+whatever+

Welll....
You make me fed up. Really fed up today. Stop saying you like me when you really don't seem to. I definately hate you! Please disappear from my sight, you JERK! I hate small kid. I'm not going to believe your words again. You lost my trust in you. I'll be playing RO more and more seldom, then eventually stop. I'm glad that I'll not be seeing you in my life again. So just get lost. Good bye, JERK!

+Let the rain fall and wake my dream+

+come clean+

What the hell?! I'm feeling deep down in the drain now. It's raining some more. Feel like crying and crying. Stupid Eddie makes me so fed up that I'm hating him right at the moment. Sux! Hate him to the core. Somebody please bash him up. Shouldn't have know him from the start. Flirt and flirt and flirt. Whatever. It's alway him who spoil my day. TT Sighhhhhhhhhh~ Nelson what should I do? Arghh.. I hate RO! Deleting every Eddie's message. Dots! Don't every make me feel pissed off. I'll curse and swear at that person. Eddie, please go and die! Sob sob~

+I give u my heart but U give it away+

+coldness+

Sighhhhhh~
Today is such a bad day! Raining day. First time try playing tennis in the rain. >.< feeling so cold in class that I tembled when I'm giving speech. Oh my gosh! Definately going to be mark down on my marks. TT After reading the news about the monday or sunday tsunamis outbreak, I almost cry. Seeing that more than 150 childrens were killed in that waves, make me realise that life is really vulnerable. Sending my prayers to the deads. *praying silently in the breeze of the night*
Quite happy that received ur last night message. But who knows bad thing happened after that? sweat~ Well.. I really got nothing to say if U're going to continue with that kind of attitude when talking to me. Nelson never did anything wrong and U misunderstand him. He's just trying his best to make me happy when u're not there to share my woes. Should I say he's much more mature than u? I hope that U won't be so xiao qi. Cool down and think clearly. I shouldn't demand too much from U. Maybe it's just a crush? yaaaa... Should be. Tired.

+ everything behind me seems so insignificant +

+Flummoxed feelings+

Sighhhh~
Tomorrow will be having school again. >.< So boring. Some more this week got OS test. I can't even understand a single thing of the array in programming. Not interested in whatever I do. I don't even remember in doing the A-math quiz online. Shit! play too much RO and too into Christmas le. I'm dead.
Don't even know what I want in U. Don't even know whether u're true towards me. Don't even seem to believing in U anymore. I'm flummoxed! Some sort of sadness filled inside me. Feel like crying but yet I must be strong. If U really need me, please show me your concern! Action speak louder than words!~ TT

+Seem near yet so far+



hahaha~ your pic appear in my blog? whenever see ur face I feel like laughing. =X weeeeeee~ I'm evil!

+Hohoho+

Merry Christmas everyone!
After tonight, it'll be Christmas. Weeee~ I can feel the breeze of Christmas. Today received many presents! I just brought smarties for the class, hope u all don't mind. Received f3 presents, Jocyceline gave me a snoopy glass, June gave me box of chocolates and Shu Fen gave me a magic pen (a pen with light when u write something)! I love the guys in our class! They are sooooo cute and sweet. ^^ Thanks for the Santa hat and the flower. Hmm.. Weiwah, thanks for the bear.After that went to orchard with F3. So many people. So many things on sales. A lot of people carrying big and small shopping bags, as if those item are free. Sweat~
Today meet Eddie in town. Eh... He quite good looking. haha.. But there is a problem in age. Hmm.. Kinda lame, keep on asking me lame questions. So young already got a wear earring on his right ear le. Oh my gosh! I was stunned when I saw it. In game always bully people but in real life.. So shy? Or act de? hahaha..
Well.. He's thirsty and yet he doesn't want to buy some water. Lazy to go was his excuse. I keep on telling him to go buy some water. Then he said, I scare later U run away when I go buy water. I was... A bit happy? haha.. Whenever I see his message I'll get a bit excited. Don't know why leh. Ahhhhhh..
Don't tell me I....... No idea. >.< Why am i alway choose people younger than me? Where are all the older guys?! arghhh.. Wo bu xi huan! Wishing everyone enjoy your christmas! hohoho~

+we met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said good bye and who'll hear the echoes of stories never told+



santa claus in class. Weeeeeee~

Christmas Neo prints! Hohoho.. Merry Christmas!

+Around the corners+

Hmmm... One more day and it'll be... Christmas! Yesh! I can get my christmas present from June, Jocyceline, Shu Fen and the guys.. Guys better don't disappoint us! hahaha~ Weeeee~ So anxious about this friday. Going to celebrate after classes. ^^ Love u guys! Hmmm... Brought presents for everyone. >.< I'm broke le. Money money where are u?! Tired~ Tomorrow having A-math test. Hopefully I can get the formulas right and a clear mind. Cya~

+It takes 3 seconds to fall in love. But 3 decades to get along+

+Christmas Mood+

HoHoHo.. Merry Christmas!
XD It's friday again and we went to town again. Shop shop, look around, update my fashion sense. Haha.. Today only Shu Fen and jocyceline soend quite a amount of money. I only spent money on foods. I'm trying to save up so that I got money to buy Jocyceline's present. But who knows in the end, we still got no idea what to get for my receiver, left us to draw lots. Haha.. Jocyceline spent the most, on her bf and her wallets, Perrie Cardin. Nice looking wallet, that costed her 130bucks. Difficult to feed a boyfriend. This and that to get for him. Wo yang bu qi xiao bai lian~ =X Shu Fen brought a kawaii shoes at heeran. Love the design of those shoes. *ai shi ni men le* haha.. Saving up money for clothes and shoes.
Suddenly feel myself so into christmas mood. So i decided to change my blogskin. *Love my blogskin now* Love the raining day of winter, love the decoration of christmas tree and building in orchard, love the song rythems that come out from the church, love most is that a new year is coming! Haha.. Hmmm... Seeing U feel so bored of life, I don't know how to cheer U up. The meaning of life is to be discover by urself. U will understand it someday. Just wait patiently.^^ Got to stop writing now. So many things undone. Haven't practise piano for a long time. Having violin lesson tomorrow. Need to sleep. Oink oink~

+To be kind is to be cruel+

+hao lei+

Zzzz....
Feel so tired today. Hao lei hao lei.. No mood to talk to anyone in the morning. Think I'm having sleep deprivation. haha.. Today, when we're having our lunch, some people approached Shu Fen, asking her whether she wants to join in the nomination for ICT school belle. haha ^^ know how pretty are u now? So stop saying that urea fat, because urea not. CD Christmas is around the corner. So excited about it! Have a great talk with F3 today in the library after school. June is so adorable today. Because mummy makes her high lah. haha.. Guess what happened? Mummy was joking about what to give shu fen for her Christmas present. Then June was drinking green tea? She's so excited about it that when mummy said out the present, June spat out her bubble tea. haha.. Then shu fen was..... Shock! Sitting right in front of June. haha.. Some water spat to Shu fen's face. She starts saying yuck. haha.. June say green tea is good for skin. But with her saliva in it? *sweat* haha.. Is June really going to buy for me the Adidas bag? I'll definitely love U deeply if u could buy it for me. haha.. Saw her expression changed when I told her I want an adidas bag. Just kidding only lah. Don't worry. I think I have something in mind. Hmmm.. A Fleshimp T-shirt will do. ^^ Don't know what to buy for Jocyceline. I can't afford ur LV bag or LV wallet. Too expensive le. Anyone got any jobs to recommend me? Need money desperately to feed my three girlfriends. haha..
Sigh.. Gotta buy so many textbooks tomorrow. So expensive some more. I'm broke. Anyone can sponsor me free textbooks? haha.. Having BIS test tomorrow. Without a textbook with me, how am I going to study my BIS? I'm such a weird person. Lacking behind the class, still so slack. Guess this is my personality bah. >.< I'm dead meat. Wish me good luck tomorrow bah~

+holidays were over+

Hiyayayaya~
So long since I last wrote my blog. XD Guess I'm always that lazy. haha slacking everyday in school, taking thing each at a step, moving as slow as a turtle, slowly and slowly, finally realizing that everyone is ahead of me. This is ME. haha. Friday went shopping with F3 again. haha.. Brought some clothes. Actually is suppose to buy sport shoes for tennis but in the end I brought a demin skirt and a fleshimp shirt. haha.. Wasting money again. June and Jocyceline have to go off first as they have something on. Saw Jocyceline's boyfriend working in Taka, guess what? Her boyfriend look quite dashing. haha.. Well dressed, I like guys who dress in long sleeve and tie, look so formal. XD Then Shu Fen and me went to heeren to shop shop a while. And guess what? haha~ We saw an adidas jacket, pink and grey. Look so sweet~ Shu Fen was so into that jacket and wanted to buy it. haha.. Impulsive act? When I reached home, the first thing I did was to hide my clothes into the cupboard. haha
Hmmm.. Cheer up bah. Knowing that U're sad, while I can't do anything to cheer U up, I feel so useless. Let nature take it course bah. Kang kai dian~