+Sentosa day+

What a sad day to begin with.. Chat with eddie in the morning, he said he got a ro girl player msn. I was like... very very angry with that. Totally pissed off. I reply ur problem. Cry on the spot. Didn't know why am i so angry. Still got to go sentosa with xing long and jocyceline. Meet them much more later than 11am. haha. Then we sat Xing long's friend car into sentosa. We turned so many round.. End up in a car park far away from palawan beach. _ _lll Jocyceline keeps on wanted to put xing long and me together. But it's impossible.. xing long expectation is high. Plus I am not interested in him. BAD day! Got bully by xing long and his friend. TT throw me into the water. Especially Xing long's friend. Childish! keep on wanted to throw me into the water when jocyceline and andrew went to bath. TT after that, went home alone by mrt.
Eddie.. is a flirt. That is what i can describe him. Nothing to say. Miserable.

+I am just another substitute in ur heart+

+BAD presentation day+

OHhhhhhh~ it was a BAD BAD day. Everything didn't went well for me. Having Oral Communication presentation in the morning. I was... So nervous like hell. Last minute prepare my presentation, of course I don't have any confident at all let alone say I prepare to entertain the class. When I was walking toward the computer, my teacher say, let us enjoy some music now. I said, there won't be any entertainment. "Ohhh.. Then I will be disappointed" was what she replied. The first word of my Violin parts was wrong, it was suppose to be chin rest and I said tail piece. I was still pointing to my violin chin rest and I said tail piece. _ _lll Then I corrected myself. At 3minutes, the teacher ask me why not U just end with a piece of song? I was stunted. I didn't practice any song, just running through a piece yesterday, didn't really went into it. So, I said, I try. This was the WORST part. First three note I played wrongly, then realize that I had a BAD beginning. The whole song was hell lah. A lot of notes went out of tune. Didn't even know what I was playing. Sob sob~ Wanted to get out of the room as soon as possible.
Return home as deadly. Slept for about 3hours. My mummy angry voice wake me up. I realize that she was screaming at my brother for the phone. _ _lll She bought stocks again. Ohh welll.. Few minute later come into my room and say, "everytime, U're the one who get me into trouble." I was...... Speechless. What the hell did I do?! I didn't force u to buy stocks, I didn't force U to cook for me. I just say I am eating dinner at home before I go to school for cca. Okay. Got to eat my dinner now, before she shouts at me again.

+I don't see any hope from anywhere+

+I see You+

Wake up at 11.30am today. Bored. My rashes still haven't go away. So ugly! Argh. I think it's mosquito bites. There are really quite a number of mosquito in my area recently. Sick! Recall what happened yesterday, I'm back into the moody mood again. Sigh. Yesterday went out with Eddie and his friend, actually is to meet him then go to bugis and buy his birthday present. He had something in mind, nike sneakers or billabong wallet. When we met, I asked him which one he wants, he said just kidding only. _ _lll Then he asked me want to catch a movie? Oh.. Alright was my reply. Some more I had to pay for the ticket myself! What kind of guy is this? I was beginning to get annoy. But the movie Constantine was quite a nice movie. What makes me laugh during the movie is when I saw Eddie reaction! whahahaha.. During the front parts, there was this guy holding the spear and running. Then a car suddenly appear and knock him down. The effect was big, then Eddie was shocked and say that part scared him. Hahaha.. Serve him right! hmmph~ In the movie he was asking me to watch I do I do after Constantine. I didn't reply him. But then after the movie, his parents called so we head straight home. Maybe I expect too much from him. But shouldn't a guy send a girl home? Okay. Send me to the bus stop and I will be contented. He didn't.. I was wondering why in the bus. After liking him for quite a long time, then I discovered that he was not my type of guy. This is sad.
I lost the ticket that belong to his friend.. What is with me now is the only two tickets stating my seat and his. Isn't this weird? Sigh..

+tong hua+

This few day had been going out with f3. Though it was tired but I enjoyed it. haha Common test is finally over le! Yeah! Firday after common tests, we went to shopping in orchard again then at night went for steamboat. Weeeee ~ Spent alot of money >.< hahaha =X Satuarday spent alot of money on hair cut! now no more money. TT Some more got two people birthday coming. Gotta save more money! look at me! my new hair cut.
Today slack at home the whole day, RO-ing again. Help eddie to level up. ^^ talk quite alot of things with him today. He sent me a song, tong hua. The song is so sad. TT it's a nice song by guang liang. Then he talks about US. Hmm.. Quite surprising, he knows he has a bad character. Hope he's going to change it. ^^ way to go eddie! jia you!


This is Friday steamboat picture~ yummy yummy!


This is my new hair cut! hahaha..

+this is hell+

OMG ~
This is hell man! Today Amath paper is so difficult. Gosh, I'm going to fail that paper. So many blank. The indices sux lah! Seem to be easy but when u do, it's tough! What the... sigh. Another paper again. What am I doing? Oh man! Have to stop playing RO every night or else I'm going to play my whole life through. But this is tough. How to stop myself? I... just want to see him online everytime i log onto RO. So that I can have time spending with him >.< Sigh. I'm stupid. Well.. This is ME. I'm going to sleep or else I can't wake up tml morning and study. Sigh. Talk about study, tomorrow is OS paper. TT Another Blow. If only...
Wish me luck bah. I need alot! Plenty of luck! Two more days!