I feel stress.
I feel stress when my partner wanted an out.
So stress. Can you imagine that your partner say "I rather they don't pay me for the project than letting me wasting my time there." or "They can either pay me if i complete the project and they are satisfied about it." or "if they can let me have maybe 3days of working in a week."
Gosh. Can you ever do that to your partner?
I feel so stress when he mentions that. Plus he's outspoken, hardworking, helpful, eager to work and etc. Whereas I am lazy, stoner, quiet and etc. I feel pressurize when I am working with him. He's the one doing talking most of the time and I just keep quiet.
At time, there is not much thing for us to do. With two people in the office, when one person can handle the workload. The people there seems to like my partner a lot. Cos he's good in speaking english with them? He handle things well? That is the way church people are? Maybe they interact with lot of people that's why they are so social?
Sigh.
I am not clever nor social.
Sad.
Down.
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