Hmmm.. Just reached home and talked to alvin on the phone. Quite upset. My eyes were filled with tears with he said "Maybe I am going to quit NPS too." I was.. Speechless. Yes. For that moment, I am going to cry. But I hold on to my tears. I asked, "then, we will have lesser time to meet." and he said, "Ya." I was... Sigh. Hmmm.. Don't know what is going on. Maybe he really busy until he wanted to quit NPS. Then he added on.. "Maybe only." Well, who knows? Look at micheal. Micheal is alway joking around, being friendly to other. But now, he's quitting NPS. What is going on? I feel so sian of our relationship. Started too fast. Now is kind of i don't know what to do. Sigh. I told marcus about this. And he says I think too much. But am I really thinking too much? Some how I can feel alvin is sian too. Have some talk with him today. Hmm.. Kind of alright. I still don't dare to ask him about the problem that is on my mind. Maybe some times later bah. I feel that if alvin really so busy, then.. then... Maybe we should do something about it. Hmm.. I am a strong girl. Yup. Shouldn't be too upset. But for now, I don't know what to do. Feel like talking to someone about my problem. But then.. I will end up crying. So.. Well.. Let it bury deep inside my heart. Yaa. =)
I am not good for you.
Maybe I am thinking too much.
Maybe. Just maybe.
Somehow, things don't taste the same.
Maybe. Just maybe.
Teach me. How to be strong.
Teach me. Just teach me.
+From that moment onwards+
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