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From This Moment On

(I do swear that I'll always be there. I'd give anything and everything and I will always care. Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better, for worse, I will love you
With every beat of my heart.)

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
I can't wait to live my life with you, I can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

>>> From This Moment On =)

Kill me.

I could no longer smile. No longer think. No longer see.
Every emotion in me is dead.
Just like those trees in the lonely winter.
The street is deserted. Everyone is hiding in their warm cozy home. The cemetery is filled with bitterness snow.
Tears could no longer be felt. For they turned into ice.
I feel like a fool belonging to no where. Walking pass every tomb stone send a chill up my spine. I feel lonely. But those loneliness eventually add up, turning them into emptiness.
How is heaven like? A white place fills with smiling angels? Or is it a place fills with emptiness?
Once someone told me, every emotion will fade off when you're dead. So what if a human no longer have any emotion? They are call living dead?
I am blind. I ignored every signs that you made. I took them for granted.
Today is a bad day. Walking on the streets alone, I see myself being too dependent on others. I... Don't know what is right and what is wrong. I am weakling.
Screammmm! Yep yep. I can't control my emotions.
Stupid me.

I am closing my eyes.

No title

Holiday will end in one week time. And it is schooling again when everyone else is having holiday. booo! But I can't wait for school reopen, even though I hate schooling. By then, I will be able to get daily allowance. Yes! Money money. I love money and I need them badly. Who doesn't? Sigh. My boss really dislike me. I am such a blur queen. =/ Messed up my job schedule and my cca performance day. There goes my job. Cca is making me crazy. I don't enjoy going to school. I don't enjoy playing the same old song again and again. I don't enjoy going there and get 'suan' by other people. I don't enjoy no time for shopping. I am anti-social. Introvert. Living in my own world. Yes yes. I guess Alvin is feeling unlucky to have a gf like me. Sigh. Booo! Stupid linn.
Joc didn't get the same IS duration 2 as us, she got into jap class. Stupid Npal system. Keep on giving error, making the webby lag. Was thinking that I can change my bis etiquette to jap but then that's my duration 1 module. And she got jap for duration 2. =/ Think she can appeal?

I want brown jeans.
I want new sandals.
I want lot of tops.
I want money.

Bad girlfriend.

+Love+

Love in its purest form is the sweetest.
When it experiences the bitterness of rejection it retreats into its cave,afraid to venture out in search of adventure again.
When love dies out, it loses its ambience.
The burning flames that fuels one passion comes from within one's determination to overcome tribulations, and the selflessness to love and be love again.
In the face of adversities the true love will not succumb nor crumble.
To fulfill its purpose, love needs compromise.
Yet the harsh reality of love is ironically a two face deception filled with exhilaration and emptiness at two ends.

Are we?

stupid noochy!

Welll! I am really a fool!
Someone scam my money in ms. FCUK! Damn that person.
I feel so stupid! Arghs. My 700k mesos. Fcuk! Well done noochy. Poor noochy in real life and as well as ms. hahahhaha!
yaya. FOOL! Nobody is going to help me. Feel so useless. Sigh. Feel so POOR. I want that kitty so badly. kitty.. kitty.. And he only knows how to say? HA! Guess I have a good taste in choosing people. I don't know. Feel so sad. Feel so stupid. Sigh. No point of crying like a baby. My eyes are swollen. Sigh. Forgot about it. Forget about everything. I should find myself a job and support myself. Nobody is going to support me. Not going to rely on anyone. Well.. I am going to be independent. ya. That's noochy. Lone-ranger noochy.

/find xdarkstarx

oh noochy!

Gosh.. Days passed so fast. His birthday is over! hoorayy? LOL =X just kidding. I wanna save more money! GG5 top, please wait for me. I wanna buy tops, a brown jeans and sandals. Money!
Work for one day. Guess the boss doesn't like girls? boooo! When is he going to pay me? LOL I feel so poor and unwanted. Feeling quite depressed for the past few weeks? Yaa. Having depression? Maybe. haha!

Love me.
Care me.
Want me.
money me.
=X

dead, noochy!

AP

Attitude problem! Alert. Alert.
Got back my internal theory paper. BOOOO! Such a disappointment. Just pass. I want to get distintion. =((((( I want to work hard. VERY hard.
Arghs. Money stress. Sigh.
Went to bugis after theory lesson. Gosh. I almost faint when I look at the wallets. Pc wallets, cost around 71bucks. Ohh myy! Money money! Are they going to fall from the sky? Please drop some money for my sake. =X After doing my calculation, I got no such money to buy the wallet. Add up my allowance, I only got 50bucks. Sooobbb! Feel like buying bag for him. His bag look quite old. Bag.. Where to find cheap and good bag? Top shop bag expensive? LOL. I think I might rob the bank. I need money! I want to buy good present. =((((((((( Daddy.. Where is my sugar daddy? Sigh.

I need money. =(

+The result+

EEEKKKK!
I got back such a bad result. Sigh. What's going on? Need to study more. =(
Well.. i really need a job! BOOO! No money equals to no shopping. SIGH.
Practices seem to be boring for me now. Don't feel like going back to school. BORING!
I feel bored. =/

+The idea+

Hooray!
IT's getting nearer each day. LOL.
Some how when the day come, I scare I will make a mess out of it.
God please bless me. Let me create a wonderful day for him. =)
He's going to tutor my bro for sub science. LOL. Today will be his first day. hahaha! Hope everything goes well for him.
Prepare prepare! WEEeeeee!
Watched corpse bride. Funny show. hahaha! Enjoyed myself today. =)

+Love is a powerful word+

HA!

I am backkk!
Back from chalet. Back from pub. Back from everything. =X
Enjoyed myself for the past few days. Wooohooo!
Love hanging out with my friends. Especially when you don't have to spend any money when going out with them. =X Guess I am cheapo. whahaha.
But I just love it.
Simply because I have no money. Yaa.
F> sugar daddy, who can sponsor me everything. LOL
Money is so important. Sigh.
If only.. I can have a rich parents. Then.. I will go out everyday. Have fun with my friends. BOOO!
But I am not.
Am I calculative? I had no idea.
Hmm.. Asked him whether he could tutor my bro for combined science. He asked me how much my mum going to pay him. hahaha! Calculative huh? Maybe I think too much? huh? I thought he is willing to teach for free? Your girlfriend's bro. Am I cheapo? Is this call cheapo? LOL I don't know.
Apparently my network seems to have difficulties reaching his network.
hahhaaha! I am thinking too much.
BOOO!

I am cheapo.