I stayed up to 3am just to lend my dumb friend my ears. I know him since my secondary school day. And I am still not so sure that he's so bloody damn rich but dumb until today. I know he's rich but not to such an extent lah. Seriously the first thing he told me is he bought her an Gucci wallet which costs $750++, WTH? And they're not even together. Dumb. Next thing I know is, he was on a trip to Taiwan/Hong Kong, he bought her another branded bag that costs $700 plus together with a necklace that costs don't know how much. And the funny thing is they're still not together. Hell man. Not only this, they played maple together, that costs him a bomb! Because he keeps on buying cash card just for that girl. And they changed several games so he don't know spend how much K on her. I was secretly praying that he will offer to buy Gucci/Loewe/Fendi or some branded wallet/bag for me. But he didn't! Our friendship not even a girl meh? LOL. Anyway that's not the point, the point is he's dumb to the extend that he doesn't even know the relationship between him and the girl. What's more, he didn't even see the girl's friends before or maybe get to know more about the girl? And the girl is a gamer, camp in front of her comp 24/7, share almost the same hobbies or interest as a guy. You might not believe this, but she's seriously PRETTY. Okay lah, she looks a bit like china woman, but nevertheless, she's still pretty. Even her friendster is uploaded with GAME CHARACTERS pictures. Really Hardcore leh. So boyish my friend also wants. Aiya, I feel that is because she's pretty lah. Develop feeling for her in game is excuse lah. lol. And now, he is cut off from his allowance due to heavy spending. I totally agree with his parents, they should control his financial, so old le still taking money from parents. Better still, make him work like hell. WHAHAHAHA! You can't imagine what he replied me as I told him I wanted to tour around the world before I die. He replied me with this, "I can tour around the world even without working, and after I come back from my tour, I will still see you slogging your life earning money to tour around the world." I told him "Ya right. I hate rich people!" I hoping that one day I will be earning big bucks, then I will tell this to him "I am rich now. So how're you doing? still spending your parents money? tsk tsk." LOL! And of course I won't say this to him lah. But then, I might be doing so with a joking tone instead? Well, wait till that day, it's coming SOON. Ya quite soon. =X

I am not doing well this few days. Mood swing like hell. One moment I am happily chatting, the next moment I was unhappy and the very next moment, I am crying. WTF is going on with me? Maybe because of the PMS.

Today there is a test and I failed. It's about Vocabulary, Grammar, sentence structure, technical writing, software knowledge( or what can't remember) and some IT knowledge stuff. It's tough that when I look at the first page, I feel like I don't belong there. Maybe I don't really belong there. It's quite funny whenever I think of my ambition when I am young and compare to who I am now. What I will be doing in the later part of my life is totally not related to my ambition at all. But isn't all this the process of growing up? I never wanted to work in IT company, I want to work in a bank as an accountancy or a fashion designer. But it seems like it's getting more difficult to fulfil it now. Okay I should really work hard and get a decent degree and work for a few years before I having my own fashion line. Well.. All this is just wishy thinking. The reality is cruel.

Okay it's getting late. I need to sleep early. Recently spend too much money, I am poor. I need to work hard for my future.


Good bye nobody, hello somebody someday.