I want my pay! Even working in Cr*mson also never have such a delay system.
Now I need to wait till end of the next month then they will credit the pay into my account. That means there will be a one month delay for each month pay. And no I won't be rich because I will only get June pay in end of July and July pay in end of August and so on. By then I will left only bones, too poor to makan. HAA! JK lah. I just want my pay!

Things to settle:
- Pester music school for the exam date
- Watch Nodame episode
- Complete theory paper 2003 & do paper 2004 - paper A, B and C
- Practice piano everyday (at least one hour)
- T11 gathering
- F4 gathering

HAAAAAA!
Pei pei, please send me your birthday party photos! Thanks!

I saw another shufen today.
HAHAHAHA!

Hugs. :)

I just found out that I will only get my pay at the end of next month - end of july. :(
And somebody just commented that my job is not very good because there is no fix working hours.
Now I am feeling so inferior.

But.. I think he's knowledgeable.
Each time I talk to him, he will leave me thinking. Why am I like this compare to him.
Maybe I should really be more sociable to people around me. :(
Convesation is a bit tense at the beginning as he condemn my job but I guess different people have different target in life. And I understand why he doesn't like my job. Then he starts to joke about this SDU thing. YA! SDU is Social Development Unit; LoveByte. An online match making site. Joc, lets join to make more friends! HAAAAAA! Okay lah, I think only I need more friends. =X

Okay, I needa sleep, tomorrow going to pei pei's party! WHEEE!
YEAH! June is coming back! ;)

I want to slap the S*M cork up system. For one moment, I almost got heart attack. It's an emotional roller coaster ride for me. But luckily, they let me get into the class, else I think I will complain like siao! Call in to complain everyday. =X

Classes will start in September. That means it will be a 3 months working period for me. The good things are: I don't have to worry that my piano exam day will crush with my lecture, I am able to go for short holiday trip after my exam as I know I need a to getaway from the stressful period and I hope that my head of department will let me be involved in more projects so that I can work and work and work till end of August! I need lots and lots of moolah before I choose my second eCR2, gonna preparing for the unexpected.

Today there is no need to report to work for me. Project completed. That means, no more typing for me. I will be in a new project on Thursday. I think my head of department loves guys. She seems to desperately want to hire guys. Because there are only 3 guys in my department and 1 is leaving in august. Working is getting better now, I changed my seat to another location and I talking to this friendly chinese girl and young malay girl. HAHAHA! But still, everyone like to take away their food and eat in office. And I call this, no life. Therefore I choose to eat outside alone if I have enough time for me to do so.

I haven't been blogging for super long. I did get a life on last week. So this is going to be a long post!

Last Saturday I went Yoga with PC, it was fun bah. Eye opener for me. Aunties are all so flexible than me. After yoga, we're suppose to feel fresh, but instead PC and I felt dizzy. Not sure is it because we didn't exercise for super long period or we have low blood pressure. Then my shoulder and neck begin to ache a little. And we're hungry like siao, can eat a cow because by the time we completed everything (Including she signed up for membership, bath, make up) it was 9pm. We wanted to have scrumptious late dinner at Fish&Co at Wheelocks place, but it wasn't there anymore! We're shocked and helpless! Then we decided to have dinner at Hong Kong cafe Xin Wang, definitely wish that we could teleport as it's tiring to walk all the way from wheelock to cineleisure after Yoga. Nevertheless, we walk there lah, half dead when we reached there. We tried to be ambitious as we thought we can finish everything, so we just order 3 side dishes: hao gao, carrot cake, toasted bread, drinks, main course: Black pepper chicken chop with egg and rice(for me), Black pepper chicken chop with egg and noodles(for her). Who knows, I am so bloody full after I finished my main course as I missed the eating timing. But, we still finish everything, our hard earned money. Then home sweet home! I know you want K, but I really don't know how to sing and read chinese words. Sorry PC! We will do something more meaningful the next time okay? Meet at Raffles place, makan and shop. HAHAHA! Sound meaningful?

Last friday, I finally meetup with min min and pei pei! YAH, finally, we met like last christmas till now? SEE! It's definitely super long never meet up. We should meet up often okay? We went to Aerins restaurant at the basement near the fountain. Romantic candle light dinner, just because they have this mini candle there.

Pei pei was too excited to see us and the flower inside the teapot that's why she broke the teapot's lid.

Before:

After:

She's still smiling so happily. haaaaa!

One of the innocent victims:

We didn't expected that spectacular act. Just kidding lah. The 3 of us shocked and the after effect is we're discussing whether will they charge the broken lid to our bill. And we're happy they didn't. heng ah! I do enjoy the dinner and the lame jokes from pei pei and min min. No lame joke from me because I am not a lame person. HAHAHAHA! I am not okay. =X

Foods are alright bah, could be better.

This is call 'Consumed Art':

I feel like eating botah jones after seeing all these photos. Any taker? heh!

My new favourite:

Everything will go according to the plan, I hope!

You're annoying me.

wx: sian feel like dieing soon
me: why
me: thought u're happily working in ocbc?
wx: yeah still working
wx: but with trouble too
me: ?
wx: happiness always come with sadness
me: tough?
wx: no, i make a mistaken that is deadly
me: ahh
me: how bad?
wx: bad...
me: what mistake?
wx: bad
wx: nvm u dont understand
me: ya right.. how will i know unless u tell what is the mistake
me: i cannot do mind reading =.=
wx: tot u good at knowing what i think :p
me: *sarcastic smile

I really feel like slapping you this minute that you answer bad, nvm u dont understand. AND I MEAN IT. if you don't want to tell me, then don't talk to me, because I don't console loser like u! How can u ever tell somebody "NVM U DONT UNDERSTAND" when u never tell them what is the fucking problem.

Happy things are: I got free meals for today! HAHAHAHHA! Thanks people!
Joc, lets have lunch often, but within 1 hour okay? I got a reminder from my supervisor that lunch hour is only 1 hour and they're rushing the project. =X

And to the people who wants to join my company, my supervisor told me, she doesn't like partying and she asked am I belong to the gy group and said friends can either improve the productivity or lower the productivity. I told her my friends are hardworking people. And she told me to secure my place first. I feel so dumb, it's true, I should work like a few months then start asking. My place is not even secure yet! ROAR! At first I don't understand what is the gy group then I think gy= generation y. Nevertheless, I asked her to help me check other department whether there will be vacancies or not. But the pay rate will be different, maybe slightly lower. I will inform again if there are vacancies. Sorry people!
I feel that she's powerful. And I am just a small prawn.

This is not good.
I can't even play scales. Gosh, depressed.
She's kind enough to let me continue, I feel super guilty.

Things need to be done by this week:
- Piano theory paper 2002
- Piano theory paper 2003
- Meet pei pei and min min
- Practise piano for at least a total of 10 hours from tomorrow till end of this week

I just found out during yesterday late night that I forgot to switch off my company computer. Damn. I think I will be expected scolding from my supervisor.
Ther are no stationery for me at all, no exact sitting location too and worst, no computer. I am using somebody else computer just because they want me to input the data. :(
And a lot of them are not using computer. holy crap.

Can I have this song?

Rihanna - Take a bow

WOOHOO!
Finally got employed! YEAH!
Start work immediately after interview, who will say no to money? HA!
I am in the sale department, so it's a little busy. The environment there are not bad lah, just that they really seems to be busy and I am busy too so didn't really talk to much people, except the malays beside me. They're friendly.
I have many supervisors, the head supervisor told me that I will be under different supervisors doing different project.
My first thought was, I feel that I am doing internship. HAA!
And I am working near City hall, did you hear me joc? HAAAAA!

Things need to be done by this week:
- Piano internal practical exam
- Piano Theory paper 2002
- Piano Theory paper 2003
- Call up post office
- Meet pei pei and min min

I want this song: Nantes - Beirut


Well it's been a long time, long time now
since I've seen you smile
and I'll gamble away my fright
and I'll gamble away my time
and in a year, a year or so
this will slip into the sea
well it's been a long time, long time now
since I've seen you smile

nobody raise their voices
just another night to mourn to
nobody raise their voices
just another night to mourn to



Been such a long time..

OH MY GOSH!
This is super demoralising..
And I am super in love with this piece, moonlight sonata movement no. 3 by Beethoven

I can see..
That's why I love jazz pieces..



Baroque piece.


Romantic piece.


I hope that during exam, I am able to play as good as these sound. YEAH!
I need to work on the Romantic piece, not romantic enough. blah. HAAA!

I think I like guys with moustache. It's not those thick bush of beard, it's just a little moustache.

Not sure why, but like the looks of it. It reminds me of the first time when I saw a guy in his late 20s in the science park where I am working, I was totally into him. It was kind of like love at first sight, lust. But the liking for him grows as I met him some days taking the same bus with me. I wanted to know him better, wanted to approach him. But then fear holds me, what if he's a china man? =X Not to have any discrimmination or what, but I can't imagine myself falling for a china man. I know his sounds so silly, but I can't help it when I saw the photo at the top, he reminds me of him.

Please introduce your friend to me if you have friend that look like him! AWWWWWW~

I sound like a bimbo now. =.=

With love's light wings did I o'er-perch these walls;
For stony limits cannot hold love out,
And what love can do that dares love attempt;


I seem to anticipate for something to happen.
But the problem is, what am I anticipating for?

I am weirdo.
Somehow I miss watching witch youhe.. Superman.. Where is my superman?