What a sad day to begin with.. Chat with eddie in the morning, he said he got a ro girl player msn. I was like... very very angry with that. Totally pissed off. I reply ur problem. Cry on the spot. Didn't know why am i so angry. Still got to go sentosa with xing long and jocyceline. Meet them much more later than 11am. haha. Then we sat Xing long's friend car into sentosa. We turned so many round.. End up in a car park far away from palawan beach. _ _lll Jocyceline keeps on wanted to put xing long and me together. But it's impossible.. xing long expectation is high. Plus I am not interested in him. BAD day! Got bully by xing long and his friend. TT throw me into the water. Especially Xing long's friend. Childish! keep on wanted to throw me into the water when jocyceline and andrew went to bath. TT after that, went home alone by mrt.
Eddie.. is a flirt. That is what i can describe him. Nothing to say. Miserable.
+I am just another substitute in ur heart+
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
+BAD presentation day+
OHhhhhhh~ it was a BAD BAD day. Everything didn't went well for me. Having Oral Communication presentation in the morning. I was... So nervous like hell. Last minute prepare my presentation, of course I don't have any confident at all let alone say I prepare to entertain the class. When I was walking toward the computer, my teacher say, let us enjoy some music now. I said, there won't be any entertainment. "Ohhh.. Then I will be disappointed" was what she replied. The first word of my Violin parts was wrong, it was suppose to be chin rest and I said tail piece. I was still pointing to my violin chin rest and I said tail piece. _ _lll Then I corrected myself. At 3minutes, the teacher ask me why not U just end with a piece of song? I was stunted. I didn't practice any song, just running through a piece yesterday, didn't really went into it. So, I said, I try. This was the WORST part. First three note I played wrongly, then realize that I had a BAD beginning. The whole song was hell lah. A lot of notes went out of tune. Didn't even know what I was playing. Sob sob~ Wanted to get out of the room as soon as possible.
Return home as deadly. Slept for about 3hours. My mummy angry voice wake me up. I realize that she was screaming at my brother for the phone. _ _lll She bought stocks again. Ohh welll.. Few minute later come into my room and say, "everytime, U're the one who get me into trouble." I was...... Speechless. What the hell did I do?! I didn't force u to buy stocks, I didn't force U to cook for me. I just say I am eating dinner at home before I go to school for cca. Okay. Got to eat my dinner now, before she shouts at me again.
+I don't see any hope from anywhere+
Return home as deadly. Slept for about 3hours. My mummy angry voice wake me up. I realize that she was screaming at my brother for the phone. _ _lll She bought stocks again. Ohh welll.. Few minute later come into my room and say, "everytime, U're the one who get me into trouble." I was...... Speechless. What the hell did I do?! I didn't force u to buy stocks, I didn't force U to cook for me. I just say I am eating dinner at home before I go to school for cca. Okay. Got to eat my dinner now, before she shouts at me again.
+I don't see any hope from anywhere+
Sunday, February 13, 2005
+I see You+
Wake up at 11.30am today. Bored. My rashes still haven't go away. So ugly! Argh. I think it's mosquito bites. There are really quite a number of mosquito in my area recently. Sick! Recall what happened yesterday, I'm back into the moody mood again. Sigh. Yesterday went out with Eddie and his friend, actually is to meet him then go to bugis and buy his birthday present. He had something in mind, nike sneakers or billabong wallet. When we met, I asked him which one he wants, he said just kidding only. _ _lll Then he asked me want to catch a movie? Oh.. Alright was my reply. Some more I had to pay for the ticket myself! What kind of guy is this? I was beginning to get annoy. But the movie Constantine was quite a nice movie. What makes me laugh during the movie is when I saw Eddie reaction! whahahaha.. During the front parts, there was this guy holding the spear and running. Then a car suddenly appear and knock him down. The effect was big, then Eddie was shocked and say that part scared him. Hahaha.. Serve him right! hmmph~ In the movie he was asking me to watch I do I do after Constantine. I didn't reply him. But then after the movie, his parents called so we head straight home. Maybe I expect too much from him. But shouldn't a guy send a girl home? Okay. Send me to the bus stop and I will be contented. He didn't.. I was wondering why in the bus. After liking him for quite a long time, then I discovered that he was not my type of guy. This is sad.
I lost the ticket that belong to his friend.. What is with me now is the only two tickets stating my seat and his. Isn't this weird? Sigh..
I lost the ticket that belong to his friend.. What is with me now is the only two tickets stating my seat and his. Isn't this weird? Sigh..
Sunday, February 06, 2005
+tong hua+
This few day had been going out with f3. Though it was tired but I enjoyed it. haha Common test is finally over le! Yeah! Firday after common tests, we went to shopping in orchard again then at night went for steamboat. Weeeee ~ Spent alot of money >.< hahaha =X Satuarday spent alot of money on hair cut! now no more money. TT Some more got two people birthday coming. Gotta save more money! look at me! my new hair cut.
Today slack at home the whole day, RO-ing again. Help eddie to level up. ^^ talk quite alot of things with him today. He sent me a song, tong hua. The song is so sad. TT it's a nice song by guang liang. Then he talks about US. Hmm.. Quite surprising, he knows he has a bad character. Hope he's going to change it. ^^ way to go eddie! jia you!
This is Friday steamboat picture~ yummy yummy!
This is my new hair cut! hahaha..
Today slack at home the whole day, RO-ing again. Help eddie to level up. ^^ talk quite alot of things with him today. He sent me a song, tong hua. The song is so sad. TT it's a nice song by guang liang. Then he talks about US. Hmm.. Quite surprising, he knows he has a bad character. Hope he's going to change it. ^^ way to go eddie! jia you!
This is Friday steamboat picture~ yummy yummy!
This is my new hair cut! hahaha..
Thursday, February 03, 2005
+this is hell+
OMG ~
This is hell man! Today Amath paper is so difficult. Gosh, I'm going to fail that paper. So many blank. The indices sux lah! Seem to be easy but when u do, it's tough! What the... sigh. Another paper again. What am I doing? Oh man! Have to stop playing RO every night or else I'm going to play my whole life through. But this is tough. How to stop myself? I... just want to see him online everytime i log onto RO. So that I can have time spending with him >.< Sigh. I'm stupid. Well.. This is ME. I'm going to sleep or else I can't wake up tml morning and study. Sigh. Talk about study, tomorrow is OS paper. TT Another Blow. If only...
Wish me luck bah. I need alot! Plenty of luck! Two more days!
This is hell man! Today Amath paper is so difficult. Gosh, I'm going to fail that paper. So many blank. The indices sux lah! Seem to be easy but when u do, it's tough! What the... sigh. Another paper again. What am I doing? Oh man! Have to stop playing RO every night or else I'm going to play my whole life through. But this is tough. How to stop myself? I... just want to see him online everytime i log onto RO. So that I can have time spending with him >.< Sigh. I'm stupid. Well.. This is ME. I'm going to sleep or else I can't wake up tml morning and study. Sigh. Talk about study, tomorrow is OS paper. TT Another Blow. If only...
Wish me luck bah. I need alot! Plenty of luck! Two more days!
Saturday, January 29, 2005
+slacking+
Sighhhh~
After so many days of study break, I still not in the mood to study. Maybe because too addicted in ro le. >.< I'm going to fail every modules. So many things happened... I have to bear it alone. This is unfair... U're unfair to me! Couldn't describe anything in words.. Let it bury deep down into my heart.. Got to forget everything as soon as possible. I'll be strong. Yesh i will. *not in the mood to study _ _lll*
+ Forgiveness is the fragrance the violet sheds on the shoe that has crushed it +
After so many days of study break, I still not in the mood to study. Maybe because too addicted in ro le. >.< I'm going to fail every modules. So many things happened... I have to bear it alone. This is unfair... U're unfair to me! Couldn't describe anything in words.. Let it bury deep down into my heart.. Got to forget everything as soon as possible. I'll be strong. Yesh i will. *not in the mood to study _ _lll*
+ Forgiveness is the fragrance the violet sheds on the shoe that has crushed it +
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
+headache+
Ahhhhhhhhh~
Headache man. I hate making such a tough decision in life. Whish major should I choose? Especially it is related to my future. Oh my gosh.. Which one is more suitable for me? One wrong move, I'll be dead. Software engineering is tough. But there is a good prospect in the future. E-business is something related to business plus programming. I want to study something related to finance but it's a high competitive stuff in the future. What should I choose? Follow my interest or to follow the money path? >.<
Sigh.. Please show me the lighted path.
Headache man. I hate making such a tough decision in life. Whish major should I choose? Especially it is related to my future. Oh my gosh.. Which one is more suitable for me? One wrong move, I'll be dead. Software engineering is tough. But there is a good prospect in the future. E-business is something related to business plus programming. I want to study something related to finance but it's a high competitive stuff in the future. What should I choose? Follow my interest or to follow the money path? >.<
Sigh.. Please show me the lighted path.
Thursday, January 06, 2005
+Me+
AHhhhhh~
Today don't have to work. *smiles* I'm currently working. Only need to work for lilian until next 12th January as their promoter had quit recently. At least can earn some pocket money for me to buy adidas bag and reborn my hair. whahaha.. So boring and stress leh. Need to cope with studies and work at the same time. Understand how those people coping studies and work together. You need to really manage your time well or else you won't have time for studies. Working in taka is quite fun. Got quite a number of O levels students, can get along with them quite well. ^^; Miss the time when I'm working in John little. After work someone will be there fetching me home. I miss the old times. Sighh~ Never mind lah. Need money to feed my three gf ma, so having a tough life for the time being. hahaha..
RO? Don't think i'll have time for RO bah. Don't even have time to sleep le, I need to plan my time well. Oh my gosh.. Tomorrow still have OS test. Argghhh~ Exams are around the corner, I'm going to be drive nuts! >.<
Today don't have to work. *smiles* I'm currently working. Only need to work for lilian until next 12th January as their promoter had quit recently. At least can earn some pocket money for me to buy adidas bag and reborn my hair. whahaha.. So boring and stress leh. Need to cope with studies and work at the same time. Understand how those people coping studies and work together. You need to really manage your time well or else you won't have time for studies. Working in taka is quite fun. Got quite a number of O levels students, can get along with them quite well. ^^; Miss the time when I'm working in John little. After work someone will be there fetching me home. I miss the old times. Sighh~ Never mind lah. Need money to feed my three gf ma, so having a tough life for the time being. hahaha..
RO? Don't think i'll have time for RO bah. Don't even have time to sleep le, I need to plan my time well. Oh my gosh.. Tomorrow still have OS test. Argghhh~ Exams are around the corner, I'm going to be drive nuts! >.<
Friday, December 31, 2004
+whatever+
Welll....
You make me fed up. Really fed up today. Stop saying you like me when you really don't seem to. I definately hate you! Please disappear from my sight, you JERK! I hate small kid. I'm not going to believe your words again. You lost my trust in you. I'll be playing RO more and more seldom, then eventually stop. I'm glad that I'll not be seeing you in my life again. So just get lost. Good bye, JERK!
+Let the rain fall and wake my dream+
You make me fed up. Really fed up today. Stop saying you like me when you really don't seem to. I definately hate you! Please disappear from my sight, you JERK! I hate small kid. I'm not going to believe your words again. You lost my trust in you. I'll be playing RO more and more seldom, then eventually stop. I'm glad that I'll not be seeing you in my life again. So just get lost. Good bye, JERK!
+Let the rain fall and wake my dream+
Thursday, December 30, 2004
+come clean+
What the hell?! I'm feeling deep down in the drain now. It's raining some more. Feel like crying and crying. Stupid Eddie makes me so fed up that I'm hating him right at the moment. Sux! Hate him to the core. Somebody please bash him up. Shouldn't have know him from the start. Flirt and flirt and flirt. Whatever. It's alway him who spoil my day. TT Sighhhhhhhhhh~ Nelson what should I do? Arghh.. I hate RO! Deleting every Eddie's message. Dots! Don't every make me feel pissed off. I'll curse and swear at that person. Eddie, please go and die! Sob sob~
+I give u my heart but U give it away+
+I give u my heart but U give it away+
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
+coldness+
Sighhhhhh~
Today is such a bad day! Raining day. First time try playing tennis in the rain. >.< feeling so cold in class that I tembled when I'm giving speech. Oh my gosh! Definately going to be mark down on my marks. TT After reading the news about the monday or sunday tsunamis outbreak, I almost cry. Seeing that more than 150 childrens were killed in that waves, make me realise that life is really vulnerable. Sending my prayers to the deads. *praying silently in the breeze of the night*
Quite happy that received ur last night message. But who knows bad thing happened after that? sweat~ Well.. I really got nothing to say if U're going to continue with that kind of attitude when talking to me. Nelson never did anything wrong and U misunderstand him. He's just trying his best to make me happy when u're not there to share my woes. Should I say he's much more mature than u? I hope that U won't be so xiao qi. Cool down and think clearly. I shouldn't demand too much from U. Maybe it's just a crush? yaaaa... Should be. Tired.
+ everything behind me seems so insignificant +
Today is such a bad day! Raining day. First time try playing tennis in the rain. >.< feeling so cold in class that I tembled when I'm giving speech. Oh my gosh! Definately going to be mark down on my marks. TT After reading the news about the monday or sunday tsunamis outbreak, I almost cry. Seeing that more than 150 childrens were killed in that waves, make me realise that life is really vulnerable. Sending my prayers to the deads. *praying silently in the breeze of the night*
Quite happy that received ur last night message. But who knows bad thing happened after that? sweat~ Well.. I really got nothing to say if U're going to continue with that kind of attitude when talking to me. Nelson never did anything wrong and U misunderstand him. He's just trying his best to make me happy when u're not there to share my woes. Should I say he's much more mature than u? I hope that U won't be so xiao qi. Cool down and think clearly. I shouldn't demand too much from U. Maybe it's just a crush? yaaaa... Should be. Tired.
+ everything behind me seems so insignificant +
Sunday, December 26, 2004
+Flummoxed feelings+
Sighhhh~
Tomorrow will be having school again. >.< So boring. Some more this week got OS test. I can't even understand a single thing of the array in programming. Not interested in whatever I do. I don't even remember in doing the A-math quiz online. Shit! play too much RO and too into Christmas le. I'm dead.
Don't even know what I want in U. Don't even know whether u're true towards me. Don't even seem to believing in U anymore. I'm flummoxed! Some sort of sadness filled inside me. Feel like crying but yet I must be strong. If U really need me, please show me your concern! Action speak louder than words!~ TT
+Seem near yet so far+
hahaha~ your pic appear in my blog? whenever see ur face I feel like laughing. =X weeeeeee~ I'm evil!
Tomorrow will be having school again. >.< So boring. Some more this week got OS test. I can't even understand a single thing of the array in programming. Not interested in whatever I do. I don't even remember in doing the A-math quiz online. Shit! play too much RO and too into Christmas le. I'm dead.
Don't even know what I want in U. Don't even know whether u're true towards me. Don't even seem to believing in U anymore. I'm flummoxed! Some sort of sadness filled inside me. Feel like crying but yet I must be strong. If U really need me, please show me your concern! Action speak louder than words!~ TT
+Seem near yet so far+
hahaha~ your pic appear in my blog? whenever see ur face I feel like laughing. =X weeeeeee~ I'm evil!
Friday, December 24, 2004
+Hohoho+
Merry Christmas everyone!
After tonight, it'll be Christmas. Weeee~ I can feel the breeze of Christmas. Today received many presents! I just brought smarties for the class, hope u all don't mind. Received f3 presents, Jocyceline gave me a snoopy glass, June gave me box of chocolates and Shu Fen gave me a magic pen (a pen with light when u write something)! I love the guys in our class! They are sooooo cute and sweet. ^^ Thanks for the Santa hat and the flower. Hmm.. Weiwah, thanks for the bear.After that went to orchard with F3. So many people. So many things on sales. A lot of people carrying big and small shopping bags, as if those item are free. Sweat~
Today meet Eddie in town. Eh... He quite good looking. haha.. But there is a problem in age. Hmm.. Kinda lame, keep on asking me lame questions. So young already got a wear earring on his right ear le. Oh my gosh! I was stunned when I saw it. In game always bully people but in real life.. So shy? Or act de? hahaha..
Well.. He's thirsty and yet he doesn't want to buy some water. Lazy to go was his excuse. I keep on telling him to go buy some water. Then he said, I scare later U run away when I go buy water. I was... A bit happy? haha.. Whenever I see his message I'll get a bit excited. Don't know why leh. Ahhhhhh..
Don't tell me I....... No idea. >.< Why am i alway choose people younger than me? Where are all the older guys?! arghhh.. Wo bu xi huan! Wishing everyone enjoy your christmas! hohoho~
+we met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said good bye and who'll hear the echoes of stories never told+
santa claus in class. Weeeeeee~
Christmas Neo prints! Hohoho.. Merry Christmas!
After tonight, it'll be Christmas. Weeee~ I can feel the breeze of Christmas. Today received many presents! I just brought smarties for the class, hope u all don't mind. Received f3 presents, Jocyceline gave me a snoopy glass, June gave me box of chocolates and Shu Fen gave me a magic pen (a pen with light when u write something)! I love the guys in our class! They are sooooo cute and sweet. ^^ Thanks for the Santa hat and the flower. Hmm.. Weiwah, thanks for the bear.After that went to orchard with F3. So many people. So many things on sales. A lot of people carrying big and small shopping bags, as if those item are free. Sweat~
Today meet Eddie in town. Eh... He quite good looking. haha.. But there is a problem in age. Hmm.. Kinda lame, keep on asking me lame questions. So young already got a wear earring on his right ear le. Oh my gosh! I was stunned when I saw it. In game always bully people but in real life.. So shy? Or act de? hahaha..
Well.. He's thirsty and yet he doesn't want to buy some water. Lazy to go was his excuse. I keep on telling him to go buy some water. Then he said, I scare later U run away when I go buy water. I was... A bit happy? haha.. Whenever I see his message I'll get a bit excited. Don't know why leh. Ahhhhhh..
Don't tell me I....... No idea. >.< Why am i alway choose people younger than me? Where are all the older guys?! arghhh.. Wo bu xi huan! Wishing everyone enjoy your christmas! hohoho~
+we met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said good bye and who'll hear the echoes of stories never told+
santa claus in class. Weeeeeee~
Christmas Neo prints! Hohoho.. Merry Christmas!
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
+Around the corners+
Hmmm... One more day and it'll be... Christmas! Yesh! I can get my christmas present from June, Jocyceline, Shu Fen and the guys.. Guys better don't disappoint us! hahaha~ Weeeee~ So anxious about this friday. Going to celebrate after classes. ^^ Love u guys! Hmmm... Brought presents for everyone. >.< I'm broke le. Money money where are u?! Tired~ Tomorrow having A-math test. Hopefully I can get the formulas right and a clear mind. Cya~
+It takes 3 seconds to fall in love. But 3 decades to get along+
+It takes 3 seconds to fall in love. But 3 decades to get along+
Saturday, December 18, 2004
+Christmas Mood+
HoHoHo.. Merry Christmas!
XD It's friday again and we went to town again. Shop shop, look around, update my fashion sense. Haha.. Today only Shu Fen and jocyceline soend quite a amount of money. I only spent money on foods. I'm trying to save up so that I got money to buy Jocyceline's present. But who knows in the end, we still got no idea what to get for my receiver, left us to draw lots. Haha.. Jocyceline spent the most, on her bf and her wallets, Perrie Cardin. Nice looking wallet, that costed her 130bucks. Difficult to feed a boyfriend. This and that to get for him. Wo yang bu qi xiao bai lian~ =X Shu Fen brought a kawaii shoes at heeran. Love the design of those shoes. *ai shi ni men le* haha.. Saving up money for clothes and shoes.
Suddenly feel myself so into christmas mood. So i decided to change my blogskin. *Love my blogskin now* Love the raining day of winter, love the decoration of christmas tree and building in orchard, love the song rythems that come out from the church, love most is that a new year is coming! Haha.. Hmmm... Seeing U feel so bored of life, I don't know how to cheer U up. The meaning of life is to be discover by urself. U will understand it someday. Just wait patiently.^^ Got to stop writing now. So many things undone. Haven't practise piano for a long time. Having violin lesson tomorrow. Need to sleep. Oink oink~
+To be kind is to be cruel+
XD It's friday again and we went to town again. Shop shop, look around, update my fashion sense. Haha.. Today only Shu Fen and jocyceline soend quite a amount of money. I only spent money on foods. I'm trying to save up so that I got money to buy Jocyceline's present. But who knows in the end, we still got no idea what to get for my receiver, left us to draw lots. Haha.. Jocyceline spent the most, on her bf and her wallets, Perrie Cardin. Nice looking wallet, that costed her 130bucks. Difficult to feed a boyfriend. This and that to get for him. Wo yang bu qi xiao bai lian~ =X Shu Fen brought a kawaii shoes at heeran. Love the design of those shoes. *ai shi ni men le* haha.. Saving up money for clothes and shoes.
Suddenly feel myself so into christmas mood. So i decided to change my blogskin. *Love my blogskin now* Love the raining day of winter, love the decoration of christmas tree and building in orchard, love the song rythems that come out from the church, love most is that a new year is coming! Haha.. Hmmm... Seeing U feel so bored of life, I don't know how to cheer U up. The meaning of life is to be discover by urself. U will understand it someday. Just wait patiently.^^ Got to stop writing now. So many things undone. Haven't practise piano for a long time. Having violin lesson tomorrow. Need to sleep. Oink oink~
+To be kind is to be cruel+
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
+hao lei+
Zzzz....
Feel so tired today. Hao lei hao lei.. No mood to talk to anyone in the morning. Think I'm having sleep deprivation. haha.. Today, when we're having our lunch, some people approached Shu Fen, asking her whether she wants to join in the nomination for ICT school belle. haha ^^ know how pretty are u now? So stop saying that urea fat, because urea not. CD Christmas is around the corner. So excited about it! Have a great talk with F3 today in the library after school. June is so adorable today. Because mummy makes her high lah. haha.. Guess what happened? Mummy was joking about what to give shu fen for her Christmas present. Then June was drinking green tea? She's so excited about it that when mummy said out the present, June spat out her bubble tea. haha.. Then shu fen was..... Shock! Sitting right in front of June. haha.. Some water spat to Shu fen's face. She starts saying yuck. haha.. June say green tea is good for skin. But with her saliva in it? *sweat* haha.. Is June really going to buy for me the Adidas bag? I'll definitely love U deeply if u could buy it for me. haha.. Saw her expression changed when I told her I want an adidas bag. Just kidding only lah. Don't worry. I think I have something in mind. Hmmm.. A Fleshimp T-shirt will do. ^^ Don't know what to buy for Jocyceline. I can't afford ur LV bag or LV wallet. Too expensive le. Anyone got any jobs to recommend me? Need money desperately to feed my three girlfriends. haha..
Sigh.. Gotta buy so many textbooks tomorrow. So expensive some more. I'm broke. Anyone can sponsor me free textbooks? haha.. Having BIS test tomorrow. Without a textbook with me, how am I going to study my BIS? I'm such a weird person. Lacking behind the class, still so slack. Guess this is my personality bah. >.< I'm dead meat. Wish me good luck tomorrow bah~
Feel so tired today. Hao lei hao lei.. No mood to talk to anyone in the morning. Think I'm having sleep deprivation. haha.. Today, when we're having our lunch, some people approached Shu Fen, asking her whether she wants to join in the nomination for ICT school belle. haha ^^ know how pretty are u now? So stop saying that urea fat, because urea not. CD Christmas is around the corner. So excited about it! Have a great talk with F3 today in the library after school. June is so adorable today. Because mummy makes her high lah. haha.. Guess what happened? Mummy was joking about what to give shu fen for her Christmas present. Then June was drinking green tea? She's so excited about it that when mummy said out the present, June spat out her bubble tea. haha.. Then shu fen was..... Shock! Sitting right in front of June. haha.. Some water spat to Shu fen's face. She starts saying yuck. haha.. June say green tea is good for skin. But with her saliva in it? *sweat* haha.. Is June really going to buy for me the Adidas bag? I'll definitely love U deeply if u could buy it for me. haha.. Saw her expression changed when I told her I want an adidas bag. Just kidding only lah. Don't worry. I think I have something in mind. Hmmm.. A Fleshimp T-shirt will do. ^^ Don't know what to buy for Jocyceline. I can't afford ur LV bag or LV wallet. Too expensive le. Anyone got any jobs to recommend me? Need money desperately to feed my three girlfriends. haha..
Sigh.. Gotta buy so many textbooks tomorrow. So expensive some more. I'm broke. Anyone can sponsor me free textbooks? haha.. Having BIS test tomorrow. Without a textbook with me, how am I going to study my BIS? I'm such a weird person. Lacking behind the class, still so slack. Guess this is my personality bah. >.< I'm dead meat. Wish me good luck tomorrow bah~
Saturday, December 11, 2004
+holidays were over+
Hiyayayaya~
So long since I last wrote my blog. XD Guess I'm always that lazy. haha slacking everyday in school, taking thing each at a step, moving as slow as a turtle, slowly and slowly, finally realizing that everyone is ahead of me. This is ME. haha. Friday went shopping with F3 again. haha.. Brought some clothes. Actually is suppose to buy sport shoes for tennis but in the end I brought a demin skirt and a fleshimp shirt. haha.. Wasting money again. June and Jocyceline have to go off first as they have something on. Saw Jocyceline's boyfriend working in Taka, guess what? Her boyfriend look quite dashing. haha.. Well dressed, I like guys who dress in long sleeve and tie, look so formal. XD Then Shu Fen and me went to heeren to shop shop a while. And guess what? haha~ We saw an adidas jacket, pink and grey. Look so sweet~ Shu Fen was so into that jacket and wanted to buy it. haha.. Impulsive act? When I reached home, the first thing I did was to hide my clothes into the cupboard. haha
Hmmm.. Cheer up bah. Knowing that U're sad, while I can't do anything to cheer U up, I feel so useless. Let nature take it course bah. Kang kai dian~
So long since I last wrote my blog. XD Guess I'm always that lazy. haha slacking everyday in school, taking thing each at a step, moving as slow as a turtle, slowly and slowly, finally realizing that everyone is ahead of me. This is ME. haha. Friday went shopping with F3 again. haha.. Brought some clothes. Actually is suppose to buy sport shoes for tennis but in the end I brought a demin skirt and a fleshimp shirt. haha.. Wasting money again. June and Jocyceline have to go off first as they have something on. Saw Jocyceline's boyfriend working in Taka, guess what? Her boyfriend look quite dashing. haha.. Well dressed, I like guys who dress in long sleeve and tie, look so formal. XD Then Shu Fen and me went to heeren to shop shop a while. And guess what? haha~ We saw an adidas jacket, pink and grey. Look so sweet~ Shu Fen was so into that jacket and wanted to buy it. haha.. Impulsive act? When I reached home, the first thing I did was to hide my clothes into the cupboard. haha
Hmmm.. Cheer up bah. Knowing that U're sad, while I can't do anything to cheer U up, I feel so useless. Let nature take it course bah. Kang kai dian~
Monday, November 29, 2004
+Cameron Highland+
HellOooo
Back from cameron highland for one week le. Actually I do blog this few day, but I forgot to publish my blog for hours, in the end, it turn out I got to re-blog again. I was like what?!
Yesterday went to my ex secondary school mate, Xin Hui's house to celebrate her birthday. They sang ka la Ok. Hahaha.. All of them were like so shy. They didn't want to sang no matter how xin hui pleased them to sing. haha.. Luckily later on, some of them began to get in tune and sang together. ^^ But I still didn't sang. haha.. Don't know how to sing. We took quite a number of photo at her house. About 7pm then we took out the cake and sang her birthday song. Quite enjoyable. Cameron highland is a great place to relax. The air there is so flesh and cooling. The temperature can be as low as 18 degree celsius. Didn't have time to shop for clothes or gifts for u all, F4. So sorry about it. >.< School is reopening in few more day. Sigh. My pimples still didn't get well. Sad leh. TT Hopefully it'll recover as soon as possible~
Oh well, my dad almost confiscate my laptop due to my over using it during the holidays. TT sad sad sad. Quarrel with him almost everyday. I got attitude problem? Am I? ahhhh~
Today is ur birthday. haha I have a good memory right? Shen ri kuai le~ May your wishes come true and angels watching over you.
Back from cameron highland for one week le. Actually I do blog this few day, but I forgot to publish my blog for hours, in the end, it turn out I got to re-blog again. I was like what?!
Yesterday went to my ex secondary school mate, Xin Hui's house to celebrate her birthday. They sang ka la Ok. Hahaha.. All of them were like so shy. They didn't want to sang no matter how xin hui pleased them to sing. haha.. Luckily later on, some of them began to get in tune and sang together. ^^ But I still didn't sang. haha.. Don't know how to sing. We took quite a number of photo at her house. About 7pm then we took out the cake and sang her birthday song. Quite enjoyable. Cameron highland is a great place to relax. The air there is so flesh and cooling. The temperature can be as low as 18 degree celsius. Didn't have time to shop for clothes or gifts for u all, F4. So sorry about it. >.< School is reopening in few more day. Sigh. My pimples still didn't get well. Sad leh. TT Hopefully it'll recover as soon as possible~
Oh well, my dad almost confiscate my laptop due to my over using it during the holidays. TT sad sad sad. Quarrel with him almost everyday. I got attitude problem? Am I? ahhhh~
Today is ur birthday. haha I have a good memory right? Shen ri kuai le~ May your wishes come true and angels watching over you.
Sunday, November 14, 2004
+only me+
WOoooo~ Finally performed for the family concert. Yesterday me and Joyceline were so nervous that we were going to stone at the fast tempo music tune. haha. Luckily we didn't. Unexpected our performances were to be quite well done, better than our rehearsal de. haha. A pity that June and Shu fen couldn't attend our concert. Got to go home alone. So boring. Love piano a lot! Envy Edward again. How come he's so good in music, in term of musical instruments. I wanna be like him! Hope my boyfriend will turn out this way. Have a passion for music too. hahaha. Dreaming again.
Today is suppose to ton at Joyce's house but turn out I have to go home. So sad. My mum doesn't allows me to stay overnight at her house. What the hell?!! I'm very furious at this. I'm thinking that I'm already 18 years old le. Old enough to know what I'm doing and take care of myself. Well, whatever. I'm not that angry anymore. Heck care. *relaxing in the melody of yanni's song* Nice man. Got to learn all his piano pieces. haha. Guess it'll take me years to be a pianist. >.< Please give me some motivation~ *mesmerizing in myself* haha.
Today is suppose to ton at Joyce's house but turn out I have to go home. So sad. My mum doesn't allows me to stay overnight at her house. What the hell?!! I'm very furious at this. I'm thinking that I'm already 18 years old le. Old enough to know what I'm doing and take care of myself. Well, whatever. I'm not that angry anymore. Heck care. *relaxing in the melody of yanni's song* Nice man. Got to learn all his piano pieces. haha. Guess it'll take me years to be a pianist. >.< Please give me some motivation~ *mesmerizing in myself* haha.
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
+Dreaming+
Sigh~ So many things happened today. First, late for Npstrings practise today. Luckily they haven't start practising. Reach the club house at about 1.30pm, looking restless and soul-less. haha. Just don't feel like talking to anyone. Don't even know why. Am I anti-social? Oh my.. I think I got attitude problem. Sigh. I didn't improved in my speed nor the right tune. Still make alot mistakes and the sound is so weird. Stopped a few time during the rehearsal. When will I don't make any mistake? Today heard edward playing piano. So evny him, the way he plays, u can feel that his song is alive, those type of soul music. To me his standard is more than grade 8. Just that he didn't got a diploma yet. When will I make it to his stardard? Sigh. Borrow Yanni scores from him. Those pieces quite soothing. Quite suit my taste. haha. Hopefully, tomorrow I can photocopy, by friday it'll be ready. So many grade 8 pianist in Npstrings. oh myyyy.... I'm way below them. >.< Well got to practise very hard for my piano and violin. Three more days and I'll be performing for the family concert. Way to go!
Secondly, got home quite late today, unexpectedly. We're held up by the second rehearsal. So when I got home, I'm motivated to play on my piano. Play until 9.15pm. Daddy nagging at me, as I didn't even bath and eat my dinner. Well, come online at about eleven. Daddy and mummy start nagging at me again. Some more the way my dad nags is those type of shouting one. So U could hear it when U're just walking past my house. Not in good mood today, I just fight back. Then nagging turned into quarreling. I shout back. Fighting for my rights. This is no way in teaching a child to obey U. Every child has a different character. Your way of teaching is already the past. Not every child can stand the way their parents teaching method. Sigh. I don't really mean to quarrel with anyone. it's not that I'm grow up and I have my own wings to fly. it's not that.. Just that I need some freedom and respect. I don't wish to have everything until ur control. Moody. Bloodly. Worn out. I need respect!
Secondly, got home quite late today, unexpectedly. We're held up by the second rehearsal. So when I got home, I'm motivated to play on my piano. Play until 9.15pm. Daddy nagging at me, as I didn't even bath and eat my dinner. Well, come online at about eleven. Daddy and mummy start nagging at me again. Some more the way my dad nags is those type of shouting one. So U could hear it when U're just walking past my house. Not in good mood today, I just fight back. Then nagging turned into quarreling. I shout back. Fighting for my rights. This is no way in teaching a child to obey U. Every child has a different character. Your way of teaching is already the past. Not every child can stand the way their parents teaching method. Sigh. I don't really mean to quarrel with anyone. it's not that I'm grow up and I have my own wings to fly. it's not that.. Just that I need some freedom and respect. I don't wish to have everything until ur control. Moody. Bloodly. Worn out. I need respect!
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