+Cameron Highland+

HellOooo
Back from cameron highland for one week le. Actually I do blog this few day, but I forgot to publish my blog for hours, in the end, it turn out I got to re-blog again. I was like what?!
Yesterday went to my ex secondary school mate, Xin Hui's house to celebrate her birthday. They sang ka la Ok. Hahaha.. All of them were like so shy. They didn't want to sang no matter how xin hui pleased them to sing. haha.. Luckily later on, some of them began to get in tune and sang together. ^^ But I still didn't sang. haha.. Don't know how to sing. We took quite a number of photo at her house. About 7pm then we took out the cake and sang her birthday song. Quite enjoyable. Cameron highland is a great place to relax. The air there is so flesh and cooling. The temperature can be as low as 18 degree celsius. Didn't have time to shop for clothes or gifts for u all, F4. So sorry about it. >.< School is reopening in few more day. Sigh. My pimples still didn't get well. Sad leh. TT Hopefully it'll recover as soon as possible~
Oh well, my dad almost confiscate my laptop due to my over using it during the holidays. TT sad sad sad. Quarrel with him almost everyday. I got attitude problem? Am I? ahhhh~
Today is ur birthday. haha I have a good memory right? Shen ri kuai le~ May your wishes come true and angels watching over you.

+only me+

WOoooo~ Finally performed for the family concert. Yesterday me and Joyceline were so nervous that we were going to stone at the fast tempo music tune. haha. Luckily we didn't. Unexpected our performances were to be quite well done, better than our rehearsal de. haha. A pity that June and Shu fen couldn't attend our concert. Got to go home alone. So boring. Love piano a lot! Envy Edward again. How come he's so good in music, in term of musical instruments. I wanna be like him! Hope my boyfriend will turn out this way. Have a passion for music too. hahaha. Dreaming again.
Today is suppose to ton at Joyce's house but turn out I have to go home. So sad. My mum doesn't allows me to stay overnight at her house. What the hell?!! I'm very furious at this. I'm thinking that I'm already 18 years old le. Old enough to know what I'm doing and take care of myself. Well, whatever. I'm not that angry anymore. Heck care. *relaxing in the melody of yanni's song* Nice man. Got to learn all his piano pieces. haha. Guess it'll take me years to be a pianist. >.< Please give me some motivation~ *mesmerizing in myself* haha.

+Dreaming+

Sigh~ So many things happened today. First, late for Npstrings practise today. Luckily they haven't start practising. Reach the club house at about 1.30pm, looking restless and soul-less. haha. Just don't feel like talking to anyone. Don't even know why. Am I anti-social? Oh my.. I think I got attitude problem. Sigh. I didn't improved in my speed nor the right tune. Still make alot mistakes and the sound is so weird. Stopped a few time during the rehearsal. When will I don't make any mistake? Today heard edward playing piano. So evny him, the way he plays, u can feel that his song is alive, those type of soul music. To me his standard is more than grade 8. Just that he didn't got a diploma yet. When will I make it to his stardard? Sigh. Borrow Yanni scores from him. Those pieces quite soothing. Quite suit my taste. haha. Hopefully, tomorrow I can photocopy, by friday it'll be ready. So many grade 8 pianist in Npstrings. oh myyyy.... I'm way below them. >.< Well got to practise very hard for my piano and violin. Three more days and I'll be performing for the family concert. Way to go!
Secondly, got home quite late today, unexpectedly. We're held up by the second rehearsal. So when I got home, I'm motivated to play on my piano. Play until 9.15pm. Daddy nagging at me, as I didn't even bath and eat my dinner. Well, come online at about eleven. Daddy and mummy start nagging at me again. Some more the way my dad nags is those type of shouting one. So U could hear it when U're just walking past my house. Not in good mood today, I just fight back. Then nagging turned into quarreling. I shout back. Fighting for my rights. This is no way in teaching a child to obey U. Every child has a different character. Your way of teaching is already the past. Not every child can stand the way their parents teaching method. Sigh. I don't really mean to quarrel with anyone. it's not that I'm grow up and I have my own wings to fly. it's not that.. Just that I need some freedom and respect. I don't wish to have everything until ur control. Moody. Bloodly. Worn out. I need respect!