Monday, May 09, 2005

+Love Perth+

Awwww~
Back to Singapore for two days. Miss Perth and love Perth. The scenery there is great. Air is cooling, morning breeze and night breeze is the most cooling. Shops closed early there. Foods there are expensive. Clothes are quite alright. Roxy things are about the same price as Singapore. Building are historical. Great time over there. Peaceful and quiet city. Perth.
Have a fun time shopping in perth, bought back four bottoms and three tops. haha. Should have bought that roxy slippers, it looks damn nice, but then no new piece. Didn't bought things for f3 =X hahaha lalala~ Don't know whether u all will like it or not. *worries Bought back three packets of nougats but then, mum took quite alot of it, now not enough to distribute to my friends. Should have buy more and more and more! Bought a boomerang for jeremy as instructed. Then a green converse bag and one accessory. Spent: 252 bucks. Left: 8bucks. Aiya, should have spend my 8bucks on nougats, still can buy about two packets. The performance was not so well done, for my part. First day of performance was the worst, nobody dare to play loud, and our timing was not correct. But then gradually do better each day after that. Last day of performance, I played until half way, I played the wrong note, and begin to stone there. Missed three bars, before I come in again. Scary. I was so anxious. Then tour around perth. Visited two universities, curtin and westfield. Westfield building was more historical. Great scenery there! Love the feeling over there. haha. Went to zoo, have pictures with koala bear, kangaroo and wormbat. Went to a wine vallery known as swan valley. Nice wine, drank a few flavour of wine, red wine, white wine, rice wine and dessert wine. Bought dessert wine back. Nice wine, sweet taste. Going to drink it at the correct timing. Enjoying every bit of it. hahahaha. I am so forgetful throughout the tour. After the second performance, Shih min went to change clothes, I helped her to keep her black shirt, then I left it at the chinese restaurant. Scared me almost to death. Then during the last day, when we are all suppose to check out, I forgot to do so. End up, On the way to airport, then I found something in my bag, a silver key with the room tag, 810 on it. hahaha. Mrs tay begin to ask me whether did I left anything behind or what. hahaha. Blur queen. Oh man, I am more slacking than usual after coming back from perth. My skin are getting worst. Peeling off, dehydrated, pimples popping out. Damn. Gotta drink more water. The weather in Singapore is so hot! Pictures time..


The church opposite our hotel.



Hay street




My daughter. whahaha. So cute!




The Westfield university.



White house inside westfield.



winter sonata in westfield. haha



koala bear in wildlife park.



*worries that it might drop something down. whahaha.



big eyes koala. WoooHoooo~



Interesting. White kangaroo.



Feeding the kangaroo. They are loving it. yummy.



Dingo. OhhWooOO~



Police scooter and I am the police. whahaha.



Photo in the air. Leaving Perth. Sob.




Clouds.. Love this picture.




Shih min and my sleepy face. Keep on falling asleep in the plane.



Beautiful sunset.

+Beautiful city, I love perth+

Thursday, April 28, 2005

+Practises+

AAHHHhhhh~
DAMN!
Not enough time for practise. Yet most of the time there is/are surely some people not able make it for some of the practise. How to coordinate well and expect to play well with this?!
Ridiculous!
Sigh. I didn't play well for this few days. Worries. Running notes not smooth. Timing not correctly. Intonation not correct. This are the weakness in me. Dead. Broke down into tears yesterday. Practise half way suddenly, become serious and feel so stress up. Luckily nobody saw. We have been practising since last week. And result? No sight of improvement at all. This is the worst case I can expect. After practise, Jeremy wanted to have a talk with me. So I went out. Walk along the corridor. Then he said I look so stress up. Yes, i am. I told him, I keep on making the same mistake over and over again. He told me, my timing is the problem. And I didn't play badly, it's I am too self conscious. Am I? Nah. He said alot of things. No choice, broke down into tears again in front of him. Awww~ Wrong timing. Then he went to toilet and took alot of tissue paper for me. Too much paper. haha. Told him, do I need so much paper? haha. I laughed. Jeremy, thanks for ur advice. I will keep that in mind. He's nice to me. The more he's nice, the more I don't know what to do. After practise, went to atrium with him. Waiting for him to transfer money to me. whahahaha. 160bucks! lalala~ Going to run away with the money! haha. Shocked that he asked me to help him register for his Japanese Advance A class. He trust me so much? Accompany him to KAP and eat for awhile then on the way we argued about my violin. Si jeremy, insisted on helping me taking my violin. Waste up so much time arguing and saw my bus went off without me. AH! Then I start to say him ben dan. haha. More shocking is that, he told me, Actually I am quite happy that instead of feeling stress up, I had made u angry. Shocked. Don't know what to reply. Waited quite long for the bus. Then he accompany me in the bus for a few stop.
I think I am beginning to feel something.
P:I'm too shy to ask... I just want to know whether you have little feelings for me?
W:Zzz.. zzz.. Zzz.. No idea. Erm.. Don't want to talk about relationship.
P:Ok.... Another 66 go pass me. Haha.. At least you didn't say you don't have.
W:Dots! Zhu ar? =X hahaha jk. U should go home first. Erm.. Thanks for ur advice.
P:Never mind... I am happy to send you home, at least a bit.... So guess what I can do now is to wait for you.
W:Don't wait lah. Ben dan. haha really. Don't wait. I'll not be a good gf.
P:I know you will be a good gf, its just to see whether its mine...
W:Nah. I'll not. U don't even know my character. haha sleep lah. Tomorrow still have to work. Reach home?
P:ya.. Sleeping now. Good night.
Dots! I am not IT.
Hmmm.. Going to shop for black collar top tomorrow. Waste money on useless things again. Feel like buying the shiny black bag in Far East. But no money. Bored! Gotta practise really hard. Prays.

Jia you bah! On we go.

Friday, April 22, 2005

+pizza+

WooooHoooo~
Today got practise again. For the coming trip. Hmm.. Begin to like Minuet in G by Johann Sebastian Bach. After everyone combining their part, sound quite pleasant. Reached school at 8.30am today. Such an early hour in the morning. haha. Feel like those schooling days instead of holidays. Can't work because of the trip. AHHhh~ Money! Need money for the trip. Got to shop till drop? Depends how much my parents going to give me. Sigh~ They surely give me little allowance. I want to work for money! But almost everyday I need to return to school for practise. 11days left! got to buck up! Ate pizza hut with the trip members. Weeee~ Cheers to our friendship. Haha. But then.. They were so bored that they made me the topic to talk about. Sweat~ Jeremy Poh and me?! Soup of the day? Ohhh welll.. Si fish! Bluff me by saying that she called Jeremy, to tell him that I don't like rose. Ahhh~ In the end, I asked Charmaine, did she really call? No was her answer. Argh~ Charmaine, u better tell me ur blog. haha. Nothing to hide from u. Only went out with Jeremy to movie ma. No big deal. hahaha. Anyway, I am attracted to my tennis classmate. Terance is his name. He's cute, look gentleman, great smile, charming looks. whahaha. Just nice! My type of guys! Shu fen, u better help me find whether he got friendster or not. haha. lala~ I am over high liao. Got to figure out tong hua de notes. muahahaha. Jeremy Poh and me are? Hmmm.. not sure either. Think hard. hahaha. On we go! The combination of the song during the last few minute before we go home is the best piece of the day. Quite well coordination. Jia you for the trip!

gambatte violin 3

Monday, April 18, 2005

+Pictures+


Look at that soo lee! Giving me that kind of stone face. whahahaha. baka!



Cutting the cake! yummy~



Pc was tring to make a love shape in my hot cappuccino foam. hahaha.



trying on to xue fen spectacles. Make a fool of myself! eeekk~



Girls look here. Where are the two of u looking at? =X



Act cute picture. hahaha. Look at pc! hamster~ =X



Formal group picture. XD



pc's new handphone! It's the new siemens handphone. Rich girl.





pc and me! buddies forever. love ya!




The strawberry favour cake mummy bought. Yummy! It looks nice! don't even bear to eat. Awww~


*Indulge like a queen. *preen *primp

Sunday, April 17, 2005

+Queen+

WEeeeeeeeeee~
Went chalet on friday. Feeling so tired after the bbq. Not even start our cycling trip yet. I am a pig. haha. During the bbq, everyone was making fun of me and jeremy lah. Argh. Make things even worst. I feel so awkward. So when he was at our table, I moved to other table. Hmm. Then after almost everyone left and I sat alone there eating Choclate Mushmaro, he sat beside me and ask me am I angry just now? haha. Nah. I wasn't angry with anyone. Just feeling awkward. Ahhhh. I don't know how should I treat u. I almost avoid being with him for the rest of the night. Sigh. Sorry didn't mean anything. Learnt how to play majong liao. Abit only. Not so sure of. Quite fun. =X Midnight cycling was fun. Went to Pasir ris beach. It was having high tide when we just reached there. Took some pictures with the group. I was in no mood to take pictures. And Jeremy keeps on asking me to smile. I can't smile.. at the camera. He's quite pissed off bu me. Went back at 3am plus. Find a small space in the bed for me to squeeze into. Sleep without blanket. Woke up around 6am plus, feeling so cold. Ahhhh~ Went back to sleep around 7am plus. Woke up at 9am plus and discover jeremy was sleeping on te left bed beside me. Haha. Sleep like small kid. bleh~ Think he knows I am avoiding him or he's quite pissed off by my attitude. Didn't talk much to me on saturaday. Left the chalet at 3.15pm.
Happy Birthday to ME! Turned 19 today. Celebrate with my secondary school old pals today. Have a lots of fun! We're a group of crazy girls.. Hahahaha~ Enjoyed my birthday celebration. Meet them at ps, cafe cartel at 4pm. As usual, I am late. Haha. Then order a set of crispy combo and pork ribs? The portion was quite big. That everyone walking past the cafe cartel will look at our foods. hahaha. Yummy! Didn't really eat alot today. Feel quite full today. We took neoprints after eating. whahaha. Went shopping around. Then the last stop was.. In Starbuck. haha. We are behaving very crazy there. Tooks lots of cute acts pictures. muahaha. I am lame, with those poses. Don't even know why am I feeling so high. Maybe you girls make me HIGH! hahaha. Thanks for your presents. Xie xie to all! Pc present is the most fragile. Nice precious moments musical waterball. Thanks alot! love you all so much! MuaCk~
Ohh ya. Meet Eddie after meeting pals. He is still the same old him. Lame guy. Talking using.. mailto:!@#@$@$. Hmmm.. Thanks for helping me takes those presents. Quite shocked that he asked me whether do I need help in those paper bags. We are really friends now. Don't feel like liking him anymore. Guess I am getting out of that room. *Cheers will upload my pictures tomorrow. Tired~

Happy Birthday to ME!

Thursday, April 14, 2005

+Jazz+

Lets us dance in the Jazz..
Meet Jeremy to watch Swing girls together yesterday. Went to causeway point as the show only available at causeway point. Feel so awkward. Bought the ticket, went to buy foods. Then... Guess who we met?! Edward and jolene. Ohh myy.. The world is so small. I saw Jolene and she telling Edward that she saw us? Maybe. Edward gives me that kind of laughter. _ _lll We are just watching movie together and thats it. As simple as that. And they are going to watch Swing girls too! AHhhh~ Seeing them is already awkward. Now make me even more embarrass. The show is interesting. It was about a group of girls having vacation math class then some how they poisoned the band members. In the end they have to join the band to take over for the coming baseball competition. They begin to learn the song called "Big band jazz". A very very nice jazz song. Feel like playing saxophone. The sound is so sexy~ =X hahaha. It was a funny japanese show. U won't regret watching it. After the movie, we went home. nothing else. Not sure whether am I going to stay for the chalet or not. Jeremy keeps on wanting me to stay. Depends bah.
P: :) may I have the chance to know you better?
W: What do you mean?
P: Eh... I mean to be more than just friends...?
Today went to my aunt house to work. Haha. Help her key in statement of account. Damn. So many numbers. Look until I'm blur. Sum up all and discover I am missing 14k! ohh myy.. Where is my 14k gone to? Die! Sigh. I am so tired and sick of looking at numbers. But in need of money. What to do? Some more going out with secondary pals to celebrate my birthday this coming saturday. Need money! *Pray for santa haha.

Sweat~

Monday, April 11, 2005

+Proudly Presents..+

Virtuoso XII~
Weeeeeee~ It's over. Hooray~ Went to school at about 11am plus. Aubrey helped me to tied my hair and jolene did the make-up. I look weird with the dark purple eyes shadow, like my eyes is swollen. Then Marcus said I look like china doll. What the.... Did I? Went to VCH at 2.30pm by school bus, reached there at around 3pm++. Then settle everything, tune instruments and have a rehearsal run through. Eat dinner at 6pm+, foods were late. The rice was so hard and Eugene said, the rice taste like they cooked yesterday and left it for today. I was... Maybe? Went for ushering after dinner. Confused. Don't know how to identify VIP. Then Went to give out booklets, saw June and joc. Went over to give them a surprise. WOooot~ Shu fen couldn't make it so joc took her place. ^^ It's okay, shu fen. I understand. haha. Took pictures with joc, June and zhiwei during intermission. My hands was trembling when we were performing Jazzing About Suite. Sitting beside Jeremy make me even nervous. Scare later he hears my notes out of tune. Didn't went home with june and joc. Gotta go back to school for strings tuning and jeremy helped me to tune it. Celebrate the successful of Virtuoso XII in club house. Three toast to Hong Zhi for being the Virtuoso XII president, NpStrings and a bright future for NpStrings. Went to KAP to eat supper after the celebration. Jeremy helped me to carry my things, especially my heavy bag. Thanks alot! Quite a nice guy. Walking half way through, I can't take it anymore from wearing my heels. Didn't brought slippers to change, so I borrowed the slippers from marcus. KAP was closed when we reached there. The rest was going somewhere else to eat. But marcus, his friends and Jeremy didn't feel like going. So we stay at KAP for supper. Bought the foods through the 24 hours drive through counter. I didn't eat. No money left. N>money! Went home with five person squeezing into a taxi. The uncle was kind too friendly or were the guys too energetic? Reached home dead. 1am. No energy left.

8 pretty girls excluding me. hahaha ^^ took at VCH.


We are the 8 sisters. WEeeee~ Black is our dressing code.


Joc, me and june. Took picture outside VCH. Pretty joc. Wear dress. Like the design of June's shirt. Take it off and let me wear, pretty please. =X


Look at the expression of joc! =X Pointing a gun to me? Nuuuuu~



hiding behind from so evil monster? Or am I playing hide and seek?! hahaha


Say cheese! They are so pretty! Love mei nu~ Opps I can't help it.



WEEEeee~ Finally manage to take a photo with pei huo. this little girl...



Photo of me and zhi wei inside VCH. That crazy zhi wei.



Shih min and me. Took in club house before going to VCH.


Virtuoso XII comm members. Proudly presents.. Virtuoso XII. President in white. ^^ love my comm members.

Friday, April 08, 2005

+ Virtouso XII +

I am so tired...
Practise until so late then reach home. Leave school at about 11.30pm? Think so. Go home with Marcus and Jeremy. Intend to take bus at the beginning but then when we saw a mec taxi, Jeremy rushed toward the taxi. In the end, we took a cab home. We took to Balestia then to my home as marcus lives the opposite block of mine. The fare is 9bucks quite cheap. haha..

I need to save money for my BOW! I broke my bow on tuesday. Argh! I was swinging my bow and who knows the next moment, I dropped it and heard a crack! It was broken. Can't even use super glue to save it. >.< Heart break~ Don't even dare to tell my mum. She will surely say I am so violent, careless and some more I bought the violin for few months only. Need to save money for a new bow. sigh~ Plus tong hua score? Maybe will buy guang liang composition pieces for about 25bucks? AHHH~~~ Some more going oversea in May. Badly in need of money! I need to shop and shop and shop! Spent more than 40bucks on wednesday when I was shopping with my strings girls. Brought a open toes heels. Weeeee~ Love the design. haha. Broke.

Enjoyed the chalet with T11. Went for midnight bike ride with some guys and F3. It was exciting! June knows how to cycle now. haha.. ^^ Then after the cycle, About 3am++, we went to Changi to see transvestite? They are all so pretty! Damn fermine! Ohh myyy.. Am I a girl? I wonder... Then zhi wei drove us to see old Changi hospital. It was so dark! Luckily he drove the other way in, where there are houses. Scary~ Went back to the chalet at 4am++ Just nice that the soccer match finished. I am so tired like hell. And there wasn't a space to sleep? In the end I really can't stand it anymore, I slept on the bed above ming kiat and his gf. haha. Feel so tired now, tomorrow still have practise at 9am. Back aches. Didn't intend to go practise so early but then marcus ask me to go with him. No choice. Live near him. Gotta have morning call from him. >.< It is going to be another long day.
Jia you~

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

+Turn Right, Turn Left+

Awwwww~
Such a tears jerker show. >.< I love that movie! Sigh. Think of the situation I am in now, feel so sad again. Everytime see u online, I don't know whether should I chat with u or not. But then, alway wait for u to message me first. Our gap is getting wider. Li de hao yuan hao yuan. Now that I am quite busy preparing for concert, whenever I come online, u will be sleeping soon. U stop playing acro. U say u changed a server. _ _lll And have to buy cd in order to play?! Too much money to spend? =X Seems like we have nothing in common to talk about. Ahhhhhh~
When out with a group of cca girls on sunday to shop for virtuoso clothes. End up buying a top from topshop and a pair of new black shoes! Ohh myy.. I don't care. I am going to buy another black color shoes with purple and blue strips in front. It's soooo stylo! I love that design but then stefanie say it look ugly. >.< Today rehersal at vch is totally craps! I didn't put in enough effort. I think I really need to practise alot alot of times! jia you bah! Birthday coming.. No plan in mind yet. It's soo.. boring? I am so exhausted. Love being single? HAhahaha! Any sunshine guys to intro me? Great smile will do! whahahaha.. I am crazy. Boring.. What is going on?! Everyday practise will be long! I haven't shop for my open toe heels yet. Ohh noooooo~

+Parallel lines will never meet. Just like u and me. On with our own way+

One of the pictures I edited for him. Cool? From this to the right side one. ^^ Before and after.


Thursday, March 31, 2005

+Erasing..+

AHHHhhhhhh~
Preparing to fail BIS. Sigh. The section A was exactly what is on the slides. But I didn't study at all. Shit! Play too much. Think too much. Dream too much. Hopefully the teacher will be kind enough to give me a passing grade. I really don't want to re-take that module. Like what shu fen said, boring module. Yuck! Lady luck isn't on my side. A-math.. Another no hope module. I really need to pass A-math. But then was given such a teacher. I doubt his ability in teaching. Doubt everything. Eddie messaged me in msn today. I was shocked. He said.. "She rejected me." I was... What the hell?! Thinking.. "So this is the reason why u message me. That is because she rejected u and u want me to comfort u?" But then I didn't voice out. I feel hurt and sad at that moment. Dropped few tears, but stop myself from turning on the tap again. Cheer up is the only words I can say to comfort U. Did u say cheer up when I am sad? HA! Not even once. Sorry is what u said. But then I think my action speak louder than ur words. Well.. Not going to let u bully again. Shhooo.. Not thinking that much.
I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. I like U. Just like U. Erasing.. In process... Cheer up.

+I am not the girl u heart is missing+

Nothing to do. Edit some ro pictures. haha~

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

+leave+

What a day to begin with?! Having EVP exam in the morning. Last minute study, help Eddie yesterday night to level his character. Sigh.. Then went home to rest awhile, left home to dental and hand in my piano fees. Happened to pass by a cash deposit machine. Everything went well.. Until the money the machine counts my money. It counts for quite long.. Then stuck! ahhhhhhh~ I am so scared. First time come across this kind of problem. The first thing I do was to check my account balance, the balance is still the same! Oh myy... Then I called my mum. She was talking in the phone so loudly as if it was my fault to make the machine stuck. >.< I got so panicked that I cried on the spot. sigh. Fill up the form and have to wait for few day before the money is credit into my account. Blame myself.
Reached home. Missed Eddie sms. He logs into the game and asks me whether I saw his sms. I went to see. Mind blackout. Can't think. Tears rolling down like a spoilt water tap. What is this about? "I like a girl in my class =X" What do u expect me to reply? HA! Congrat! Finally found someone who is the same childish age as u're? How should i reply this type of message? Please teach me. Don't ask me whether am I angry or not. Because I am hating u. Don't make me fall for u when U don't feel the same for me. Because I'm selfish. Don't expect me to be nice to u when u're not to me. Because I don't take thing for granted. What U expect from me? Haven't U hurt me enough? U betrayed my trust, again and again U say one thing and end up doing others. I am sick and tired of U. Those memories, how i wish I can erase them. I don't hurt other like the way u do. Don't ask me to find other guy and say "there is surely someone better than me" Ohh.. I am not desperate for a boyfriend and almost every guy is better than u. HA! So what do u expect to hear? Good luck. Best wishes. Merry Christmas. Happy new year! I am crazy. Panadol please. Urgently in need.



+ wo ai cuo le ni+

Sunday, March 27, 2005

+chalet lelelele+

O.o It's time to blog again. haha.. Psp2 paper on thurday was alright? Section B i am not so sure. quite tough for the Section B. >.< Forgot about the black-box testing and white-box testing theory. Well.. Hope can pass the paper.
Friday was a good friday. Went out with Eddie and his friend at 4pm? I am late again. whahaha. Lala~ Actually plan to watch movie, but then his friend spectacles spoilt. So they decided to go to sheng quan chalet instead of watching movie. I followed. Sheng quan chalet was at Tenah Merah's safa. Quite far from the mrt station. We took a cab in as we cannot find the shuttle bus service. Eddie was so entusiastic went he saw sheng quan they all playing soccer with other people. He and gavin joined them. They play and sweat like hell. Eddie T-shirt was drenched with his sweat. Eeeeekkkkk~ Then we went to buy some drink. For the first time, Eddie treat me a drink. I was surprised! Really surpriesed that I was smiling =X hahaha but I throw away the bottle le. Ahhhhhhh~ forgot liao. Then he began to talk about weird stuff. I was thinking about it then suddenly recall that I told gavin something. Ohhh myyy.. Gavin backstabbed me! How could nuuuu? Gavin said he was trying to help me. =.= I don't need any help. I need him to know what he's doing and not because his friend ask him to do. Ya, this is how I feel. Then went to sheng quan's chalet at about 7pm or 8pm after the pool and bowling games. I was starving! FOODS! I need foods!?! haha.. We don't dare to step into the chalet as sheng quan's family members were there. >.<>.< ate a few stick of crab meat and fishball before going up to second level. Just went I was about half stairs through, Eddie ran out of the room. Trapping me to that little corner. His back was facing me. His shirt was... Smelly! hahaha EEEkkkkk~ Went home with a little trouble. Sheng quan's father drove us to Pasir Ris mrt station. Seven of us have to squeeze in a car. Eddie was sitting on top of gavin legs. And gavin was there having pain. haha.. Poor gavin. Went home at around 10.50pm. ^^

+Sweet memories+

Sunday, March 20, 2005

+null+

Slept late yesterday, wake up at 1.30pm today. Oh gosh.. First time woke up so late. Woke up in a daze. Feeling so lost out of a sudden. Don't know whether to believe what he said yesterday. Receive a message from at 2pm+ asking me want to go out or not. Meet him at 4pm at Plaza singapura. Went to Yamaha to see some piano before going to arcade to meet him. All the pianos are so expensive. 7k+ for those intermediate to advance studies. Planning of getting a new piano. Got to look out for more. Meet him outside the arcade. Went in for awhile, not use to it. Too crowded with teenagers. Realise that I am quite old. Well, getting older. They wanted to sing again. _ _lll well.. This is nuts lah. I keep on spending money whenever going out with them. Broke liao. We went to Kster, the price is 7.99+++ , think is around 12bucks per person. First time see Eddie sing. Quite funny, he was shy at first. But then he acts alot lah. Acts as if he's singing the song, but the actual fact is he's just moving his mouth. haha. Keep on disturbing me, messing up my hair. =.= Childish guy. Left at around 8pm. When to bus stop with his friend. Different direction. Sigh. Can't he just accompany me to bus stop? Think alot on the bus. *will be alright.

+How can I smile with the tears in my eyes+

Saturday, March 19, 2005

+Esplanade+

Yesterday went out with Eddie and his friends until late night. Met them at suntec at 8.30pm, late for half an hour. haha. Then went to esplanade to enjoy the scenery. We sat on the chairs by the river outside Fullerton Hotel. The air was so cooling. Then a bunch of teenagers or should I say kids? hahaha think they are around my age, playing along the river. Pushing each other, or are they doing stunts? haha. Eddie keeps on cursing them to fall into the river. >.< bad. After resting for about an hour, we decided to sit boat. It was interesting, never sit boat ride at singapore river before. But then the ride for entire round was expensive. Each person is 12 bucks. Left there at 11.30pm? Went to orchard to buy drinks as the 7-eleven at city hall was closed. They wanted to sing. Thought of going to KBox. We took cab to chinatown. It was expensive to sing at night in KBox, the price there is about 18bucks, Kster is about 14bucks. haha. But I didn't join them, mum called and wanted me to go home. Yup. Think alot of things yesterday. Naggy mum. haha.

+Looks or money? was what she told me.+

Sunday, March 06, 2005

+Wedding dinner+

Weeeeeeee~Back aching from the wedding dinner plus not enough of sleep. I am so tired now. >.< Just now went to my cousin wedding dinner at sentosa shangriLa's. Not as grand as the ShangriLa in orchard? The foods was soso bah. The bride is so pretty, a national netball player she is. Saw her on television before and i was like.. This girl looks familiar. haha. Didn't notice any good looking guys at the wedding, all are pretty girls. haha. Eat till i am too full to move around. Took many pictures of the menu and flowers? haha. Nothing to do. Have a picture with my pretty cousin.
here is it..


Saturday, March 05, 2005

+Hitch+

Great show!
You guys should catch that movie. Funny movie with romances behind it. The dancing part is funny. The whole cinema is filled with laughters. Went home alone and reach home fast, but lazy to get foods. haha So hungry in the bus. Didn't get enough foods for dinner. TT Park starved me =X hahaha. Just kidding. I came late and dinner is gone. Thanks people for the movie. Bones aching and head tired. *hungry*

+I won't look back anymore. It just ain't worth my time+

Sunday, February 27, 2005

+Sentosa day+

What a sad day to begin with.. Chat with eddie in the morning, he said he got a ro girl player msn. I was like... very very angry with that. Totally pissed off. I reply ur problem. Cry on the spot. Didn't know why am i so angry. Still got to go sentosa with xing long and jocyceline. Meet them much more later than 11am. haha. Then we sat Xing long's friend car into sentosa. We turned so many round.. End up in a car park far away from palawan beach. _ _lll Jocyceline keeps on wanted to put xing long and me together. But it's impossible.. xing long expectation is high. Plus I am not interested in him. BAD day! Got bully by xing long and his friend. TT throw me into the water. Especially Xing long's friend. Childish! keep on wanted to throw me into the water when jocyceline and andrew went to bath. TT after that, went home alone by mrt.
Eddie.. is a flirt. That is what i can describe him. Nothing to say. Miserable.

+I am just another substitute in ur heart+

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

+BAD presentation day+

OHhhhhhh~ it was a BAD BAD day. Everything didn't went well for me. Having Oral Communication presentation in the morning. I was... So nervous like hell. Last minute prepare my presentation, of course I don't have any confident at all let alone say I prepare to entertain the class. When I was walking toward the computer, my teacher say, let us enjoy some music now. I said, there won't be any entertainment. "Ohhh.. Then I will be disappointed" was what she replied. The first word of my Violin parts was wrong, it was suppose to be chin rest and I said tail piece. I was still pointing to my violin chin rest and I said tail piece. _ _lll Then I corrected myself. At 3minutes, the teacher ask me why not U just end with a piece of song? I was stunted. I didn't practice any song, just running through a piece yesterday, didn't really went into it. So, I said, I try. This was the WORST part. First three note I played wrongly, then realize that I had a BAD beginning. The whole song was hell lah. A lot of notes went out of tune. Didn't even know what I was playing. Sob sob~ Wanted to get out of the room as soon as possible.
Return home as deadly. Slept for about 3hours. My mummy angry voice wake me up. I realize that she was screaming at my brother for the phone. _ _lll She bought stocks again. Ohh welll.. Few minute later come into my room and say, "everytime, U're the one who get me into trouble." I was...... Speechless. What the hell did I do?! I didn't force u to buy stocks, I didn't force U to cook for me. I just say I am eating dinner at home before I go to school for cca. Okay. Got to eat my dinner now, before she shouts at me again.

+I don't see any hope from anywhere+

Sunday, February 13, 2005

+I see You+

Wake up at 11.30am today. Bored. My rashes still haven't go away. So ugly! Argh. I think it's mosquito bites. There are really quite a number of mosquito in my area recently. Sick! Recall what happened yesterday, I'm back into the moody mood again. Sigh. Yesterday went out with Eddie and his friend, actually is to meet him then go to bugis and buy his birthday present. He had something in mind, nike sneakers or billabong wallet. When we met, I asked him which one he wants, he said just kidding only. _ _lll Then he asked me want to catch a movie? Oh.. Alright was my reply. Some more I had to pay for the ticket myself! What kind of guy is this? I was beginning to get annoy. But the movie Constantine was quite a nice movie. What makes me laugh during the movie is when I saw Eddie reaction! whahahaha.. During the front parts, there was this guy holding the spear and running. Then a car suddenly appear and knock him down. The effect was big, then Eddie was shocked and say that part scared him. Hahaha.. Serve him right! hmmph~ In the movie he was asking me to watch I do I do after Constantine. I didn't reply him. But then after the movie, his parents called so we head straight home. Maybe I expect too much from him. But shouldn't a guy send a girl home? Okay. Send me to the bus stop and I will be contented. He didn't.. I was wondering why in the bus. After liking him for quite a long time, then I discovered that he was not my type of guy. This is sad.
I lost the ticket that belong to his friend.. What is with me now is the only two tickets stating my seat and his. Isn't this weird? Sigh..

Sunday, February 06, 2005

+tong hua+

This few day had been going out with f3. Though it was tired but I enjoyed it. haha Common test is finally over le! Yeah! Firday after common tests, we went to shopping in orchard again then at night went for steamboat. Weeeee ~ Spent alot of money >.< hahaha =X Satuarday spent alot of money on hair cut! now no more money. TT Some more got two people birthday coming. Gotta save more money! look at me! my new hair cut.
Today slack at home the whole day, RO-ing again. Help eddie to level up. ^^ talk quite alot of things with him today. He sent me a song, tong hua. The song is so sad. TT it's a nice song by guang liang. Then he talks about US. Hmm.. Quite surprising, he knows he has a bad character. Hope he's going to change it. ^^ way to go eddie! jia you!


This is Friday steamboat picture~ yummy yummy!


This is my new hair cut! hahaha..

Thursday, February 03, 2005

+this is hell+

OMG ~
This is hell man! Today Amath paper is so difficult. Gosh, I'm going to fail that paper. So many blank. The indices sux lah! Seem to be easy but when u do, it's tough! What the... sigh. Another paper again. What am I doing? Oh man! Have to stop playing RO every night or else I'm going to play my whole life through. But this is tough. How to stop myself? I... just want to see him online everytime i log onto RO. So that I can have time spending with him >.< Sigh. I'm stupid. Well.. This is ME. I'm going to sleep or else I can't wake up tml morning and study. Sigh. Talk about study, tomorrow is OS paper. TT Another Blow. If only...
Wish me luck bah. I need alot! Plenty of luck! Two more days!