+Practises+

AAHHHhhhh~
DAMN!
Not enough time for practise. Yet most of the time there is/are surely some people not able make it for some of the practise. How to coordinate well and expect to play well with this?!
Ridiculous!
Sigh. I didn't play well for this few days. Worries. Running notes not smooth. Timing not correctly. Intonation not correct. This are the weakness in me. Dead. Broke down into tears yesterday. Practise half way suddenly, become serious and feel so stress up. Luckily nobody saw. We have been practising since last week. And result? No sight of improvement at all. This is the worst case I can expect. After practise, Jeremy wanted to have a talk with me. So I went out. Walk along the corridor. Then he said I look so stress up. Yes, i am. I told him, I keep on making the same mistake over and over again. He told me, my timing is the problem. And I didn't play badly, it's I am too self conscious. Am I? Nah. He said alot of things. No choice, broke down into tears again in front of him. Awww~ Wrong timing. Then he went to toilet and took alot of tissue paper for me. Too much paper. haha. Told him, do I need so much paper? haha. I laughed. Jeremy, thanks for ur advice. I will keep that in mind. He's nice to me. The more he's nice, the more I don't know what to do. After practise, went to atrium with him. Waiting for him to transfer money to me. whahahaha. 160bucks! lalala~ Going to run away with the money! haha. Shocked that he asked me to help him register for his Japanese Advance A class. He trust me so much? Accompany him to KAP and eat for awhile then on the way we argued about my violin. Si jeremy, insisted on helping me taking my violin. Waste up so much time arguing and saw my bus went off without me. AH! Then I start to say him ben dan. haha. More shocking is that, he told me, Actually I am quite happy that instead of feeling stress up, I had made u angry. Shocked. Don't know what to reply. Waited quite long for the bus. Then he accompany me in the bus for a few stop.
I think I am beginning to feel something.
P:I'm too shy to ask... I just want to know whether you have little feelings for me?
W:Zzz.. zzz.. Zzz.. No idea. Erm.. Don't want to talk about relationship.
P:Ok.... Another 66 go pass me. Haha.. At least you didn't say you don't have.
W:Dots! Zhu ar? =X hahaha jk. U should go home first. Erm.. Thanks for ur advice.
P:Never mind... I am happy to send you home, at least a bit.... So guess what I can do now is to wait for you.
W:Don't wait lah. Ben dan. haha really. Don't wait. I'll not be a good gf.
P:I know you will be a good gf, its just to see whether its mine...
W:Nah. I'll not. U don't even know my character. haha sleep lah. Tomorrow still have to work. Reach home?
P:ya.. Sleeping now. Good night.
Dots! I am not IT.
Hmmm.. Going to shop for black collar top tomorrow. Waste money on useless things again. Feel like buying the shiny black bag in Far East. But no money. Bored! Gotta practise really hard. Prays.

Jia you bah! On we go.

+pizza+

WooooHoooo~
Today got practise again. For the coming trip. Hmm.. Begin to like Minuet in G by Johann Sebastian Bach. After everyone combining their part, sound quite pleasant. Reached school at 8.30am today. Such an early hour in the morning. haha. Feel like those schooling days instead of holidays. Can't work because of the trip. AHHhh~ Money! Need money for the trip. Got to shop till drop? Depends how much my parents going to give me. Sigh~ They surely give me little allowance. I want to work for money! But almost everyday I need to return to school for practise. 11days left! got to buck up! Ate pizza hut with the trip members. Weeee~ Cheers to our friendship. Haha. But then.. They were so bored that they made me the topic to talk about. Sweat~ Jeremy Poh and me?! Soup of the day? Ohhh welll.. Si fish! Bluff me by saying that she called Jeremy, to tell him that I don't like rose. Ahhh~ In the end, I asked Charmaine, did she really call? No was her answer. Argh~ Charmaine, u better tell me ur blog. haha. Nothing to hide from u. Only went out with Jeremy to movie ma. No big deal. hahaha. Anyway, I am attracted to my tennis classmate. Terance is his name. He's cute, look gentleman, great smile, charming looks. whahaha. Just nice! My type of guys! Shu fen, u better help me find whether he got friendster or not. haha. lala~ I am over high liao. Got to figure out tong hua de notes. muahahaha. Jeremy Poh and me are? Hmmm.. not sure either. Think hard. hahaha. On we go! The combination of the song during the last few minute before we go home is the best piece of the day. Quite well coordination. Jia you for the trip!

gambatte violin 3

+Pictures+

Look at that soo lee! Giving me that kind of stone face. whahahaha. baka!

Cutting the cake! yummy~

Pc was tring to make a love shape in my hot cappuccino foam. hahaha.

trying on to xue fen spectacles. Make a fool of myself! eeekk~

Girls look here. Where are the two of u looking at? =X

Act cute picture. hahaha. Look at pc! hamster~ =X

Formal group picture. XD

pc's new handphone! It's the new siemens handphone. Rich girl.

pc and me! buddies forever. love ya!

The strawberry favour cake mummy bought. Yummy! It looks nice! don't even bear to eat. Awww~

*Indulge like a queen. *preen *primp

+Queen+

WEeeeeeeeeee~
Went chalet on friday. Feeling so tired after the bbq. Not even start our cycling trip yet. I am a pig. haha. During the bbq, everyone was making fun of me and jeremy lah. Argh. Make things even worst. I feel so awkward. So when he was at our table, I moved to other table. Hmm. Then after almost everyone left and I sat alone there eating Choclate Mushmaro, he sat beside me and ask me am I angry just now? haha. Nah. I wasn't angry with anyone. Just feeling awkward. Ahhhh. I don't know how should I treat u. I almost avoid being with him for the rest of the night. Sigh. Sorry didn't mean anything. Learnt how to play majong liao. Abit only. Not so sure of. Quite fun. =X Midnight cycling was fun. Went to Pasir ris beach. It was having high tide when we just reached there. Took some pictures with the group. I was in no mood to take pictures. And Jeremy keeps on asking me to smile. I can't smile.. at the camera. He's quite pissed off bu me. Went back at 3am plus. Find a small space in the bed for me to squeeze into. Sleep without blanket. Woke up around 6am plus, feeling so cold. Ahhhh~ Went back to sleep around 7am plus. Woke up at 9am plus and discover jeremy was sleeping on te left bed beside me. Haha. Sleep like small kid. bleh~ Think he knows I am avoiding him or he's quite pissed off by my attitude. Didn't talk much to me on saturaday. Left the chalet at 3.15pm.
Happy Birthday to ME! Turned 19 today. Celebrate with my secondary school old pals today. Have a lots of fun! We're a group of crazy girls.. Hahahaha~ Enjoyed my birthday celebration. Meet them at ps, cafe cartel at 4pm. As usual, I am late. Haha. Then order a set of crispy combo and pork ribs? The portion was quite big. That everyone walking past the cafe cartel will look at our foods. hahaha. Yummy! Didn't really eat alot today. Feel quite full today. We took neoprints after eating. whahaha. Went shopping around. Then the last stop was.. In Starbuck. haha. We are behaving very crazy there. Tooks lots of cute acts pictures. muahaha. I am lame, with those poses. Don't even know why am I feeling so high. Maybe you girls make me HIGH! hahaha. Thanks for your presents. Xie xie to all! Pc present is the most fragile. Nice precious moments musical waterball. Thanks alot! love you all so much! MuaCk~
Ohh ya. Meet Eddie after meeting pals. He is still the same old him. Lame guy. Talking using.. mailto:!@#@$@$. Hmmm.. Thanks for helping me takes those presents. Quite shocked that he asked me whether do I need help in those paper bags. We are really friends now. Don't feel like liking him anymore. Guess I am getting out of that room. *Cheers will upload my pictures tomorrow. Tired~

Happy Birthday to ME!

+Jazz+

Lets us dance in the Jazz..
Meet Jeremy to watch Swing girls together yesterday. Went to causeway point as the show only available at causeway point. Feel so awkward. Bought the ticket, went to buy foods. Then... Guess who we met?! Edward and jolene. Ohh myy.. The world is so small. I saw Jolene and she telling Edward that she saw us? Maybe. Edward gives me that kind of laughter. _ _lll We are just watching movie together and thats it. As simple as that. And they are going to watch Swing girls too! AHhhh~ Seeing them is already awkward. Now make me even more embarrass. The show is interesting. It was about a group of girls having vacation math class then some how they poisoned the band members. In the end they have to join the band to take over for the coming baseball competition. They begin to learn the song called "Big band jazz". A very very nice jazz song. Feel like playing saxophone. The sound is so sexy~ =X hahaha. It was a funny japanese show. U won't regret watching it. After the movie, we went home. nothing else. Not sure whether am I going to stay for the chalet or not. Jeremy keeps on wanting me to stay. Depends bah.
P: :) may I have the chance to know you better?
W: What do you mean?
P: Eh... I mean to be more than just friends...?
Today went to my aunt house to work. Haha. Help her key in statement of account. Damn. So many numbers. Look until I'm blur. Sum up all and discover I am missing 14k! ohh myy.. Where is my 14k gone to? Die! Sigh. I am so tired and sick of looking at numbers. But in need of money. What to do? Some more going out with secondary pals to celebrate my birthday this coming saturday. Need money! *Pray for santa haha.

Sweat~

+Proudly Presents..+

Virtuoso XII~
Weeeeeee~ It's over. Hooray~ Went to school at about 11am plus. Aubrey helped me to tied my hair and jolene did the make-up. I look weird with the dark purple eyes shadow, like my eyes is swollen. Then Marcus said I look like china doll. What the.... Did I? Went to VCH at 2.30pm by school bus, reached there at around 3pm++. Then settle everything, tune instruments and have a rehearsal run through. Eat dinner at 6pm+, foods were late. The rice was so hard and Eugene said, the rice taste like they cooked yesterday and left it for today. I was... Maybe? Went for ushering after dinner. Confused. Don't know how to identify VIP. Then Went to give out booklets, saw June and joc. Went over to give them a surprise. WOooot~ Shu fen couldn't make it so joc took her place. ^^ It's okay, shu fen. I understand. haha. Took pictures with joc, June and zhiwei during intermission. My hands was trembling when we were performing Jazzing About Suite. Sitting beside Jeremy make me even nervous. Scare later he hears my notes out of tune. Didn't went home with june and joc. Gotta go back to school for strings tuning and jeremy helped me to tune it. Celebrate the successful of Virtuoso XII in club house. Three toast to Hong Zhi for being the Virtuoso XII president, NpStrings and a bright future for NpStrings. Went to KAP to eat supper after the celebration. Jeremy helped me to carry my things, especially my heavy bag. Thanks alot! Quite a nice guy. Walking half way through, I can't take it anymore from wearing my heels. Didn't brought slippers to change, so I borrowed the slippers from marcus. KAP was closed when we reached there. The rest was going somewhere else to eat. But marcus, his friends and Jeremy didn't feel like going. So we stay at KAP for supper. Bought the foods through the 24 hours drive through counter. I didn't eat. No money left. N>money! Went home with five person squeezing into a taxi. The uncle was kind too friendly or were the guys too energetic? Reached home dead. 1am. No energy left.

8 pretty girls excluding me. hahaha ^^ took at VCH.


We are the 8 sisters. WEeeee~ Black is our dressing code.


Joc, me and june. Took picture outside VCH. Pretty joc. Wear dress. Like the design of June's shirt. Take it off and let me wear, pretty please. =X


Look at the expression of joc! =X Pointing a gun to me? Nuuuuu~



hiding behind from so evil monster? Or am I playing hide and seek?! hahaha


Say cheese! They are so pretty! Love mei nu~ Opps I can't help it.



WEEEeee~ Finally manage to take a photo with pei huo. this little girl...



Photo of me and zhi wei inside VCH. That crazy zhi wei.



Shih min and me. Took in club house before going to VCH.


Virtuoso XII comm members. Proudly presents.. Virtuoso XII. President in white. ^^ love my comm members.

+ Virtouso XII +

I am so tired...
Practise until so late then reach home. Leave school at about 11.30pm? Think so. Go home with Marcus and Jeremy. Intend to take bus at the beginning but then when we saw a mec taxi, Jeremy rushed toward the taxi. In the end, we took a cab home. We took to Balestia then to my home as marcus lives the opposite block of mine. The fare is 9bucks quite cheap. haha..

I need to save money for my BOW! I broke my bow on tuesday. Argh! I was swinging my bow and who knows the next moment, I dropped it and heard a crack! It was broken. Can't even use super glue to save it. >.< Heart break~ Don't even dare to tell my mum. She will surely say I am so violent, careless and some more I bought the violin for few months only. Need to save money for a new bow. sigh~ Plus tong hua score? Maybe will buy guang liang composition pieces for about 25bucks? AHHH~~~ Some more going oversea in May. Badly in need of money! I need to shop and shop and shop! Spent more than 40bucks on wednesday when I was shopping with my strings girls. Brought a open toes heels. Weeeee~ Love the design. haha. Broke.

Enjoyed the chalet with T11. Went for midnight bike ride with some guys and F3. It was exciting! June knows how to cycle now. haha.. ^^ Then after the cycle, About 3am++, we went to Changi to see transvestite? They are all so pretty! Damn fermine! Ohh myyy.. Am I a girl? I wonder... Then zhi wei drove us to see old Changi hospital. It was so dark! Luckily he drove the other way in, where there are houses. Scary~ Went back to the chalet at 4am++ Just nice that the soccer match finished. I am so tired like hell. And there wasn't a space to sleep? In the end I really can't stand it anymore, I slept on the bed above ming kiat and his gf. haha. Feel so tired now, tomorrow still have practise at 9am. Back aches. Didn't intend to go practise so early but then marcus ask me to go with him. No choice. Live near him. Gotta have morning call from him. >.< It is going to be another long day.
Jia you~

+Turn Right, Turn Left+

Awwwww~
Such a tears jerker show. >.< I love that movie! Sigh. Think of the situation I am in now, feel so sad again. Everytime see u online, I don't know whether should I chat with u or not. But then, alway wait for u to message me first. Our gap is getting wider. Li de hao yuan hao yuan. Now that I am quite busy preparing for concert, whenever I come online, u will be sleeping soon. U stop playing acro. U say u changed a server. _ _lll And have to buy cd in order to play?! Too much money to spend? =X Seems like we have nothing in common to talk about. Ahhhhhh~
When out with a group of cca girls on sunday to shop for virtuoso clothes. End up buying a top from topshop and a pair of new black shoes! Ohh myy.. I don't care. I am going to buy another black color shoes with purple and blue strips in front. It's soooo stylo! I love that design but then stefanie say it look ugly. >.< Today rehersal at vch is totally craps! I didn't put in enough effort. I think I really need to practise alot alot of times! jia you bah! Birthday coming.. No plan in mind yet. It's soo.. boring? I am so exhausted. Love being single? HAhahaha! Any sunshine guys to intro me? Great smile will do! whahahaha.. I am crazy. Boring.. What is going on?! Everyday practise will be long! I haven't shop for my open toe heels yet. Ohh noooooo~

+Parallel lines will never meet. Just like u and me. On with our own way+

One of the pictures I edited for him. Cool? From this to the right side one. ^^ Before and after.