Sigh.
I don't know. It was confusing. Silence.
What's more for us to say? Nothing?
Maybe it's true.
I feel alone.
Maybe there is something wrong with me. Ya. maybe?
I need to get away. Far far away.
Sighhh.
Maybe should stop mapling awhile.
I should sort out my thinking.
Sighh.

+Yeah+

WEEEE!
It's our 3rd month anniversary! YES!
Didn't prepare gift for him as I am lacking of ideas. Was preparing for him birthday? Yup yup on budget. His birthday is coming.. Hope to give him a BIG surprise. XD
I received flower from alvin. =))))))
Went to Esplanade again? hahaha. Long time even since we last went there. Nice scenery and air was cooling. It was a fantastic night especially with flower. haha =X
Love him always. Thanks for the flower.

+camp over+

WEEEEEEE!
It's over! The camp is finally over. =X I am so excited about it. I am back home playing maple again. hohohoho. The slacking season is here again. Now I need a job. To buy clothes and doll myself up. LOL. Long time ever since I wear nice nice le. whahaha. Finally no longer need to eat scramble eggs with extra ingredient for breakfast. BOOO! yucks.
I am damn tired yesterday. Run here and there, prepare for bbq. The raw foods should have taken out of the fridge at least 1 hour before. But think nobody take note of it. Was very busy, got to de-frozen those raw foods. Then got to make sure everyone eat something. Lets not talk about it. It's over.
Was feeling kind of unwell this few day. Emotional.
Sorry for scolding U. =(

+Us+

When to holland village with Alvin today. Explored there. Lots of shop houses. There is a bead shop. When in and have a look. Spent most of our time there. Bought some beads. Feel quite bad as I think Alvin is bored. =/
I was joking about the flower(s).

Break the silence.

Sorry.

+Gogogo+

HOOOOoraaaaayyy!
Exams were over! i am already enjoying myself. LOL. Went for movie just now. And it was damn nice! The longest yard. Nice movie. =) Funny guy. Went shopping the whole afternoon with cheng ju just get a present for yc. BOOO! Keep on walk and walk. From heeren to far east. in the end just buy him a cap. hahaha. So silly. =X Then we talk about going taiwan. hahaha. he says he can help me pay for everything if I wanna go taiwan. Because taiwan is his home town. So bloodly good. Make me even more tempting to go. haha. See how things go bah. Friendsss..
Yaa. Think Alvin is unhappy. Sorry. Did I say sometime wrong? =/

Dead

Aiks.
I can't memorise a single things. Don't understand what's it all about.
Helpss.
Hope tomorrow paper is not going to be a tough one.
Don't let me stone.

Sickening

Nothing to hide about. BOOO!
Get a scolding from my parents.
This is nothing to me.
=)

Linn()

Just wake up from the afternoon nap. Went to school for DB paper early in the morning. I am the earliest of all. Muahahaha. Finally make it on time. I am so tired today that I don't feel like waking up. Aiks. DB paper was okay. Except that the ER-diagram is tough and last question is a bit tricky. Was feeling unwell during the paper, luckily got a nice invigilator sponsor me tissue. Haha. After that paper, we went to find our OOP teacher. I am disappointed again. Sigh. Got back my assignment result. And it wasn't good at all. I was thinking if I get a B, at least a B then tomorrow paper if I got a D, at least I will still got a C grade for average. Soobbbbb! Tomorrow is going to be a tough day for me. And I am not feeling well. Feel like I am going to have sore throat. Maybe I am hoping that I will be sick? haha.
From young I have been worrying what future I will be having.
When I am in primary school, I worry about PSLE. Worry about what secondary school I will be going to.
When I get into a secondary school, I worrying about what class I will be going into, what friends I will be meeting, how will my class be like.
During O level, I worry about whether I can get into Poly or not. Wondering if I could really make it into poly. I aimed to get into accountancy course. But end up I got into IT. My hope clashed.
Then I start to worry about my future again. What can I be in the future in order to use what I learnt in the IT? The answer is still unknown.
Here again, I am worrying about tomorrow exams and the future exams. How will it be like?
For the past 18 years i have been worrying about this and that. When will this worrying be stopped?
Feel the stress of future unsecure.
Aiks.
Hate the feeling of worrying.

Worrying about tomorrow OOP paper.

Wonders..

Ponders.. Wonders..
What will the questions be like for database tomorrow? Will it be easy or will it be tough? Will it be tricky or will it be simple? Will I pass or fail? Questions! Flowing in my mind. Just now went back to school to study with Steve, weiwah, yeesheng, zhi wei and guang lin. haha! Guang lin is so funny today. Is he too stress over exams that he was joking every minute? That's a bit scary. hahaha! But I found myself laughing at his silly jokes. =) That's friendship. Enjoy this type of cheerfulness. WEEEEeee! Friends forever.
Wanted to wait for u so that we could go home together? But then, u say u're going home. Heart sink. Going home with your friends? Yaa. And you say u miss me a lot, never see each other for past few days? Hmmm.. You could have volunteer to fetch me home. But you didn't. I also didn't say anything else. Heart sink again when you sound kind of frustrated because you can't click on the coupon I gave you? Well.. I was silent the very minute. I don't intend to talk anymore. So I just sigh. Yaa. Sigh. Wonders a lot.. Maybe I am too sensitive..

Good luck everyone. Including me. =)

Examssss

Ahhh! Exams are getting nearer and I still haven't study finished a single module. BOOO! Can't concentrate. Too many distractions. Tend to walk around my house. Play piano. Use laptop, play maple. AHH. Kelvin says mix around with friends who are studying. Hmm.. who? hahaha. I will end up talking with them? No idea. Sigh. DEAD. Dead. dead. Alvin is studying in school with his classmates. And I am slacking at home. EEEKKK! Kelvin....... Help me. Give me half of ur brain will do. =(

Days are getting near.

No title

Not in the mood. Pms?
I don't know what am I thinking.
Feel so lonely.
Waste my day away again.
What am I suppose to do? To make u happy?
BOOO!
I feel so tired.
I am a pampered girl.
I am... feeling lonely.
Unsatisfied.
Sigh.

+Sha-la-la-la-la+

I am back!
Chalet was fun!
Enjoyed myself there. whahahaha! Went to Alvin's sister, Alina, 21th birthday chalet on Friday. I intend to met Alvin at bugis because I need to buy my theory papers at peace center. On the way there, I met pc! Ohh myy. I was wondering who is this girl. Then suddenly she turned her face, I was shocked. So coincidence. WEEE~ I miss pc! Miss a lot of classmates. Didn't talked much with her because both of us is not taking the same route. Can't meet up with her this weekend. So sad. Shall plan again. Reached the shop. This time, the shop is opened. hahaha! Finally, I got my 2003&2004 theory exam papers. AHHH~ So expensive. Two papers cost me 16.75bucks. Then I walked to Bugis. Then we bought a necklace for his sister from perlini. And then proceed to Pasir ris. Went to the NTUC over there to buy sakae. He wanna make his sister drunk? =X Met his parents in the bus. Ohh myy. His parents are quite friendly? Maybe because they thought I am their daughter friend? Yaa. Should be. His parents are strict with them. They want them to concentrate on their studies first. But they don't know that both of their children are already involving in a relationship. haha! Alina is a friendly girl and funny girl. Interesting person. Her boyfriend, Larry, was there too. Clicked quite well with Alina friends. We're joking about being Les while Alvin and Larry are gay. hahaha! So funny and gross. Alvin was calling Larry dear. EEEKKK! Disgusting. Have a great talk with Alina yesterday. Girls talk. haha! We'll talking about guys ego. Yup. Need to understand Alvin more. haha. =)
When the bbq was over, we drank volka Origin? The taste is so strong that when I drank the first slip, I was... Hate that taste. I am not supposed to drink it that way because the volka need to be mixed with soft drink. whahahaha! Stupid me. The volka contain 40% alcohol. Ohh noo. After that cup, I was abit dizzy. I knew I need to rest a while. Don't know is it because I am tired or abit drank? Rest a while. When I am feeling quite alright, we went to beach to play sparkles. Missed playing sparkles. Took quite a lot of pictures. Happy times always passes fast. Then.. Alvin piggy back me from the beach to the chalet. Raced with Larry. I was touched. Because he was sweating like hell when we reached the chalet. Even though I was shouting "Put me down" on the way back to chalet, but I didn't mean anything bad. Didn't want you to hurt urself. Reached home around 11am plus today. Sleep all the way till 7pm. Had a great night yesterday. =)

+Lovely memories+

+BOO+

Yes! The exact title for today. Feeling bad. Feeling tired. Feeling poor. YAAA! BOO! Went for the ushering thingy. Luckily Johnathan accompany me awhile during the ushering. It's damn boring. And we're feeling thirsty. There is no free water for ushers. =( sob. Saw melvin! *blink blink. haha. BOOO! Wanna act as if he's one of those award receivers. Knew he was there for the free foods too! Muahahaha. Finally, the prize giving ceremony starts, it's more interesting. hahaha! Got NRA! WEEEE! Love their dance. So hip hop and cute too. Then we got free foods to eat! whahaha! alot of variety. Yummy. I love free foods. Hmm.. I am so broke recently. It's damn broke. Got to buy piano theory papers, go out with pc, chalet and camp. EEEKKK! Hate it. I am poor. =( Sigh. Exams coming. Sighhh. Stress. Yucks!