Sunday, January 06, 2008

It's beyond word to describe.
I am not sure why I cry so easily.
I did tried to hold back my tears.
I told myself to calm down, cool down and think.
But it was too late. I realised that I couldn't hold back anymore.
And by the time I finished crying, cooled down and worked my brain a little bit.
I feel so bloody stupid. I am the BIGGEST FOOL on earth.
Now I am too ashamed to face him.
I am too self-centred. I thought that my answer was right. I thought I am a little smart.
But afterall, I am the real dumbass.

Fcuk u linny!
I hate you for making things worst! How dare you carry that thought in your mind! How dare you don't admit that you're wrong! WHY did you do that!
Tell me how am I going to face him and the rest of the people.
And to think I even thought of giving up after the incident.

I HATE MYSELF. Dumbass!
Sigh. 1 more foolish person on the earth.

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