I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist
I am a saddist

Am I really one?

사랑했던 너의 기억이
다시 내게 다가오는데
버릴 수가 없어 잊을 수가 없어
너를 사랑하는 나

의미 없는 시간 속에서
하루하루 지쳐가는 나
느낄 수가 없어 웃을 수가 없어
나 자꾸 눈물이 흘러

따뜻한 너의 눈빛 속에
내 모습 지워도 지워지지가 않아
꿈을 꾸듯 아련한
너와의 기억 속에서 머물고 싶어

이렇게 너를 사랑하는
내게로 다가와 줄 수는 없겠니
또다시 네 품에 잠들 수 있도록
다시 내게 돌아와

차가운 이 빗속에 서서
지난 시간 속을 헤매어
처음으로 다시
되돌릴 수는 없는 거니
널 찾고 싶어

따뜻한 너의 눈빛 속에
내 모습 지워도 지워지지가 않아
꿈을 꾸듯 아련한
너와의 기억 속에서 머물고 싶어

이렇게 너를 사랑하는
내게로 다가와 줄 수는 없겠니
또다시 네 품에 잠들 수 있도록
다시 내게 돌아와

Here is Joc's present! hahahaha

Park, please send me all the pictures! They're so overdue!

I feel so unlucky today.
Took the wrong bus which I thought it will stop at the third bus stop as there are more buses to take to school. But when it went into the lane to toa payoh, it went all the way to the highway lane. I was shocked. And I thought there is another bus stop somewhere near so that I might be able to take a bus back and just cross over the bridge to the usual bus stop, I was wrong! It went all the way into highway and there is not a single bus stop for me to get off! The bus uncle might thought that I am crazy because my feet hurt like siao and I keep on cursing and swearing. I feel so dumb can. How on earth will I take the wrong bus?! I must be blind or too retarded to think. The bus brought me to Yio Chuo Kang. Cool right? Thanks to my dumb brain, I need to take a cab. Instead of saving the 10bucks which I can spend on tomorrow meal, I spent it on something uneccessary! And the cab costs me my $13. How sad can I be? I am desperately in need of money that I am selling all my clothes soon on Linnyberry. Please buy them. They smell nice and nice to wear.

I have been thinking about a lot of things recently.
I think I must be crazy.


I have many liabilities.
I really hate Christmas.

Christmas, Christmas time is near,
Time for toys and time for cheer,
We've been good but we can't last,
Hurry Christmas, hurry fast!
Want a plane that loops the loop;
Me, I want a hu-la hoop.
We can hardly stand the wait.
Please Christmas, don't be late.
Something for the sweethearts..

HAHAHAHA Joc's one is not up yet! Soon soon okay? It's a surprise!

Thanks June, Shufen, Joc and XX for the christmas presents!

Xx, ur present will arrive soon okay? =X

I need time to save, no money to spend.

I am going out to celebrate Christmas with my np cca dearies! SEE YA!

Santa please be kind to me!

Chipmunk is cute!
$170.
Feeling bad and stress too. I guess Shufen feeling that way too?
Somehow a bit shock. Is there a motive behind?
Or you're trying to impress us?
I am not quite sure, maybe I think too much.
Extreme Tired for today.

I think I am mean.

I think I couldn't make in for the sociology test again. I have problem memorising theories! They just can't get into my head! :(
The assignment is just a little comfort as I copy most of the texts from the textbook and study guide. This is bad and I am scare! Mum keep on repeating this to me, 'If you fail the first year, I won't let you repeat. You have to quit and go out to work.' Somehow this scared me, I have no idea what to work as and which direction should I go.
I am being alienated from my true self!


The jerk

I hate people who keep on calling even when I rejected the calls 2 times! And they still didn't get the idea that I am busy. Obviously right? Else I don't even reject call at all. And if you have anything important, you will leave a message even if I reject the call instead of saying 'wa, what the hell sia? how come reject call sia..' WTF sia. I cannot reject your call meh?! It's NOT a must to answer loh, I can choose whose call to answer and whose to reject. Don't make me fed up, I can block you in msn too! At most everytime you call, I reject them only. Bloody old uncle!

Please help to save the earth, we're together as a whole!
3R policy: Reduce, Re-use and Recycle

I hate Christmas! It's all about spending lots and lots of money! Not only that, you go round and round to look for something suitable for your friends.
It makes me broke and totally not enough time at all.
And I have a sociology test on Tuesday! HOW SAD CAN I BE? :(
I feeling super stress now! I might fail again for this test!

Having headache.

I have a urge to be in love again after watching witch yoo hee. X)
But then I need a good partner. HAHAHA!
It's so romantic in drama but why didn't all this happen in reality?
Kinda depressing..

This is the life of men on earth:
Out of darkness we come at birth
Into a lamplit room, and then -
Go forward into dark again.

My bank statement is currently into depression.
I need to do something, something.
Any part time jobs?

My fringe is nice okay! I don't look like cheena! NOOOOO! :(

I cut my hair today. And the hair style remain me of my young days when I am in primary 6.
Please don't laugh when you see me.
I will get upset easily.

:)