+I am such a letdown+

Today is a great day. Went to town after our CSA lesson to catch a movie( The Terminal). The movie was great~ Really funny and quite touching. U guys should watch it. It's about a man from Krakozhia and his native falls into chaos. A state of civil war means he and his country are no longer recognised by the United States government. He is stateless and in a peculiar quandary (access denied). He can neither return home nor enter the US. He's told to stay in a transit lounge and wait. Then later he fallen in love with a flight attendant. Well, for the rest of the story I'm not going to tell U. haha.. Watch it urself, I'm sure u'll never regret spending ur money on this show. After the movie, we went shopping around orchard. Feel like buying the white and orange Puma bag we saw at heren. But quite expensive leh, it is $59.90. More expensive than Shu Fen's Adidas bag. Who can sponsor me? haha.. Then guess what? I saw the pig! Remember the pink and red pig we saw at Bugis during our first date? But at heren only left the white and red pig. Sigh. Shopped until about 5pm then we go home. When I reach home I'm so tired. Feel like a log, too heavy to move around.

Finally, today I received ur msg. I'm so happy and excited about it, but u only msg me that u changed ur hp number. Hmm.. A little bit disappointed. I msg back asking u, "u changed ur hp ar?" U just replied "yup..." Well, I don't know what to reply at all. Suddenly u're so cold toward me. I'm not used to this changes. U're behaving as if I'm a stranger to U. Aren't we suppose to be good friends? Isn't that what we promised? The promise is not there anymore. How am I going to continue liking u when I can't find a single reason for me to like u? Please give me some hope to lead onto. Maybe it was my fault to make such a change in U. I shouldn't change my nick and display picture that day. It's my fault, I'll blame myself if we can't even be friends anymore. Sigh. I miss ur messages and goodnight kiss. But time is not going to turn back, life just move on without waiting for anybody. Life is so transient. Something just can't be force. Let nature take its course. Miss you.