Day2

Basically today is just another slacking day.
There is not much thing for us to do except do a documentation for every staff computer(system properties). Then we have to make a draft on how the current website is and what are the information that is missing etc. There is finally network connection, but the problem is.. We are only given intranet. Gosh. How can we survive for 5months? Oh man.
I am sorry my friend, I feel useless in being ur friend. I can't do anything to make you happy. I thought some day you will realise that we can actually be good buddy? I never want to make you upset nor want you to hate me. I am feeling stress. There is alway a border(line) for certain things. I know you want to make/see me happy. But somehow, things don't work out right for you. Patttttt~ How can a person lost the interest of liking someone by not seeing them? If this works, then why am I still like alvin? Love.. Grows not by looking at nor meeting them. It's a strange and beyond control thing. How can you ever control how much you are going to like/love that person? Sigh.
I.. am your good friend!
Don't be upset with me, can you?
=(
I am sick.
Very.

Goodnight everyone. Hug