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After a long yesterday, finally I had my interview as well as role play done!
Hooray!
Went out with park, shufen and melvin. Had a great day with them. Melvin, you're a good entertainer. haha. It's a compliment. =)
Actually, I am feeling VERY sad. YA. Sometime, it really kills me. It's all about compromising. At times I feel I didn't treat him well enough. And at times I feel I am not being pamper enough. At times I feel... I am not clever enough. Most of the time, I feel Lost. Sigh.
It's five months. Time passes. And what I am feeling now is.. I really feel like giving up. I just don't know what else can I do? Maybe I didn't try at all? Maybe I didn't give enough. Maybe I am not good for him. Maybe I am.. Dumb. Am I really so useless?
Just like what u say? Tell you u may not know what exactly is. If never tell you, you will never know. So might as well don't say? This hurts. Ya. I hate that sentence A LOT.
Scream! I am so dumb and stupid.
Ya.
comparison kills.

How I wish so.
For U. For us. Forever. Ü

+Projjecctt+

Project! Project! PROJECTS!
Sigh.
I miss the old sweet days.
When can i meet u? My heart is missing u. Yep. =)
Lets meet often? LOL.
But I doubt that. This semester too many project to do. Kind of stress about projectS.
And next semester I will be having intern. Intern is just another name for project? Because intern is a more better term? haha. And by that time, I will be doing project for about 6months? Ohh myy. I wonder can i cope?
YES!
I need to work on project again.
I just need to..

Pissed off!
what the hell is that?
I feel so stress.
Projects meeting clashed.
So what am I suppose to say?
huh?
I never like project. Especially when people has different time table. So what can I do?
I really begin to hate school.
I want to run away from everything. Sigh.
And u can happily go to zouk and enjoy ur wonderful evening. Happy clubbing!
Dammit.
I feel so unwell.
Cold, flu, cough and tired.
I need to get some sleep.

Scream. Lost. Miserable.

LaTiDo

Disappointment.
If I am the judge, u're going to fail the test.
Dating etiquette is indeed different from what really happened in reality.
So how to judge a guy?
I, myself is not even sure of the answer.
What makes a girl unhappy?
Reason: A lots?
I am thinking too much again.
unhappy tears.

Hairy Potter, k6

Full house

Ohh myyy.. I love full house alot! So touching. Sigh. Can't stop watching. So funny and nice. Pretty girls and charming guys inside too. =X
Something is wrong with my hair. It looks weird. =/ My friend said my hair is ugly. BOO! Bad hair day. None of us satisfy with our hair. First time see her cry in public. We don't know what to do. Cheer up F1, smile! Ur hair really look alright, I like ur fringe. My fringe is short! I want longer fringe. VIP coupon please.
Lots of project coming up. Sigh. No more slacking days. ;(

She is expecting more.

Nov 2000 (paper1)

Question 5a

Sarah thrusted a green flag in her hand. "Go!" The crowd shouted loudly. My fingers slid on the slick white enamel of the Cherelle's steering wheel. All I needed was to concentrate on the drive and win the street racing by driving up the middle of the S-shaped curve.

I glanced at the side mirror, the nissan was only inches behind. I stepped on the accelerator and sped at least one meter in front of the nissan. The highway was the most dangerous roas for racing. I decided to take up this challenge because I needed the money so badly to buy a new car instead of sticking with my old Chevelle car.

Within five minutes, the Nissan inched in front of my car. I sped up and was driving side by side with the Nissan. When I reached the next turn, fear started to grip me as my car swung crazily into the next turn, an S-shaped curve. I jerked the wheel hard, straightening the car out. To my terror, speeding on the S-shaped curve was not as easy as I thought. I pumped the brakes as I hit the middle of the S-curve. However the Nissan was out of control. The Nissan lurched to the right and smashed hard into my car. I uttered a startled cry as the Nissan bumped hard against the passenger side of my car. Then the door flew open and I was flung out of the car due to the impact. I hit hard onto the parement, pain burned through my entire body. Then I heard shattering glass and the groan of bending metal. I blinked my eyes until I could focus. I peered down the road. I saw the Nissan roll over completely, landing back on its tires. The driver was completely stuck inside and his body was covered with deep cuts by the shattering glass. "Help! Help!" The driver was screaming weakly. The Nissan rocked for a moment. Then it exploded. I felt a blast of hot air as the cas exploded. Thick smoke filled the air and choked my throat. I pulled myself to my knees, struggling to breath and see. By then, the Nissan was already blazing away like a fireball.

Tears streamed down my face and I laughed until I choked. "I won! I won the race!" I laughed hysterically. Hobbling towards my car, I drove away silently. I was not going to admit the mess I created.

What goes around, comes around.

Disappointment.
I thought i could get my pay by today. But I couldn't. Dammit. Why is my boss always lie to me? What kind of boss is him?
=(((((((((((((
I want my pay! Arghs.
Boo!
Pui!
Pay me!

Don't know what to blog about.
Why didn't u tell me u're going back to school as well?
We could have go to school together. But u didn't.
Hmmm.. Where are the old happy times? Gone far far away. The longer the relation, the closer we should be? I feel so lifeless. Only when I am working, I feel the reality. =/ I think I am addicted to work. Sigh. Maple no longer look fun to me. It's a boring game.
I... am.. Workaholic?
Love breeds worry, love breeds fear. Love breeds happiness but it also breeds sadness.

Pohspot

Woooohooo!
I am back! Back from work and school.
Awwww! I really enjoy working there. =( Got to meet a lot of people. Enjoy the freedom of working there. Plus when I am on quite 'good' relation with them, i can't work. =/ Just like what jocyceline said? Life is unfair? Yaa. My boss said the banking is in process. So when is my pay going to reach me? I waited for so long. Booo! I want my pay! I wanna buy clothes from topshop, zara, brown jeans, bags and slippers. I want alot of stuff! I just need to work and work and work to support my own expenses. Feel really POOR.
Hi everyone, my name is a****. *wave. LOL.
I guess I am a bit crazy today. No idea why. Suddenly the teacher make me so high. I miss my job! I wanna continue to work there. Sigh. I wanna work in T******. Is my wish going to come true? blink blink.

I feel great there.