+Erasing..+

AHHHhhhhhh~
Preparing to fail BIS. Sigh. The section A was exactly what is on the slides. But I didn't study at all. Shit! Play too much. Think too much. Dream too much. Hopefully the teacher will be kind enough to give me a passing grade. I really don't want to re-take that module. Like what shu fen said, boring module. Yuck! Lady luck isn't on my side. A-math.. Another no hope module. I really need to pass A-math. But then was given such a teacher. I doubt his ability in teaching. Doubt everything. Eddie messaged me in msn today. I was shocked. He said.. "She rejected me." I was... What the hell?! Thinking.. "So this is the reason why u message me. That is because she rejected u and u want me to comfort u?" But then I didn't voice out. I feel hurt and sad at that moment. Dropped few tears, but stop myself from turning on the tap again. Cheer up is the only words I can say to comfort U. Did u say cheer up when I am sad? HA! Not even once. Sorry is what u said. But then I think my action speak louder than ur words. Well.. Not going to let u bully again. Shhooo.. Not thinking that much.
I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. Just like U. Erasing.. In process... Cheer up.

+I am not the girl u heart is missing+

Nothing to do. Edit some ro pictures. haha~

+leave+

What a day to begin with?! Having EVP exam in the morning. Last minute study, help Eddie yesterday night to level his character. Sigh.. Then went home to rest awhile, left home to dental and hand in my piano fees. Happened to pass by a cash deposit machine. Everything went well.. Until the money the machine counts my money. It counts for quite long.. Then stuck! ahhhhhhh~ I am so scared. First time come across this kind of problem. The first thing I do was to check my account balance, the balance is still the same! Oh myy... Then I called my mum. She was talking in the phone so loudly as if it was my fault to make the machine stuck. >.< I got so panicked that I cried on the spot. sigh. Fill up the form and have to wait for few day before the money is credit into my account. Blame myself.
Reached home. Missed Eddie sms. He logs into the game and asks me whether I saw his sms. I went to see. Mind blackout. Can't think. Tears rolling down like a spoilt water tap. What is this about? "I like a girl in my class =X" What do u expect me to reply? HA! Congrat! Finally found someone who is the same childish age as u're? How should i reply this type of message? Please teach me. Don't ask me whether am I angry or not. Because I am hating u. Don't make me fall for u when U don't feel the same for me. Because I'm selfish. Don't expect me to be nice to u when u're not to me. Because I don't take thing for granted. What U expect from me? Haven't U hurt me enough? U betrayed my trust, again and again U say one thing and end up doing others. I am sick and tired of U. Those memories, how i wish I can erase them. I don't hurt other like the way u do. Don't ask me to find other guy and say "there is surely someone better than me" Ohh.. I am not desperate for a boyfriend and almost every guy is better than u. HA! So what do u expect to hear? Good luck. Best wishes. Merry Christmas. Happy new year! I am crazy. Panadol please. Urgently in need.

+ wo ai cuo le ni+

+chalet lelelele+

O.o It's time to blog again. haha.. Psp2 paper on thurday was alright? Section B i am not so sure. quite tough for the Section B. >.< Forgot about the black-box testing and white-box testing theory. Well.. Hope can pass the paper.
Friday was a good friday. Went out with Eddie and his friend at 4pm? I am late again. whahaha. Lala~ Actually plan to watch movie, but then his friend spectacles spoilt. So they decided to go to sheng quan chalet instead of watching movie. I followed. Sheng quan chalet was at Tenah Merah's safa. Quite far from the mrt station. We took a cab in as we cannot find the shuttle bus service. Eddie was so entusiastic went he saw sheng quan they all playing soccer with other people. He and gavin joined them. They play and sweat like hell. Eddie T-shirt was drenched with his sweat. Eeeeekkkkk~ Then we went to buy some drink. For the first time, Eddie treat me a drink. I was surprised! Really surpriesed that I was smiling =X hahaha but I throw away the bottle le. Ahhhhhhh~ forgot liao. Then he began to talk about weird stuff. I was thinking about it then suddenly recall that I told gavin something. Ohhh myyy.. Gavin backstabbed me! How could nuuuu? Gavin said he was trying to help me. =.= I don't need any help. I need him to know what he's doing and not because his friend ask him to do. Ya, this is how I feel. Then went to sheng quan's chalet at about 7pm or 8pm after the pool and bowling games. I was starving! FOODS! I need foods!?! haha.. We don't dare to step into the chalet as sheng quan's family members were there. >.<>.< ate a few stick of crab meat and fishball before going up to second level. Just went I was about half stairs through, Eddie ran out of the room. Trapping me to that little corner. His back was facing me. His shirt was... Smelly! hahaha EEEkkkkk~ Went home with a little trouble. Sheng quan's father drove us to Pasir Ris mrt station. Seven of us have to squeeze in a car. Eddie was sitting on top of gavin legs. And gavin was there having pain. haha.. Poor gavin. Went home at around 10.50pm. ^^

+Sweet memories+

+null+

Slept late yesterday, wake up at 1.30pm today. Oh gosh.. First time woke up so late. Woke up in a daze. Feeling so lost out of a sudden. Don't know whether to believe what he said yesterday. Receive a message from at 2pm+ asking me want to go out or not. Meet him at 4pm at Plaza singapura. Went to Yamaha to see some piano before going to arcade to meet him. All the pianos are so expensive. 7k+ for those intermediate to advance studies. Planning of getting a new piano. Got to look out for more. Meet him outside the arcade. Went in for awhile, not use to it. Too crowded with teenagers. Realise that I am quite old. Well, getting older. They wanted to sing again. _ _lll well.. This is nuts lah. I keep on spending money whenever going out with them. Broke liao. We went to Kster, the price is 7.99+++ , think is around 12bucks per person. First time see Eddie sing. Quite funny, he was shy at first. But then he acts alot lah. Acts as if he's singing the song, but the actual fact is he's just moving his mouth. haha. Keep on disturbing me, messing up my hair. =.= Childish guy. Left at around 8pm. When to bus stop with his friend. Different direction. Sigh. Can't he just accompany me to bus stop? Think alot on the bus. *will be alright.

+How can I smile with the tears in my eyes+

+Esplanade+

Yesterday went out with Eddie and his friends until late night. Met them at suntec at 8.30pm, late for half an hour. haha. Then went to esplanade to enjoy the scenery. We sat on the chairs by the river outside Fullerton Hotel. The air was so cooling. Then a bunch of teenagers or should I say kids? hahaha think they are around my age, playing along the river. Pushing each other, or are they doing stunts? haha. Eddie keeps on cursing them to fall into the river. >.< bad. After resting for about an hour, we decided to sit boat. It was interesting, never sit boat ride at singapore river before. But then the ride for entire round was expensive. Each person is 12 bucks. Left there at 11.30pm? Went to orchard to buy drinks as the 7-eleven at city hall was closed. They wanted to sing. Thought of going to KBox. We took cab to chinatown. It was expensive to sing at night in KBox, the price there is about 18bucks, Kster is about 14bucks. haha. But I didn't join them, mum called and wanted me to go home. Yup. Think alot of things yesterday. Naggy mum. haha.

+Looks or money? was what she told me.+

+Wedding dinner+

Weeeeeeee~Back aching from the wedding dinner plus not enough of sleep. I am so tired now. >.< Just now went to my cousin wedding dinner at sentosa shangriLa's. Not as grand as the ShangriLa in orchard? The foods was soso bah. The bride is so pretty, a national netball player she is. Saw her on television before and i was like.. This girl looks familiar. haha. Didn't notice any good looking guys at the wedding, all are pretty girls. haha. Eat till i am too full to move around. Took many pictures of the menu and flowers? haha. Nothing to do. Have a picture with my pretty cousin.
here is it..

+Hitch+

Great show!
You guys should catch that movie. Funny movie with romances behind it. The dancing part is funny. The whole cinema is filled with laughters. Went home alone and reach home fast, but lazy to get foods. haha So hungry in the bus. Didn't get enough foods for dinner. TT Park starved me =X hahaha. Just kidding. I came late and dinner is gone. Thanks people for the movie. Bones aching and head tired. *hungry*

+I won't look back anymore. It just ain't worth my time+