing u. Yep. =)
Lets meet often? LOL.
But I doubt that. This semester too many project to do. Kind of stress about projectS.
And next semester I will be having intern. Intern is just another name for project? Because intern is a more better term? haha. And by that time, I will be doing project for about 6months? Ohh myy. I wonder can i cope?
YES!
I need to work on project again.
I just need to..
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Pissed off!
what the hell is that?
I feel so stress.
Projects meeting clashed.
So what am I suppose to say?
huh?
I never like project. Especially when people has different time table. So what can I do?
I really begin to hate school.
I want to run away from everything. Sigh.
And u can happily go to zouk and enjoy ur wonderful evening. Happy clubbing!
Dammit.
I feel so unwell.
Cold, flu, cough and tired.
I need to get some sleep.
Scream. Lost. Miserable.
what the hell is that?
I feel so stress.
Projects meeting clashed.
So what am I suppose to say?
huh?
I never like project. Especially when people has different time table. So what can I do?
I really begin to hate school.
I want to run away from everything. Sigh.
And u can happily go to zouk and enjoy ur wonderful evening. Happy clubbing!
Dammit.
I feel so unwell.
Cold, flu, cough and tired.
I need to get some sleep.
Scream. Lost. Miserable.
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
LaTiDo
Disappointment.
If I am the judge, u're going to fail the test.
Dating etiquette is indeed different from what really happened in reality.
So how to judge a guy?
I, myself is not even sure of the answer.
What makes a girl unhappy?
Reason: A lots?
I am thinking too much again.
unhappy tears.
Hairy Potter, k6
If I am the judge, u're going to fail the test.
Dating etiquette is indeed different from what really happened in reality.
So how to judge a guy?
I, myself is not even sure of the answer.
What makes a girl unhappy?
Reason: A lots?
I am thinking too much again.
unhappy tears.
Hairy Potter, k6
Friday, November 18, 2005
Full house
Ohh myyy.. I love full house alot! So touching. Sigh. Can't stop watching. So funny and nice. Pretty girls and charming guys inside too. =X
Something is wrong with my hair. It looks weird. =/ My friend said my hair is ugly. BOO! Bad hair day. None of us satisfy with our hair. First time see her cry in public. We don't know what to do. Cheer up F1, smile! Ur hair really look alright, I like ur fringe. My fringe is short! I want longer fringe. VIP coupon please.
Lots of project coming up. Sigh. No more slacking days. ;(
She is expecting more.
Something is wrong with my hair. It looks weird. =/ My friend said my hair is ugly. BOO! Bad hair day. None of us satisfy with our hair. First time see her cry in public. We don't know what to do. Cheer up F1, smile! Ur hair really look alright, I like ur fringe. My fringe is short! I want longer fringe. VIP coupon please.
Lots of project coming up. Sigh. No more slacking days. ;(
She is expecting more.
Sunday, November 13, 2005
Nov 2000 (paper1)
Question 5a
Sarah thrusted a green flag in her hand. "Go!" The crowd shouted loudly. My fingers slid on the slick white enamel of the Cherelle's steering wheel. All I needed was to concentrate on the drive and win the street racing by driving up the middle of the S-shaped curve.
I glanced at the side mirror, the nissan was only inches behind. I stepped on the accelerator and sped at least one meter in front of the nissan. The highway was the most dangerous roas for racing. I decided to take up this challenge because I needed the money so badly to buy a new car instead of sticking with my old Chevelle car.
Within five minutes, the Nissan inched in front of my car. I sped up and was driving side by side with the Nissan. When I reached the next turn, fear started to grip me as my car swung crazily into the next turn, an S-shaped curve. I jerked the wheel hard, straightening the car out. To my terror, speeding on the S-shaped curve was not as easy as I thought. I pumped the brakes as I hit the middle of the S-curve. However the Nissan was out of control. The Nissan lurched to the right and smashed hard into my car. I uttered a startled cry as the Nissan bumped hard against the passenger side of my car. Then the door flew open and I was flung out of the car due to the impact. I hit hard onto the parement, pain burned through my entire body. Then I heard shattering glass and the groan of bending metal. I blinked my eyes until I could focus. I peered down the road. I saw the Nissan roll over completely, landing back on its tires. The driver was completely stuck inside and his body was covered with deep cuts by the shattering glass. "Help! Help!" The driver was screaming weakly. The Nissan rocked for a moment. Then it exploded. I felt a blast of hot air as the cas exploded. Thick smoke filled the air and choked my throat. I pulled myself to my knees, struggling to breath and see. By then, the Nissan was already blazing away like a fireball.
Tears streamed down my face and I laughed until I choked. "I won! I won the race!" I laughed hysterically. Hobbling towards my car, I drove away silently. I was not going to admit the mess I created.
What goes around, comes around.
Sarah thrusted a green flag in her hand. "Go!" The crowd shouted loudly. My fingers slid on the slick white enamel of the Cherelle's steering wheel. All I needed was to concentrate on the drive and win the street racing by driving up the middle of the S-shaped curve.
I glanced at the side mirror, the nissan was only inches behind. I stepped on the accelerator and sped at least one meter in front of the nissan. The highway was the most dangerous roas for racing. I decided to take up this challenge because I needed the money so badly to buy a new car instead of sticking with my old Chevelle car.
Within five minutes, the Nissan inched in front of my car. I sped up and was driving side by side with the Nissan. When I reached the next turn, fear started to grip me as my car swung crazily into the next turn, an S-shaped curve. I jerked the wheel hard, straightening the car out. To my terror, speeding on the S-shaped curve was not as easy as I thought. I pumped the brakes as I hit the middle of the S-curve. However the Nissan was out of control. The Nissan lurched to the right and smashed hard into my car. I uttered a startled cry as the Nissan bumped hard against the passenger side of my car. Then the door flew open and I was flung out of the car due to the impact. I hit hard onto the parement, pain burned through my entire body. Then I heard shattering glass and the groan of bending metal. I blinked my eyes until I could focus. I peered down the road. I saw the Nissan roll over completely, landing back on its tires. The driver was completely stuck inside and his body was covered with deep cuts by the shattering glass. "Help! Help!" The driver was screaming weakly. The Nissan rocked for a moment. Then it exploded. I felt a blast of hot air as the cas exploded. Thick smoke filled the air and choked my throat. I pulled myself to my knees, struggling to breath and see. By then, the Nissan was already blazing away like a fireball.
Tears streamed down my face and I laughed until I choked. "I won! I won the race!" I laughed hysterically. Hobbling towards my car, I drove away silently. I was not going to admit the mess I created.
What goes around, comes around.
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Saturday, November 05, 2005
Don't know what to blog about.
Why didn't u tell me u're going back to school as well?
We could have go to school together. But u didn't.
Hmmm.. Where are the old happy times? Gone far far away. The longer the relation, the closer we should be? I feel so lifeless. Only when I am working, I feel the reality. =/ I think I am addicted to work. Sigh. Maple no longer look fun to me. It's a boring game.
I... am.. Workaholic?
Love breeds worry, love breeds fear. Love breeds happiness but it also breeds sadness.
Why didn't u tell me u're going back to school as well?
We could have go to school together. But u didn't.
Hmmm.. Where are the old happy times? Gone far far away. The longer the relation, the closer we should be? I feel so lifeless. Only when I am working, I feel the reality. =/ I think I am addicted to work. Sigh. Maple no longer look fun to me. It's a boring game.
I... am.. Workaholic?
Love breeds worry, love breeds fear. Love breeds happiness but it also breeds sadness.
Friday, November 04, 2005
Pohspot
Woooohooo!
I am back! Back from work and school.
Awwww! I really enjoy working there. =( Got to meet a lot of people. Enjoy the freedom of working there. Plus when I am on quite 'good' relation with them, i can't work. =/ Just like what jocyceline said? Life is unfair? Yaa. My boss said the banking is in process. So when is my pay going to reach me? I waited for so long. Booo! I want my pay! I wanna buy clothes from topshop, zara, brown jeans, bags and slippers. I want alot of stuff! I just need to work and work and work to support my own expenses. Feel really POOR.
Hi everyone, my name is a****. *wave. LOL.
I guess I am a bit crazy today. No idea why. Suddenly the teacher make me so high. I miss my job! I wanna continue to work there. Sigh. I wanna work in T******. Is my wish going to come true? blink blink.
I feel great there.
I am back! Back from work and school.
Awwww! I really enjoy working there. =( Got to meet a lot of people. Enjoy the freedom of working there. Plus when I am on quite 'good' relation with them, i can't work. =/ Just like what jocyceline said? Life is unfair? Yaa. My boss said the banking is in process. So when is my pay going to reach me? I waited for so long. Booo! I want my pay! I wanna buy clothes from topshop, zara, brown jeans, bags and slippers. I want alot of stuff! I just need to work and work and work to support my own expenses. Feel really POOR.
Hi everyone, my name is a****. *wave. LOL.
I guess I am a bit crazy today. No idea why. Suddenly the teacher make me so high. I miss my job! I wanna continue to work there. Sigh. I wanna work in T******. Is my wish going to come true? blink blink.
I feel great there.
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Pepp pepp
From This Moment On
(I do swear that I'll always be there. I'd give anything and everything and I will always care. Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better, for worse, I will love you
With every beat of my heart.)
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on
From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on
I give my hand to you with all my heart
I can't wait to live my life with you, I can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on
You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on
>>> From This Moment On =)
(I do swear that I'll always be there. I'd give anything and everything and I will always care. Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better, for worse, I will love you
With every beat of my heart.)
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on
From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on
I give my hand to you with all my heart
I can't wait to live my life with you, I can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on
You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on
>>> From This Moment On =)
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Kill me.
I could no longer smile. No longer think. No longer see.
Every emotion in me is dead.
Just like those trees in the lonely winter.
The street is deserted. Everyone is hiding in their warm cozy home. The cemetery is filled with bitterness snow.
Tears could no longer be felt. For they turned into ice.
I feel like a fool belonging to no where. Walking pass every tomb stone send a chill up my spine. I feel lonely. But those loneliness eventually add up, turning them into emptiness.
How is heaven like? A white place fills with smiling angels? Or is it a place fills with emptiness?
Once someone told me, every emotion will fade off when you're dead. So what if a human no longer have any emotion? They are call living dead?
I am blind. I ignored every signs that you made. I took them for granted.
Today is a bad day. Walking on the streets alone, I see myself being too dependent on others. I... Don't know what is right and what is wrong. I am weakling.
Screammmm! Yep yep. I can't control my emotions.
Stupid me.
I am closing my eyes.
Every emotion in me is dead.
Just like those trees in the lonely winter.
The street is deserted. Everyone is hiding in their warm cozy home. The cemetery is filled with bitterness snow.
Tears could no longer be felt. For they turned into ice.
I feel like a fool belonging to no where. Walking pass every tomb stone send a chill up my spine. I feel lonely. But those loneliness eventually add up, turning them into emptiness.
How is heaven like? A white place fills with smiling angels? Or is it a place fills with emptiness?
Once someone told me, every emotion will fade off when you're dead. So what if a human no longer have any emotion? They are call living dead?
I am blind. I ignored every signs that you made. I took them for granted.
Today is a bad day. Walking on the streets alone, I see myself being too dependent on others. I... Don't know what is right and what is wrong. I am weakling.
Screammmm! Yep yep. I can't control my emotions.
Stupid me.
I am closing my eyes.
Sunday, October 23, 2005
No title
Holiday will end in one week time. And it is schooling again when everyone else is having holiday. booo! But I can't wait for school reopen, even though I hate schooling. By then, I will be able to get daily allowance. Yes! Money money. I love money and I need them badly. Who doesn't? Sigh. My boss really dislike me. I am such a blur queen. =/ Messed up my job schedule and my cca performance day. There goes my job. Cca is making me crazy. I don't enjoy going to school. I don't enjoy playing the same old song again and again. I don't enjoy going there and get 'suan' by other people. I don't enjoy no time for shopping. I am anti-social. Introvert. Living in my own world. Yes yes. I guess Alvin is feeling unlucky to have a gf like me. Sigh. Booo! Stupid linn.
Joc didn't get the same IS duration 2 as us, she got into jap class. Stupid Npal system. Keep on giving error, making the webby lag. Was thinking that I can change my bis etiquette to jap but then that's my duration 1 module. And she got jap for duration 2. =/ Think she can appeal?
I want brown jeans.
I want new sandals.
I want lot of tops.
I want money.
Bad girlfriend.
Joc didn't get the same IS duration 2 as us, she got into jap class. Stupid Npal system. Keep on giving error, making the webby lag. Was thinking that I can change my bis etiquette to jap but then that's my duration 1 module. And she got jap for duration 2. =/ Think she can appeal?
I want brown jeans.
I want new sandals.
I want lot of tops.
I want money.
Bad girlfriend.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
+Love+
Love in its purest form is the sweetest.
When it experiences the bitterness of rejection it retreats into its cave,afraid to venture out in search of adventure again.
When love dies out, it loses its ambience.
The burning flames that fuels one passion comes from within one's determination to overcome tribulations, and the selflessness to love and be love again.
In the face of adversities the true love will not succumb nor crumble.
To fulfill its purpose, love needs compromise.
Yet the harsh reality of love is ironically a two face deception filled with exhilaration and emptiness at two ends.
Are we?
When it experiences the bitterness of rejection it retreats into its cave,afraid to venture out in search of adventure again.
When love dies out, it loses its ambience.
The burning flames that fuels one passion comes from within one's determination to overcome tribulations, and the selflessness to love and be love again.
In the face of adversities the true love will not succumb nor crumble.
To fulfill its purpose, love needs compromise.
Yet the harsh reality of love is ironically a two face deception filled with exhilaration and emptiness at two ends.
Are we?
Monday, October 17, 2005
stupid noochy!
Welll! I am really a fool!
Someone scam my money in ms. FCUK! Damn that person.
I feel so stupid! Arghs. My 700k mesos. Fcuk! Well done noochy. Poor noochy in real life and as well as ms. hahahhaha!
yaya. FOOL! Nobody is going to help me. Feel so useless. Sigh. Feel so POOR. I want that kitty so badly. kitty.. kitty.. And he only knows how to say? HA! Guess I have a good taste in choosing people. I don't know. Feel so sad. Feel so stupid. Sigh. No point of crying like a baby. My eyes are swollen. Sigh. Forgot about it. Forget about everything. I should find myself a job and support myself. Nobody is going to support me. Not going to rely on anyone. Well.. I am going to be independent. ya. That's noochy. Lone-ranger noochy.
/find xdarkstarx
Someone scam my money in ms. FCUK! Damn that person.
I feel so stupid! Arghs. My 700k mesos. Fcuk! Well done noochy. Poor noochy in real life and as well as ms. hahahhaha!
yaya. FOOL! Nobody is going to help me. Feel so useless. Sigh. Feel so POOR. I want that kitty so badly. kitty.. kitty.. And he only knows how to say? HA! Guess I have a good taste in choosing people. I don't know. Feel so sad. Feel so stupid. Sigh. No point of crying like a baby. My eyes are swollen. Sigh. Forgot about it. Forget about everything. I should find myself a job and support myself. Nobody is going to support me. Not going to rely on anyone. Well.. I am going to be independent. ya. That's noochy. Lone-ranger noochy.
/find xdarkstarx
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